Tuesday, March 31, 2009

interview

Dah dapat dah provisional offer letter..hahaha..
I wasnt prepared for the interview actually...
sebab i was telling myself,kalau xdapat maknenye a sign suruh jangan balik..hahaha..
interview tu sempoi je pon..
hhaha..tekankan about seniority..
muahahah..
suruh balik..
bla bla bla..
ahhaahha..
and seriously kalau ni betol2 interview keje kan kiteorg confirm dh fail..hahaha..
confirm xdapat..
kiteorg argue with the interviewer,
bagi opinions kiteorg sendiri..
being defensive..
basically, kiteorg take things for granted..
really..
n kiteorg maybe malaysians akan cakap kiteorg rude..
but kiteorg just being open kot..kiteorg just bagitau je ape kiteorg rase kiteorg nak cakap..
just being honest...
tapi tula..
tu bukan culture malaysians kan?hahahaha..
kiteorg ni sebab referring to me and my colleagues...
kiteorg serius take things for granted la tapi..
sbab kiteorg macam sumenye most of us mmg mcm xnak balik or contemplating pon and kiteorg cam tahu diorg mesti nak kiteorg balik so take things for granted which i dont think we were supposedly to do that..
and satu mende lagi saye sedar, saya harus mule bercakap dalam bahasa melayu standard cuz tadi last question die suruh kiteorg jawb dlam bahasa melayu and seriously!!!!i had a very tough time masa tu..sbab i dont even know what global warming in bahasa melayu is until keluar from that room!!hahahahhaa..muahahahah..gelak2...
it is pemanasan global..hahahahaha...
adeh...
english teruk..
malay pon teruk...
hahahaha...

and...

the memory remains...
forever...


Monday, March 30, 2009

alamak

Alamak..
kompius balik.hahahaha..
ciss...
betol la macam milah cakap..
Aina changes her mind in just a second & suke buat last min decision.hahahaha..
betol2.sokong milah!hahaha.
sangat la unreliable.ahahaha..:P

my 5 reasons...

My 5 reasons of going home for my internship.

1. Family
- Most of my relatives want me to go home. My mom especially. And i dont want to break her heart. Dah banyak sangat dah masa kecik2 dulu kecikkan hati die, buat die tersinggung semua so dah besar dah boleh fikir ni kene la dengar cakap die kan..and a good friend of mine penah cakap dulu kite ni mak kite dh lahirkan kite, besarkan kite, kasi kite education sume and dh besar kite nak suke hati lawan cakap die. Sape kite ni?Kite cakap kite ade hak sebab kite dh besar tapi kalau u fikir balik kan kite mmg xde right langsung pon!!Kite xpena bayar kan kat parents kite duit mak kite pregnantkan kite, lahirkan kite, bagi makanan kat kite, bagi baju, rent rumah sume..kite xpenah bayar kan?n diorg pon xpenah mintak kan?so secara logiknye mmg kite takdeee hakk langsungggggggg kot!!!!
- Pastukan, maybe..maybe in the future ill regret sebab i tak stay. I think i will but then i think it will only be a short term compared to a regret for not being able to be there when sumthing happened in my family. Regret for not being able to be there wth my family will be a lifetime regret..Macam skang pon i sometimes menyesal sebab x dapat jaga my late grandmother betol2 and tak ade ngan die when die sakit and tak dapat nak kiss her goodbye for the last time. I wasnt there when my late grandmother meninggal. I was in Cardiff enjoying my winter holiday masa tu..=(..T-T

2. Responsibility
-Im the eldest. My 2nd brother is in Dublin. My 3rd sister is in Terengganu furthering her study. My 4th brother is going to Japan in May 2010 and my dear lil sis is planning to enter a boarding school after dapat results PMR nanti which is next yr-2010..So basically my parents will be left alone kat rumah sunyi takde kiteorg..So as the eldest i think i need to go home and teman my parents and jaga diorg same. I wont forgive myself if anything happen to them..
-My sis pon dh cakap die nak study dah betol2..skang kan cam die yang jadi ketua..kesian die..so its time for me to fulfil my responsibility as the eldest.=)

3. Career path
-If i stay as intern and then balik terus i kene repeat my internship for another 2 yrs..so i will do an intrnship for 3yrs instead of 2 yrs jer..rugi masa..i will be superjunior to my batch..and i dont like that..memang la duit banyak keje kat ireland..Even ade 40-50% cutbacks in junior doctors salary pon tapi kalau convert actually still banyak but then money is not verything kan.. Plus diseases in Malaysia mmg agak beza dngan Ireland.So tahu awal lagi bagus plus kt sini intern banya buat paperwork je instead of hands-on..so xnak la nampak bodoh gile nanti.Tapi if saye stay nanti, saya xkan stay for only 1 yr..i will stay until abis MRCP sume..
-Plus if balik awal saya lagi cepat dapat recommendation(provided that im good kan..hahaha..which i doubt it but at least people/consultants over there knw me..hehe..)

4. Social network
-Kat sini tak banyak sangat social network. Memang la saya ade kawan-kawan yang best kat sini but medicine je..If i balik Malaysia I might kenal dentist, engineer etc and social network saye besar. Hidup saye takdela pergi hospital, balik hospital tdo. Pergi hospital, balik hospital tdo. Tu maybe life saye kat sini. ok maybe sekali sekala tengok movie. Tapi kalau saye kat Malaysia, I got a chance to meet people in kenduri-kendara, kedai MMESB, my patients, thru kawan-kawan etc. At least saya boleh pergi kedai2 makan lepak2 kalau saya stress and boleh spend my precious time with my loved ones..Tapi kire saye ade banyak sket la kawan from skang...skarang kawan-kawan saye kat sini classmates saye je or juniors..best je cume lagi best if dapat widen kan?
-I nak jumpe my fellow bloggers juge!!!

5. Meet my Prince Charming
-hahaha...yang ni xyah explain la kot kan...kat Ireland esp Cork ni xder kot my prince..hehehe..my prince maybe sumwhere kat Malaysia.
-I nak jumpe Mr.Flying Bug!!=)


Sunday, March 29, 2009

nak tgk movie boleh?

Hari ni dh kne tukar jam..
=(...
takle nak chat sangat dh pasni...
sebab kul 12mlm kiteorg baru kul 7 pagi malaysia..
sob2..dh beza 7 jam je..
and petang obviously kelas la kan.
eh tapi next week je pon kelas.
pasni xde kelas..
EXAM!!!
OMG!Aina sila study!
sekian.


muahaha

Malas nak balik Limericklak..
so i text en k nak tukar my date for spa interview and die cakap no prob so now im having my inteview on tuesday instead of wednesday..hehehe..
so xyah balik limerick ari ni..
melepak2 bersantai di cork je la..

