You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself in any direction you choose.
You're on your own.
And you know what you know.
You are the guy who'll decide where to go.
Hmm..i cant handle stress very well..i cant cope up with stress..im bad in stress management…and I don’t like stress…aju told me the same exact thing ths afternoon..and a friend of mine pon cakap die x berani nak tegur me if I ngah stress so tolong la jangan kasi saye stress..ngeh2…n usually if I am in stress situation I have lots of disturbed thoughts…thoughts of doing something bad and awful…saya tau saya sangat teruk but it doesn’t mean I have personality disorder..ngeh2..the main features of any personality disorder is persistence..hehhe..saye xde la camtu je..cume lately je cuz maybe banyak sangat problem…lepas satu, satu n im not a great person in handling things…lagipon dulu I have my better half listens to each and every details of my problems..skang ni I still have him around but he doesn’t really have time for me…yelah die pon final yr and plus ade hsemates yg best and plus my lectures will only b finished at 6pm everyday and usually 7pm adalah waktu my better half tido..n die bangun balik kul n confirm la I dah tdo
Papepon he doesn’t really have time for me now…weekend die bz ngan hsemates and his friends..so xde la banyak masa macam dulu…xde masa nak gayut2 tepon cam monyet dh skang ni.hahaha…nak cakap sumting pon kene email..huhu..okies..nak try paksa diri tdo cuz esok ade appointment gg and bukannye mudah nak bwat appointment ni,..almost 4 weeks gak la..
Lalalal..i didn’t go to the lectures today…sangat malas n ngantok ok!even masa case conference pagi tadi I fall asleep…hahah..n i felt like dr cockery was looking at me on that time..haha..kantoi..dh la tmrw im not going to the clinic cuz I have an appointment with a dentist..haha..kantoi la
Hmm anyway I have 2 bad news…al-fatihah kat mohammad afnan saifuddin, anak dr fiza and dr puden yang baru meninggal semalam sejurus selepas dilahirkan (stillbirth)…and kat nenek yusairi…al-fatihah..semoga roh mereka ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang dirahmati Allah swt…
“ Hi J. R u the nurse under Dr.Cockery? We r 4th yr medical student and we r new here. We r looking for a patient named JG to take her history”
And he was like, terdiam kejap and then I can see from his face that his kinda shocked..haha..maybe because we used the word “nurse”..but it was written on the board “primary male nurse”.,,so what else should we call him?hahaha…and then he said:-
“Ok, ill bring JG to u in a moment”..
ok pastu die blah n pegi kat ward(we are not encouraged to linger in the ward cuz they afraid sumting will happen..plus we cannot clerk the patient beside their bed…its inappropriate in psychiatry...maybe due to the confidentiality or pape laa…usually we’ll ask the staff to bring the patient to us and we have to clerk them in the interview room. Papepon kat sini, what should we call the male nurses actually?haahaha..:P…
Owh anyway i called en kamis already asking about the allowance and everything..this mara thing has been boggling me for quite some time..i don’t want to hear from anyone else anymore..papeon the answers that en kamis gave me wasn’t really satisfying..tapi xpe la..i don’t want this stupid thing to bother me anymore..i will just try it once and let it be..malas dh nak fakir…bosan..i wish I knw someone..someone who is a politician and who has a good influence in MARA…mende ni kalau setakat involve pegawai2 camtu mmg xde effect pape la..haiyoyo…bosan la..
P/s : Aini Hayati..I miss u..sila rindu aku jugak..hahahha....