Monday, November 30, 2009

what a relief.
O N G is done.
-ortho perhaps. or surgery perhaps.
4months doing ONG really taught me the value of being a good doctor.
The tears that i shed away, the smiles that i share, really meant something to me.
And suprisingly i think im falling in love with ONG.Well, apart from doing VE la.
I will definitely consider ONG as one of the field that i want to specialise. The smiles of the mother after giving birth to their children really meant something to me. Lalala.
Anyways, i have a month to be mentally and emotionally prepared to be a wife of someone. There is a long list of things i need to settle out within a month. I am so damn lucky to have a very helpful auntie, Auntie mala and a very supportive family whom have helped me a lot with my wedding prep. To be honest, i did not do anything for my wedding prep. The hotel was booked by my auntie. The door gift was prepared by my mum. The hantaran pon my mum and my aunties yang prepared and bought it for me. The only thing that i did was booked my wedding card which have not finished yet.
So i would like to take this opportunity to express my gratitude to my mother, my father, my siblings esp IJAH, my aunties esp Auntie Mala and everyone who has involved in my wedding prep. Thanks a lot. I really wouldnt able to do this without ur help. I love u guys!!!

to whom it may concern

Hmm saye tak tau la sape yang dengki dengan saye sangat tu kan. But bak kata orang2 tua, org yang bertunang ni darah manis kan so banyak la cubaan akan datang kan. Owh i wouldnt put myself as low as who u are the anonymous yang coward but i would appreciate if u r brave enough and dare enough to expose URSELF. Thanks.Owh and ye, saye x penah mainkan hati org. I was hurt as well. In fact i was really hurt before. If u r a reader of my blog, u must have know how bad i was when i broke up with my first love. And if u really knw me, u would have know how many boyfriend i really had actually before i met my fiance. And if u really knw me u must have know that i did not look for org kaya to be my husband. Full stop.

Friday, November 20, 2009

aina jeffery is getting married

Aina Jeffery is getting married.
Cepat sangat cepat.
Tapi jodoh kot?
Jemputlah datang ek. thanks.
1st january 2010.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

news to share

I am so addicted with this song-only lately.
Anyways, i have something to share with u guys. pls drop by ur email address k?i will tell u guys through an email.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

haish.conflict dalaman

How i wish i could turn back on the time and be the one that i wannabe..
and how i wish i have superpower to encounter this superevil feelings that r spreading in my body...
its spreading like a virus.mutated each time its budding out. haish.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Monday, November 2, 2009

let bygones be bygones

wahhh bestnye nikmat cuti..i was quarantined at home..-suspected H1N1. i was in contact with a suspected H1N1 patient last week and i got a flu since then which was worsening sampai la semalam round dengan head of department die suruh i pergi check. Pergi A&E rase macam sangat kelaka sebab jadi patient sendiri,bp taken, temperature taken and blabla bla so was given a 5days mc with tamiflu.
So here i am, blogging!things that i wont be able to do if im working.. however, somehow i miss doing the morning round.hahaha. workaholickah saye ini?hehe..
nyways one thing for sure that i wanna do during these 5days is LET BYGONES BE BYGONES. I want to move on and look upon my future. I want to be prepared- mentally, physically, emotionally for my future.

Sunday, November 1, 2009


it really does..
i know im selfish..
i know myself too well and im sorry for being too selfish..
i want u to fight it over but...
i am sorry..
i really am..
thanks and sorry for everything...