And i emailed my uncle last fri asking about master programme bla bla..
and asking about the internship as well and i got the reply today..
sounds interesting..
mungkin juge saya akan apply UM..
we will b given 3 choices to choose which spital we favour most..
So far dlm list HBKB, HUSM and the 3rd one xsure lagi..
maybe HKT tapi cam malas..pastu HTAA kuantan tapi cam dh dekat kl sangat dh...so maybe UMMC..tp budak2 ni cakap working environment kat um kurang seronok...hahaha.. hmm teringin nak apply sabah sarawak masuk kampung sume kan but then confirm2 parents xkasi.hahaahaha.:P..adesss


corkians

Baru abis study group..
banyak borak..hehe..
tapi saya suke groupmates saye..
And hopefully all of us nanti boleh grad dengan flying colours..
i love my study group punyer groupmates and i love my hospital groupmates same..
hehe..
pasni sume org ade diorg path...
nanti x dapat dh nak gelak2 same2..
lepak makan2 same2..
tah2 ade org sombong x tegur dh..
jangan camtu ek.
corkians sume kite kene bersatu..
hehehe..
=)

=)

Haishhh
susah betol la nak belaja balik cork..hahaha
susah nak fokus..
hahahahaa..
tapi kat rumah kak yana pon mcm fokus je.hahaha
adess..
nyway im really in a good mood today.
pls dont spoil it..hahaha
spoke with my sayangssssssss this afternoon..
=)
Excited.hehe..=)
and I have 5 strong reasons why i should go home for my intern..=)

Saturday, March 28, 2009

complicated

Hachoommm..selsema..ahaha..bukan nangis.hahaha..

Im back in Cork..Mule2 taknak balik tpi tibe2 rase nak balik.hahaha..
plus my brother datang pon..tp die dh nak balik dh..dtg for only few hrs je.hahaha
hantar laptop and video cam and burger same.muahaha
nyway congrats Dr.Sazlyna!!hehe..
Bestnyee..
Most of my friends dah tahu dah results die..
hehe..and yet me, myself and I still terumbang ambing tatau pape and rse sangat x prepared for exam..
haishh..nak kene fokus study dh..
kene tolak tepi mende2 ngarut lain..hahaha..
pasal balik malaysia..
just go with the flow...hehehe..
i pergi je nanti interview next week..
nak balik xnak balik tengok la dulu..
=)

Owh Yes..
Girls kan mmg complicatd..hehe..
Macam for example kan she said
"xpe buang je la"
its not that she really mean it..
xdernye senang2 die suruh buang..
its not that die tengah menguji or merajuk..tapi pompuan..
we r complicated.hhahahaa..:P..
dalam hati die mmg hoping pls say no..pls pls..im begging u.haaha
but of course she didnt utter it..hehehe..
we r simple but yet complicated..hahaha..
or is it just me?hahaha..=)

Friday, March 27, 2009

Finals COuntdown


Aahhaha..best!!!

thanks

Hahaha..sori if previous entry sounds riak ke ape ke..thanks sape2 yg komen tu sebab sedarkan saye..thanks tau..dh delete dh..
Sesungguhnya yang baik itu datangnya dari Allah dan yang buruk itu datang dari kelemahan diri saya sendiri..=)

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

ngantok

Im so addicted with Ternyata Estrella and Stay with me, Danity Kane.
Suke sangat lagu due2 ni..
owh suke lagu hold up my heart juge..
imagine me without u pon best juge..
and better by boyzone pon in my top-rated songs gak..
owh ade satu lagu jiwang gak yg saye dgr from AF(yes saye TERlayan AF lagi sekali) yang melekat gak, Cinta ini membunuhku.sape tah nyanyi..ade kat utube if nak dgr.hahaha..=)
Owh ari tu kan actually..last thurs kan 2 of my close friends got married..Carey/khaireena and Jittun/Najibah.. Congrats to both of them.. Bestfriend saya kat mrsm ytbesut dulu pon kwen this month gak-Nurul Farah Azih. COngrats to them!semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat..=)



balik kampungggg

My daddy has bought mummy and ijah the tickets for my graduation..
They are coming for 2 weeks!yeay!!
Suraya is havin her PMR trial on that time so she cant join me here..
My daddy mesti la jage kedai..haha
Mad lak mesti la xdapat cuti..hahahah..
so its only 4 of us..Usop will finish his exam on 26th kot..my mom is coming from 15th june till 28th so ade 2 weeks utk jalan2..my mum cakap die nak pergi tempat yg ade jual royal albert/dalton punye set pinggan mangkuk..
hahaahhaha..
so maybe we r going to london for the holidays..
i need to start usha-ing the tickets and accomodation for us..
And lepas diorg dh beli tiket ni rase memang kene start study betol2 dah..
takkan xnak graduate kan?so kene study so that bleh graduate..
And balik msia..
Ive told my mom that i want to self-designed the apartment.hehe..
I dah ade list dh ape brg nak beli nak taruk kat my apartment..
Erk xde la my apartment..daddy's but then as usual..hahaahahaha..:P..
tapi nak hias je..nak duduk ngan mak..hehe..
weekend maybe lepak2 situ rilek2..hahaha..
amboi berangan..hahahha..:P..
Eh tetibe rs excited nk balik msia for good..
Bestnyee..hahaha..
All my sayangs are waiting for me at home...-mummy, daddy, brothers, sisters, girlfriends, boyfriends and my special one.hahahahha..owh cousins, aunties, uncles, anak sepupu, anak sedara eh xde anak sedara owh sape2 je la lagi..owh maybe Monaliza Mastura Ent juge..ahhahaha..
(nk convince diri sendiri nak blik msia kene la cmni..hhahha)

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Az zariyyat

Found this after reading this blog

“ Wanita ibarat epal. Epal yang tak berkualiti amat mudah diperolehi kerana ia berguguran di tanah. Tapi epal yang tak mampu dibeli berada di puncak. Susah dipetik susah digapai. Terkadang epal itu risau, kenapa diriku belum dipetik? Lantas ia merendahkan martabatnya dan menggugurkan diri menyembah tanah. Sedangkan ia sebenarnya telah Allah jadikan begitu tinggi martabatnya sehingga tiada siapa berani memetiknya. Hanya pemuda yang benar-benar hebat sahaja yang mampu. Mungkin bukan didunia tapi akhirat. Biarlah jodoh bukan didunia asalkan cinta Ilahi mengiringi.”

sweet


ponteng

ponteng OPD prof g...
hhaha..
bosan laaaa...
opd tu sek intermittent claudication or cancelled...
so mls..
plus ngntokkkkk..
tdo x tenang smlm...hehe

asam pedas salmon

Im not feeling great today..
mayb sebab tido lambat kan smlm..
I need at least 8hrs sleep everyday!
Camne tah nanti nak oncall sume.hahahahah
I didnt go to a tutorial today which i think sangat la rugi sebab husna was telling me they were discussing past yrs again..
tapi mmg xlarat pon..
Im not an afternoon sleeper..
jarang sangat bleh tdo petang..
i will only tido petang kalau sangat x larat..
but today i tdo petang for almost 4hrs!!
hahaha..
And i think i was talking to someone on the phone gak masa tido tu..
i dont know whether it was a dream or mmg org call.
dlmhset ade la private number called..
tapi tkt salah kan..
ngee..
mamai2 kan..

p/s: had salmon asam pedass tonite for my dinner and sangattt laa sedapp..thanks kak yana!!thurs ni kak yana nak masak nasi beriyani iran!!!mesti lagi best!yeayy makan sedap!!hehe..and kak fid is coming malam ni..pasni2 sampai la kot..hehe..tadi mimpi hantu tidopetang so kak fid dtg malam ni bleh r tido ngan die..xyah la tdo bukak lampu kan.hahahaha..

ikhlas,
saya yang penakut.(hantu dlm mimpitu cam real jee)

Monday, March 23, 2009

:D

I was walking down the corridor to the outpatient clinic today when suddenly a thought of "do u really want to become a doctor aina?", strike me...
Brian was asking me a kinda similar question 2 weeks ago,
"do u always want to be a doctor aina?"
The answer is of course nooooo. I never imagined myself being a doctor. I always imagine myself being a successful businesswoman wearing those executive suits and sitting down in my own large suite waiting for my secretary to make me a cup of coffee.. I always want to be a businesswoman handling multinational company..
but its only a dream.. A dream that i dont think will ever become true...
Hmm..hmmm..u knw,
Instead of dealing with lots of money, im dealing with the pus, faeces, blood, urine etc..And instead of sitting in a cosy chair, i will have to sit with sick people who are coughing up blood, sputum, viruses, bacteria bla bla bla..Instead of having a nice cup of coffee in my own office, i will have a cup of coffee in a run to see a patient.. Instead of having a decent lunch/dinner in a 5 stars hotel, i will have a sandwich as my lunch and maybe an apple as my dinner..Is that what i really want?
I dont know..
maybe..
maybe not..
The other downside of being a doctor is that u know too much about certain disease/condition that u might have it in the future..or maybe now..we dont really know kan?Any1 has watched the latest episode of Greys Anatomy?Izi was diagnosed with Stage 4 malignant melanoma mets to the brain..and she was refusing treatment at the beginning. She said that she knw too much..She knw that the prognosis is poor so she was refusing a treatment..yelah kan dh tau prognosis dh poor dari buat surgery buang mets yang x tentu success lagi baek die abiskan masa die with loved ones travelling sume kan?lagipon nanti klau undergo chemo and radiotherapy banyak lak side effects..hahahaa...this is a pessimist talking..hahaahhahaa..:P..
hmm nyway back to reality..ive sent my fyp..its done.now all i have to do is fokus on my interview next week and my exams in a 4 week time.sounds scary huh?

P/s : owh nope...im not complaining..neither am whining..hehe.i just wrote what i feel like..hahaha

adeh

Haishhh..
bayangkan kan..u spent about 4-5hrs working on ur fyp presentation and suddenly u couldnt find that particular file?
rase nak campak x komputer tu?
and bayangkan ade satu hari ni u up till 330am in d morning working on ur fyp and tetibe xleh on computer..
it happened twice to my ppt presentation!!!!!!
sangat la rase marah..
aaha..seb baek tadi kat umah husna..
all i could do was masuk bawah meja makan rumah kak syikin tu and bertapa kat situ..
sambil mengalirkan sedikit air mata..
tak nangis..
air mata je tertitis.aahhahaha..
penat wooo
buatttt ppt..22 slides kot altogether..
pastu lak tunggu cab 30mins..
seb baek x jalan kaki balik tadi cuz on my way back tadi ade org mabuk kat tengah jalan..
well what do u expect?
its 1230am kot..huhu


Sunday, March 22, 2009

I always want this



I always want this cute lil thing.tapi takut jadi cam cite childplay..tapi skarang ni kan..stress sedikitkan, rase sangat nak mende nii...ahahha..esok kalau rajin nak g limerick city centre lah. usha-ing mende2..hehe..umi frm 1st yr lg dok suruh cari royal albert..nak kne carikan utk umi..

I was ok this morning..pergi kelas ok je..print past yrs bla bla bla...
Pastu tetibe ptg tu rs x ok..
lantas packing barang terus balik limerick..
hahaha....
padahal ade study group..
g town beli buttlers ok kejap sebab hot choc kan..choc kan bley menghepikan saye..
adeh..rase sangat malas nak buat pape..
even fyp pon.huhu..

P/s : tq encik bug terbang for d sms ptg tadi..hehe..saye mmg suke la instinct kamu.hehehe..=)


huhu

Last week i was so liat to balik Limerick kan..
Ironinye this week ari sabtu i dh balik Limerick..
hahahaha.:P..
Kak yana oncall malam ni so saye sensorang dlm umah ni..
hopefully ok la kan..hehe..=)
Next week ade interview spa saye xtau lagi kat ner n bile exactly..
if monday saye balik cork 3 hari la kan..
if tuesday rasenye xbalik cork langsung kot..
im thinking of going to dublin next week..
tiket murah pon..
10euro je return..
nak g jumpe adik tersayang.hahaha
i need a break..
hahaha..
mule2 nk g ngan eila amsterdam 8hb ni tp eila nak g paris lak..
and i dh pergi paris so xnak dh pergi paris..
hehehe..
nak g jalan2 pls..
or balik msia..
hahha..
need a break..i need a break..i need a break..
i need a break!!!!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Pretty bad day

1. Woke up at 8++. Missed the cse conference..macam slightly intentional gak xpergi actually..cam kalau bgn pergi la kalau x, x pergi.
2. Went to the hospital and terserempak ngan mr.f kat pintu hospital kul 11++. Bagus kan?kantoi baek punye baru dtg hospital.hahaha
3. My supervisor just replied my msg after a day..short notice mane sempat nak g jumpe. 4. Went to the hospital for 3 tutorials but sume pon cancelled. Yang ivor tu takde room available..Yang ent tu die bz..yang mr.f tu lak die nak kasi next tues.
5. Saye terslah beli tiket..patut beli ari ni tapi beli yang 23rd march punye travel date..ape harapan?seb baek elaine ajak naik kete die.hahaha..tu pon mule2 refused tapi lepas tu called her back lepas nad cakap die penah tersalah beli tiket.ahhaha
6. Balik2 rumah bukak2 laptop, laptop xleh masuk window. Kene REFORMAT.maknenye ilang banyak mende sebab x backup..yang sakit hati ilang my fyp presentation punye stuff..haishh..

Friday, March 20, 2009

urology clinic

OMG!Saye terlekat kat slide 1 after name n tajuk for my fyp..sangat malas..
asek berfcebook je..hahaha..nyway tadi kan i was in urology clinic(morning) and vascular clinic(afternoon).
Macam last week kan for urology clinic memang cases yang u jumpe kan mmg renal stones je..kalau tak renal stones, benign prostatic hypertrophy...
But today kan i saw few interesting cases and mr.d was quite nice to me..ngeee...

1. Okay my 1st patient was a lady presented with 1 episode of painless frank haematuria. No urinary symptoms at all. And that was the first and the only episode she had. She's not on any anti-coagulants or anti platelet and was not having any trauma prior to that. She never smoke and never been to Middle East country. She never had any kidney problems before yada yada yada yada yada. And u know rule of thumb kan, painless frank haematuria in adults population is a bladder cancer until proven otherwise.So eventho macik ni dh asymptomatic she still need few investigations to outrule bladder cancer..Oh yang sangat menarik hati about this patient kan sebab she was a bit weary cite sal arwah husband die meninggal sebab leukemia that she believed her husband got it from appendicectomy.. And the haematuria tu die pecaye its one of the side effects of Losartan. Sekian.

2. My 2nd patient was a 3y.o kid referred by GP query undescended testis. I took the history from the parents and lepas tu examine that kid. He was really a good kid and he let me examine at his private area. And on examination I told Mr.D that he had bilateral undescended testes..hahahaha..i was so confident with my findings(while trying my bst to impress him) and Mr D pon examine budak tu..From his inspection pon die cakap that kid ade testis.hahaha.. cUme a bit retractile. Hahaha and pastu die suruh examine lagi sekali baru ade..rupenye sebab salah examination technique...die jadi cresmateric reflex and mende tu pon retract dalam tu.hahahaa

3. This is actually Elaine's patient. A 25y.o lady presented with colicky pain in RUQ radiating to her back.Mind u this is a urology clinic. After the perfect history presented by Elaine, Mr.D asked us,
"So cathy, what is ur differential diagnosis here?"
"This is a true colicky pain so i think it must be renal calculi"
Mr. D(buat muke x puas hati and cakap " Now Connor how about u?what do u think?"
"renal calculus?"
Mr.D buat muke x puas hati lagi and asked me,
"Now Miss Jeffery.What do u think is wrong with her?"
"Owh.I dont know. Her history doesnt really fit in this clinic but because its colicky i have to go with Connor and Cathy"
"Elaine how about u doc?"
"Gallstones"
And yes. The answer is gallstone. What gallstone is doing in urology clinic like?hahaha..mmg history die typical gallstone thats y i was saying that the history doesnt fit this clinic but sebab last week dh kene marah sebab die cakap all true colicky pain is renal stone until proven otherwise..haishhhh..ahhahaha..tah pape jer..

4 & 5. Hydrocoele.. Satu tu straight forward je..bleh transluminate..patient tu 42y.o datang ngan wife die...Yang satu tu 21y.o gentleman with a history of 3days painless swelling of his right t****s. And Mr.D was asking us,
"with this history, whats ur differential diagnosis doc?" (while pointing his hand to me)
"HYDROCOELE?"
"No.Cmon!" (then pointing his hand towards cathy and connor and both of them gave him the same answer..
Pastu die cakap SALAH!.Its testicular neoplasm until proven otherwise. Sebab patient tu young..Then we examined him..Patient tu 21 y.o kot?and kiteorg sume examine and mesti r die rs segan kan..huhu..owh and turned out it is hydrocoele sebab die boleh transluminate..hahahhaa.and it did fluctuates as well..muahaha..gelak2 kat Mr.D.hahaha

6. Connor punyer patient. 31y.o gentleman presented with painless testicular swelling for yrs..Never brought to his attention sampai la recently when its getting bigger..And on examination mmg macam cancer la kan..Mr.D pon cakap la most probably this is a neoplastic lesion. Pastu patient tu tanye mr.D what do u mean by neoplstic?
Then Mr.D cakap it is a growth.Then patient tu cakap,
"Owh so i have a tumour since my puberty?J***s i never realize it."
Muke patient tu x cuak langsung pon!!Siap masa keluar die cakap Good Luck Doc kat Mr.D..huhu...

7. 72 y.o gentleman referred to urology clinic due to elevated level of PSA. PSA die 28. On rectal examination, prostate die macam ade neoplastic characteristic..So Mr.D cakap die kene dtg buat transrectal prostate biopsy..Die xcakap kt patient tu mende tu suspect cancer pon die cume cakap kene buat transrectal and blood..huhu..

And in the Vascular Clinic,
I saw 2 AV Fistula patient and a patient with hyperpigmented skin secondary to cyclosporin..She has polycystic kidney disease and had twice renal transplant but both failed..rejected by her body..and she is living with her left kidney..kesian kan?huhu..
And satu patient lagi referred due to bilateral cold leg worst on cold weather..dengar history ni i cam cmon la...logik kot cold weather mmg la sejuk..peripheral pulses die normal n present.

P/s : Im thinking of making this blog private. Cam takut sket dh skang.huhu..

kenyang..burppp..

My FYP power point presentation is due this monday and guess what?I havent even done a slide of it yet!!hahaha..good job Aina..hahaha..Xder motivation nak buat.hahah..

Haish nape la ade radiology nyer tutorial sabtu ni.kalau x mmg stay limerick la..malas nak berulang alik laa..aiyoyo..

I just came back from jalan2 ronda2 ngan kak yana..takdelah..hehe..tadi kak yana belanje makan kat chinese rstaurant zwiton ke ape tah name die..chicken die halal..we ordered a sweet and sour chicken with butter king prawn ke ape tah..n die kasi sambal yg pedas + sedap juge..hehehe..and the waiter yang layan kiteorg is a chinese guy..hensem...hahaha..rambut die cunn!!he wants to be a hairdresser..He came to ireland to finish a hairdressing course level ape tah die cakap tadi tapi rambut die mmg hensem la..sesuai la..die from penang and die cakap die dh lame x cakap melayu so "jem-jem" sket die cakap..ahahaa..jem-jem tu comel la..hehehe..mmg saya sangat suke chinese la..hahahaha..maybe sebab ade chinese blood mengalir dlm badan ni same..hehe..:P..
oh b4 makan kiteorg pergi workshop nak baiki wiper kete kak yana yang xna stop tu tapi xleh gak..kene tnggal kete tu so mamat tu die offkan wiring tu dulu n easter ni nanti baru kak yana dtg baiki mende tu..tengok kak yana drive tetibe rs rindu nak drive kat msia..kat sini xbest..jalan sempit..hehe..once upon a time saya sangat suke drive...hobi kegemaran sampai la eksiden..hahha..trauma from tu kejap..i dont think its only me yang trauma..my parents pon trauma nak kasi kete diorg kat anak die yang ni kan.muahahah..

Thursday, March 19, 2009

ngantok

Sangat ngantok!!
I am supposely to be in the hospital at 8 today but saya sangat ngantok n malas nak g!!
8 patut ade journal club yang kami compulsory actually pergi...
kul 9 ade ward round tapi malas...and so far d 4 weeks kat sini i xpenah pergi satu pon lagi ward round..good student i am..hahaha
kul 10 ade opd ngan Mr.D..tengah consider nak pergi ke x..
ngantok sangat..
sebab petang ni ade opd lagi ngan mr.B plus daniel punyer tutorial...
haishhh..ngntokkk..
semalam tdo around 11++ after balik jalan2 ngan kak yana naik kete baru..
kiteorg bersesat g umah husna kejap and then went to petrol station sebab nk tny sal wiper then pergi jlan2 kat town limerick and xingat tmpt ape satu lagi..
best2..jalan2 mmg best..
ni rse cam malas nak balik cork ni.hahahahaha
tapi ade kels on saturday..hahahahaha
mmg best la jadi final med..
kelas everyday + saturday..hahahahaha..
" BEST"
hahahaha..
and mmg saturatd gile kot..macam semalam...
bnyak sngt belaja ngan obs nyer ngan surgery nyer ngan tubes bla bla ngan grupmates end up ms tutorial ngn daniel mumbling je kasi jwapan.hahahahaahahhaa

mmesb


=)

Woke up at 5++ today!!!n dalam kete to Limerick ngantok gile xle tdo sebab jadi co-driver..ngantok!!last2 main2 ngan ipod si O pilih lagu..sampai limerick around 8++ then trus buat coffee kat umah kak yana then pergi hospital. And guess what?
MR F wasnt there!
Ade ivor jer!!hahaha..
rs nyesal je dtg limerick..
but C cakap
"Its not a sign. U already here!!!"
hahahaha..damn.hahaha
masa tu i was telling him that tertinggal bus tu a sign suruh jgn dtg limerick.hahaha
tapi it wasnt really bad..
ivor best..hehe..die mengajar..hehehe..and managed to take histories and presented to him..hehe..
and pakcik tu cool n baek gile.
cume i xsuke when kene check femoralpulse..
and the other patient was a 7yr old boy yang comel gilee kot..
malu2..hahhahaha..:P..
mestila malu..kate urology.hahaha..:P
OMG!esok ngan Mr.D..
Selamat menebalkan muke Aina Mardiyah.=)


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

tag frm mior

.The song you’ve been most singing to yourself recently
.: imagine me without u, jasi velasquez
.
2. What do you currently want right now?
.: finish up my fyp presentation..(tapi langsung xstart lagi.haah)
.
3. What did you do today?
.: melagho
.
4. What have you been thinking about most today?
.: camne ijah nak amik xm dlm sedih2.

5. Do you ever just sit outside and watch the stars?
.: derrr..mestila penahhh..ahahaha..saye sangat suke staring at the twinkling stars..cantekkk..
.
6. What is your current annoyance?
.: fyp presentation which is due this monday
.
7. Do you want a new cell phone?
.: hmm tah la..hahaha..xde perasaan dh..maybe x kot..tapi maybe yes..hahahaa
.
8. Are you waiting for someone right now?
.: hehe at this mo?nope..malam2 buta nak tunggu sape?
.
9. Name two things you’re looking forward for next week?
.: nothing!!!
.
10. Can you make new friends easily?
.: sometimes..hahaha..
.
11. What do you love to buy the most?
.: food!!!
.
12. Do you plan out what you wear the day before you wear it?
.: depends..for clinics, yes..hehe.sebab kene iron baju sume kan?
.
13. What is life to you?
.: life is short..so enjoy je b4 its too late..hehe..
.
14. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
.: nope..eh ade2..aju n milah.hahaha
.
15. If you had a chance to save someone significant to you, would you?
.: definitely!!
.
16. How many times do you eat each day?
.: banyak2 kali..
.
17. How do you cheer someone up?
.: alamak x sure.hahaha
.
18. Are you a morning person?
.: depends..ari exam maybe..hehehe
.
19. Is it easier for you to fall asleep or to be woken?
.: fall asleep...hahaha
.
20. Think of one person, stick with it. You don’t have to say their name. Would you pick them up alone 100 plus miles away if it was your birthday?
.: lalalla..asal lak i kene pick up die when it was my bday?tade2..die kene dtg.hahaha
.
21. Give two reasons why you get distracted in work.
.: 1.rindu family, f.a, mmesb
2. kene marah ngan consultant.hahaha
.
22. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
.: duit banyak mane?kalau duit banyak paris kot.hhahaha..
.
24. Do you have a guitar in your house?
.: nope..eh ijah nye kire ke?
.
25. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
.: yes...
.
26. How often do you get onto friendster?
.: tak main dh friendster..hehe..facebook more exciting.hehehe
.
27. How long can you go without your mobile phone?
.: tengok la..hahaha..kalau ade internet connection hset xpenting.hahaha..kalau xde baru hset penting..hahaha
.
28. Where’s your mobile phone?
.: atas katil

terlepas bus!!!!

Saya terlepas bus!!hahahha..
Selamat la dok cork sehari lagi..
tapi cam srba salah je pergi limerick rabu khamis n jumaat je..
adekah ini a sign suruh ponteng seminggu terus?
adekah ini bermakna saya tiba2 dijangkit gastroenteritis?hahaahahha..
Siot r bus no 10..ade ke die tinggal saye?saye xtau die tinggal atau die mmg x wujud ari ni sebab ari ni st patrick's day..
tapikan rase cam nampak bus je tadi lalu depan rumah kul 3++.
hmm..
mungkin die wujud tapi mungkin juge driver bus tu cirit birit so die xleh dtg lalu ikut kwsan umah summerstwon ni..hahaha..ade je next bus kul 855pm..tapi kalau 855pm naik bus sampai around 1055pm dh lambat sangat dh...bus ke rumah kak yana dh xde dh time tu and nak nai cab sorang2 malam2 buta kat limerick fikir 20 kali gak kot..kat cork xpe sebab dh biase dh jalan2 kat sini and senang nak mintak tlg..kat limerick tu ngeri sket fikir..hahaha.
tula tadi izad dh call cakap nak g kul 430 buat lambat2 lagi..hahhahaha..:P..
adess..
seb baek la ade olya.die drive esok p limerick..kul 630 pagi la tapi..hahaahh..terpaksa la kan bangun awal esok..mintak2 la bangun..kalau xbangun mmg confirm esok ade org kene gastroenteritis atau pon appendicitis lagi sekali.ahahaahhaha...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

saiko

kene balik limerick dah..
=(
Malasnye..
Malas!malas!malas!hahahaha
ni naseb baek dok umah kak yana yang best..
kalau dokumah liz anne lagi tu confirm minggu ni ponteng sume sekali trus dah..
hahaha..yelah rugi je mcm pergi..
hahahaha..:P..
dh r esok urology..
khamis urology..
haishhh..nggak kesukaan gue urology...
aaa nak g dublin!!
bile eh?hahaha..
next weekend sabtu ade kelas lagi...
next next weekend lak ade interview...
next next next weekend ade presentation fyp...
next next next next weekend study week..
next next next next next weekend ... study week
next next next next next next weekend ... FINAL.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Al-fatihah



Takziah buat keluarga arwah NIK HAZIAH NIK MUSTAPHA(agie,luviy) di atas pemergian anakanda tercinta ke rahmatullah pada 15/3/09. LETS RECITE YASIN FOR HER.~
Al-Fatihah..Semoga roh arwah agy ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yang beriman dan dicucuri rahmah. Al-fatihah.

P/s : and to my fellow bloggers silalah drive carefully. Jangan drive kalau ngantok..And appreciate semua orang yang anda sayang...Dont take them for granted. Appreciate diorg..kite takkan sedar selagi kite tak hilang orang/benda tu..So sayangilah mereka and hargailah mereka. And kite semua pun jangan assume kite muda so lambat lagi nak mati. Ajal boleh datang dalam sekelip mata sahaja. So sentiasa bersedia utk menghadapi ajal. Beramallah seperti anda akan meninggal esok dan berkerjalah seperti anda akan hidup selama-lamanya. Al-fatihah utk arwah Agy.

preparation nak balik msia

1. Shopping sume mende yang pasni mmg xleh shopping dh sebab xde duit.
2. Stop gune perkataan "gile", "bodoh", "keji", "bengang", "shit", "damn", "siot"
3. Bercakap dengan nada lemah lembut.
4. Belajar bersabar.
5. Belajar bersabar.
6. Belajar bersabar.
7. Belajar menebalkan muka kalau kene marah dengan senior doctors.
8. Belajar kene buli ngan ramai org. (sekang kene buli gak tapi boleh sabar lagi)
9. Control temper
10.Belajar bercakap dengan suara yang perlahan.
11.Belajar bercakap berlapik
12.Stop jadi sarcastic.
13.Senyum.
14.Belajar jadi tukang "kipas"/"bodek"
15.Belajar trima semuanya walaupon actually diorg yang salah.
16.Belajar mengikut cakap bos.
17.Stop complaining/whining.
18.Improve bahasa melayu/kelantan punyer vocab.
19.Usha sistem kat Malaysia
20.Kene stop jadi overfriendly.=)
Sekian.

Happy birthday amilah hani


Ini Amilah Hani. Beliau merupakan housemate saya sejak saya 3rd yr lagi di Farranlea. Saya sayang beliau. Beliau, aju, nad, husna, raudhah, asma, 75, saya anggap seperti keluarga saya di sini. Amilah merupakan seorang housemate yang best. Masakan best beliau adalah tuna pie dan asam pedas. Saya sangat suka asam pedas beliau dan tuna pie beliau. Tuna pie yang paling saya suka adalah tuna pie yang beliau buatkan utk kami satu rumah sewaktu kami 3rd yr..First time die buat and that was the best tuna pie ever!!hahaha. Amilah juga merupakan teman elektif saya pada musim panas yang lalu. Saya dan beliau telah membuat elektif di Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab (II). Beliau telah menjadi teman setia saya utk ponteng elektif dan pergi makan bersama2 mus atau afnan atau ibu saya atau sape2 sahaja. Beliau juga merupakan rakan elektif yang seronok kerna beliau tidak kisah bermain bowling dengan baju kurung bersama2 saya sewaktu kami ponteng elektif. Yes, saya main bowling dengan baju kurung. Juga beliau tidak kisah ponteng elektif bersama2 saya untuk balik ke rumah saya bermain Wii.Sekian. hahaha. Amilah juga merupakan seorang yang rajin kalau dibandingkan dengan saya sewaktu elektif. Hehe. Amilah merupakan seorang yang sangat comel. Beliau merupakan seorang yang blur tapi blur itulah yang menyerlahkan kecomelan beliau. hahaa. Amilah juga merupakan seorang yang sangat la penting di malam peperiksaan kerana beliau tidak tidur di malam exam lantas membolehkan beliau mengejut saya dan aju di awal pagi di waktu musim peperiksaan. Amilah Hani Che Hashim dikurniakan Allah dengan suara yang sangat merdu seperti suara ibu sinderela dalam cite sinderela. Amilah juga merupakan teman pendengar yang sangat bagus selain Nur Juliana kerana beliau tidak kisah mendengar bebelan dan apa2 sahaja yang saya perkatakan setiap pagi sewaktu berjalan ke hospital. Amilah juga merupakan teman shopping saya sewaktu boxing day ari tu..dan beliau sangat sabar melayan karenah saya yang tah hape2 di kedai LS itu.hahaha.owh amilah juge merupakan geng saya selain iera di rumah 81.Kami-Milah, Aina n Iera merupakan hsemate yang sentiasa dibuli.hahahaha..okeh dh penat..nanti la sambung kalau nak sambung..hehe..ape2 pon Happy Birthday Amilah Hani. Kamu sudah tua seperti Shahid..maka silalah khawin. Saya taknak langkah bendul.Hahahaha..:p..Sori semalam saya sangat blur dan mamai apabila ingin mengcelebratekan birthday kamu. hehe.kek tu dah siap before ko naik atas lagi tapi sebab panas lagi kan so kiteorg decide buat kul 12..tapi sebab kekenyangan aku tertdo.muahaha..:p..sori beb..hahaha..tapi lawak gak la ko xdapat teka when kiteorg bising2 kat luar bilik ko. Punye la aku blur when iera cakap aku nak g toilet dulu.ahhaha..mamai beb.happy birthday!u know i love u kan and i know u love me too.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Nak balk malaysia



Atas riba aju lagi.muahaha...Dulu pon penah dok atas riba..but actually this time takdela dok atas riba pon..heheeh...nampak aje.hhehe..
Nak balik malaysia plss..
=(



Sunday, March 15, 2009

haih

Ortho surgeons mmg sangat hot..=)..
Irish la..Malaysians tak sure.hahaha..
lalalalala..
n.g.a.n.t.o.k...
=)
=(
I have a day off on monday and bank holiday on tuesday..
So most probably i will only go back to Limerick on Tuesday..
=)
Owh saya dah tahu bile interview SPA..30/31march kat Cork..
But xsure la camne diorg nak tukar ke camne cuz few students are doing their rotation outside Cork..xsure camne..
Anyways...tetibe rase boring.hahaha..
only my groupmates knw what im talking about..
muahaha..
takpe2...sume mende ni kite just let the time decides...balik malaysia ke x ke ape ke..abiskan belaja dulu..=)


a long day

I am worn out..
We had surgery classes from 9am to 130pm.
Then we had a talk with ambassador and MARA from 230pm-6pm..
And now i had an hour off before head off to 75 for our study group.
-Exhausted-
Anyway the ambassador is really a nice and pleasant guy. Soft spoken, layan sume soalan students and considerate..ambassador dulu, to be honest, saya xkenal pon sape..x penah nampak muke pon...and he put himself in our shoes juga..die paham nape kiteorg tanak balik but die still suruh balik la kan..well duit rakyat pon..tapi the way die suruh kite balik tu mmg secara baek and memang rase nak balik la skang.haha.tapi bak kate few of my friends, "jangan tanye aina.die suke tukar2"..
and yes, sila jangan tanye skang..hahaha..saya akan tukar2 decision with different reasons..i just let the God decides for me..let the time passed by and lepas tu baru kite decide..okeh?right now rase nak balik lagi especially after dh dapat cakap ngan ambassador itself but then tah la..susah laaa..hahaha..:P..

p/s :any corkians nak pergi dublin x?

Saturday, March 14, 2009

jeleshhhhhhh


I wanna b there as well!!!unfair!hahaha..

haha

Am so tired+nauseated. Hasil naik bas 2 jam..plus tunggu bus sejam kat bus stop number 10 dalam hujan. Plus makan burger b4 naik bas..elok la kan?hahaha
Saya tak suke naik bas!!!
hahahaha
Kan best ade kete..xpon ade superpower..hahahaha..:P
(ni kene balik msia ni.hahaha)
Nyway congrats to my dear cousins for their excellent results..=)
Congrats to Anis Alyani, Alya Farhana, Siti Khadijah, Mohd Hazwan & Syed Faris.
Congrats cuzziess..
Oh bace paper yang utk esok tu kan..utusan kan...rase sangat teharu dengan Nik Nur Madihah tu..ha tuya!!bukan taukela..org biase je..Mmg bangga parents die and mmg kagum lah dengan die..huhu..Semoga beliau akan terus berjaya dan semangat beliau dapat menyuntik lagi semangat org lain utk study dengan lebih rajin lagi..
Rase diri sendiri sangat teruk..huhu...Saya rumah takde internet 5 hari pon dh bising..huhu..dah mengeluh stress stress dah..huhu...cube belaja bersyukur sket wan nor aina?boleh?
bersyukur la aina..belajar bersyukur!!!
Alhamdulillah~
And joker sapekah anda?kenapekah menggunakan nama Joker?Siapakah kamu?kenapa anda tidak berani utk merevealkan atau menggunakan nama betol anda?adekah anda sebenarnye bukan kawan saya.cume hanya kawan kepada kawan. Tapi kalau panggil ibu saya umi, maknenye u r quite close with me la kan or with my other siblings..tapi sorila ye encik/cik joker..anda tersilap..bukan itu calon pilihan hati saya. Calon hati pilihan saya is someone else..kalau anda ada facebook saya mungkin anda tahu.haha..hmm atau, mungkinkah anda seseorang yang telah membuatkan umi saya rimas lantas umi saya hanya menjawab ape2 saja..hhaha...
Teringat satu ketika ni, ade customer datang kedai nak try masuk line kan..then my mum cepat2 cakap saya dh engaged..hahahaha..ngan sape pon tatau..tapi better that way pon..i prefer that way..=) daripada dok serabut kan..muahahah..:P
Anyways i want to improve my malays and my english..in case saya balik malaysia kan..so kene la bahasa melayu fluent..ni tak..bahasa melayu vocab limited and english pon same..hahaha..english dok sini 5tahun pon x fluent. melayu pon x fluent. cina lagi xfluent. india x reti langsung. gaelic tak tau langsung. france mmg selamat la di dalam tanah. japanese tahu i love u-aisheteru. same goes to korean.ok udah aina.udah..jangan merepek lagi..hahaha..nak tdo awal malam ni..esok full dah..
Lectures from 9am-1pm camtu and ade meeting with ambassador and sponsor kul 2..hahaha...


Friday, March 13, 2009

i love my groupmates

Im going bck to cork with a bus today!hahaha..
o and c berulang kali tanye,
"why aina why. Why u dont want to come with us?"
hahaha..takle2..kene belaja naik bas gak.hahaha..
tapi seriously,
they are the best groupmates i ever have..
well, i have great groupmates as well when i was in 3rd yr..
but this yr all 7 of us(b for only 2 weeks) mmg best!heheh..=)

Balik

Spoke to my mum for 40minutes tonite!!hahaha...
kene basuh
hehe..restu ibu penting kan?
utk keberkatan kan?
so rasenye mmg kene balik malaysia..
=)
But i will still apply for a place in Ireland.
Apologies to my fellow final med yang xkasi saya apply sangat..ahahaha..
Kene apply..
just in case kan?

Owh boleh tak saya meminta jasa baek bloggers sekalian utk mendoakan kawan baik adik saya semoga beliau cepat sembuh..Bestfriend ijah, AGY, alamak xingat name betol die, sekarang kat hospital Kuantan sebab road traffic accident.. Sekarang tengah koma kat hospital tu..Semoga Agy cepat sedar and sembuh..Mum said that die patah kaki, thigh, abdominal bleeding and now ade bleeding kat brain..doakan die ye?Die punye kete jatuh gaung kat Kuantan..Tu yang kat hospital Kuantan tu..Doaakn die ye?

contemplating

Bryan : Ive been thinking and been asking a lot of people this question recently. What do u think of living?
I didn’t understand what he meant actually. So i just kept quiet sambil buat muke2 tengah fikir.
Then he said,
“U know. I give u an example. Like what do u want in ur life?”
Then i told him,
“U see B. That is my problem. I dont know what I want in my life. Right now i have to choose, a career or a family. I have to make a choice so that i can decide whether i want to stay or going home for my intern”
B : “Oh u just have to think which one make u happy.”
Me : both actually.
B : No. Like which one make u happier. Even in a day.

And ive been thinking about it all the way home.
I received few sms from my mom and my sis today cakap “Wajib balik Malaysia.”
I dont know..
Like, seriously tak tau..
Banyak mnde keep me away from going home and banyak mende keep me away from staying here.
I am thinking too much.
Too much!hahaha..
i am obsessed with it. Hahaha..
Those who knw me tahu la kan yang saya takkan sit still selagi saya xdapat ape saya nak and in this case saya xkan stop fikir selagi saya x betol2 decide..Macam last week punye study group..I couldn’t concentrate in others’ presentation when i dont knw exactly where the dartos fascia is.hahaha..
I knw i will get both if i balik Malaysia and i will only get career if i stay but seriously, like seriously i tak tau..haih...i think i will just apply for both..and let the time decides?
And u know what?saya rase so far saya sorang je budak MARA yang nak balik..hahaha..budak MARA len sume nak stay..hahaha..MARA takde bonding kan. And sebab ramai nak stay rase cam nak stay gak.. Tapi taktau la..susahnye...ABiskn belajar dulu boleh x aina?hahahaha..:P..
Deep inside my heartkan, i nak sangat balik..tapi cam xready..hahaa..
I nak balik stay ngan my parents and my lil sis..
I nak balik raya ngan family after 5 yrs tak raya ngan diorg..plus mad nak fly dh march 2010..mmg la boleh balik raya gak kalau stay sini tapi x semua dapat cuti kan?
I nak balik nak promote Monaliza Mastura Ent.hahaha..
I nak balik sebab i dh penat jalan kaki g hospital.I want to have my own car, living in my own room with my own toilet...
I nak balik cuz i nak makan food best2...asek makan ayam je kat sini..hahaha..
And I nak balik gak cuz i want to meet and get to know someone..=)..u know who u r....=)
=)
Tapi if balik i takut kene buli ngan doctors len..
I takut kene marah..
I takut rase bodoh sebab xtau pape sangat sal diseases kat malaysia..
I takut takde kawan sangat nanti keje..
I takut xjumpe kawan2 yang best macam Aju, Milah, Shahid, Fred, Nad, Syafiek, Husna, Yopit, Nang, Aimi, Fatim, Nick, Izad and few others..
And i takut laaaa of all the expectations and uncertainties..
*sigh*


Thursday, March 12, 2009

Late Fatherhood Affects Children's IQ

"Scientists from Australia do not recommend men to delay their fatherhood as, according to their new study, kids of older fathers have low IQs and do not perform well in intelligence tests during infancy and childhood. "

Hahah..I read about this in Wahidah's blog, google it and found few journals...
Interesting huh?
hahaha..

Time is running out..hahaha..presentation fyp belum buat.. log book pon belum gak...exams pon rase sangat x ready..pergi klinik rase cam org bodoh jer.hahaha..bak kate nad dalam blog die..terasa macam loser..hahaha..saya rase sangat loser..rase cam pre-med..rase sangat xlayak utk jd doctor..adesss...dah la indecisive.kejap rase nak balik msia..kejap rase xnak..kejap rs nak kawen,kejap rase xnak..hahaha..fickle-mind bak kate husna.hahahaa..:P
Owh nyway tadiii i pergi basuh tangan kan while waiting for daniel to ask patient's consent kan..pastu my groupmates sume tunggu kat sebelah katil tu..ni husna la cite...connor cakap;
"Someone is missing".
Pastu husna cakap la Aina tengah basuh tangan.
Pastu die boleh cakap
"OWH.That little buzzing sound"
Pastu diorg gelak..I jalan towards diorg kan pastu connor die buat sound bzzz bzzz pastu makin dekat i nak jalan die buat makin kuat. I knw they were talking about me but then xtau ape kan..hahahaha..i asked connor, are u talking about me pastu die gelak je..ciskek betol.hahaha..suke tau cari gaduh..die cakap hari isnin je ari baek die..tapi ari isnin tu die buat jahat kat o and cathy gak so die cakap ari selasa..hahaha..and semalam die baek la sket.hahaha..
Tape esok masih ade..hahaha...masih ade masa utk buli die.hahaha..ari tu tipu die yang mr.w was looking for him and elaine pon cam support je ape i cakap kan dh cuak dh muke die kejap..hahaha...eh tak2 bukan buli..hahaha..
hmm oklah..esok ngan Mr.D kene study.hahahaa..kang ade yang kene lagi
"this is completely wrong"
(owh baru tau tadi rupenye most of my groupmates kene pasal colicky and non-colicky tu.hahaha)



Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Stress is contagious.
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Budak kelantan

Baru pas tgk cite Budak Kelantan. Satu lagi movie sampah.hahahaa...Macam xnampak significant die and relevan and serius xnampak moral of the story ke ape?And nampak betapa bodohnye seorang manusia tu..ahhaa..serius cite sampah..tatau nape die buat cite ni.hahaha..rugi masa je tengok..well xtengok pon..pasang sound je sebab mmg cerita paling bosan saye penah tgk tahun ni..ni march kan and i watched rasenye lebih 10 movies dh kot tahun ni..and mmg sampah.ahahah. saye xfaham kenape la orang malaysia nak kene buat movie yang dah la tak menghiburkan pastu takde moral of story lak. Pastu mamat danny tu lak watak tu kan cam bodoh nak kasi awek die kat member die yang die mmg tahu jahat.. Ade lagi ke manusia buta camtu?Ok dari mengulas movie itu baek saya study for urology clinic esok..ahha.Mari study..Owh entry ni auto-published.hahahaha..published utk pagi esok lah.hahaha.:P

P/s : Owh im not saying that i am good and saye takde la emo sebab saye rase die menunjukkan perangai tah pape org kelantan..CUme saya rase movie camni habiskan duit je..kalau die nak tunjuk lifestyle pon kan ape kate kaji betol2 dulu and fikir logik la sket kot..huhu...ni x logik langsung!hahaha..ok tutup mulut...:D.study mari