Monday, June 29, 2009


5 yrs of struggles..
sorry for the long silence..baru balik from london last night and unfortunately my family punye flight stranded kat cork.seb baek kat cork.delayed one hr to amsterdam so diorg mmg xkan dpat catch flight balik msia so Aerlingus kasi tiket Cork-London-Klia. Tapi kl-kb burn camtu r.
nyways im going home for good on 30th!!!!see ya in malaysia.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

corkkkk best!

My mummy, my granny and my sista r ereee!!!
sangat seronok!
diorg sampai pagi tadi..
masak nasi lemak sambal udang for them and then they rehat2 borak2 before pergi raudhah..
then balik raudah sumeee pon dh tdoo..hehe..kesian diorg..jetlag!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

wah ade org cakap 20 koson kat cork ni..
no wonder la ade budak ucd dapat cork..hehe..
cork best!
cork the best laaaa kat ireland ni.
aaa/..nak tinggal cork..=(..
saya sayang corkians!!!
khamis niiii convoo..tapi elok2 sebijik jerawat tumbuh di pipi..DEMMMMM!!!

Sunday, June 14, 2009


tetibe selsema..
anyways 3boxes done!!!
1 more tu tunggu 19th baru kemas..xde la lame mane pon nak kemas..hahaha..kejap je..hehe..owh tapi kene kemas barang2 nak kasi usop..hahaha..and kene kemas bilik umi nak dtg!
cant wait!

Friday, June 12, 2009

i love them ( a very long entry!!!)

This is my groupmates...We've known each other for at least 5 yrs...
The father : Shahied
-He's been the one that we could depend on..Kind, helpful and not selfish. We always can rely on him. he acts like a father or big brother to us. From the first year up to final year he is the one that i will ask for when i am in trouble. He is really good with cooking too. We like his nasi lemak and others too. oh, but when it came to study group he would be the last person who emailed his presentation to us.hahahaha..owh n i had trouble of calling him farid instead of shahied during the study group.hahahaha.anywaysm thanks for the past 5 yrs shahied.

The mother : Ajuliana
-She is the controller of our study group i must say. She's stern. Like really2 is. When we were not focusing on the topic, she would said cepat2 " korang, focus please" and we would cepat2 fokus. =) She is also my hsemate for 3 yrs. The one that i can depend on in Cork as well. When i was down or felt like crying, she was the one that i went for. She was the one that pulled me out from the toilet last yr. She was also the one that scold me till i realized its not worth it. She's my bestfriend. She will always be. Owh we r not that brave. When we both scared we will sleep with each other but before we slept, we will ask for each other to recite ayat kursi or mengucap 2 kalimah syahadah dulu.hahahaha

The big brother : Aiman
- He has short attention span but he's the smartest in our group i must say. He studies consistently and he talks faster than i am.hahaha. he has a very fluent and good english and he is going to be a great orthopedic surgeon in the future. Owh and he was the one that would make us a jug of hot chocolate every study group. hehe. Nyways Aiman. good luck!!!and keep in touch!!

The big sister : Yusma
- Ironically she's the big sister in our group. The one that we can depend on as well. The one with lots of food. She would always bring us lots of food to d study group. pizza, garlic bread, walkers, u named it. hehe. She's actually the youngest. Owh she even brought us Krispy Kreme!!!!=D *hugs*..hehehe..:P..She's among the one that is going to do her internship here. So good luck kak susi and keep in touch ok?

The lil sis : Mills
-haha.. She is actually the leader for our group. She was the one that would text us every week saying the venue and the time for our study group. She was also the one that arranged the timetable like who was presenting today and who wasnt and she was the one that will wash all the pinggan mangkuk, cawan after d session. Hehe. She is my housemate and i love her so muchie2 as well. There were few times that we had arguments but still she's my bestfriend and will always be. Thanks amilah hani. Owh been her housemates for 3 yrs, i must say she actually the tidiest among us!!and the one will lots of food and toileteries.hehe..:p

The lil bro : Izad
-boboy will always be a lil bro kan boboy?hahahahaha..:p he's the most hardworking in our group. Went to library every other day and he will b a great doctor in the future if he keeps his hardworkingness..I always want to try to be as hardworking as him buttttt..hahaha..:P...he wants to marry an Irish soo....hahahaha...Izad goodluck!!!all the best in ur future undertakings and keep in touch.

-The raudhahs-

Husna :-
My hsemates for 2 yrs. She is also the one that i can turn to when i am in troubles. She is a good listener. She's helpful, kind and sweet. And recently i just found that she is my best buddy for increasing my BMI.hahahaahaha...oh and when i was in glendale, she was my supplier for korean, chinese and japanese drama series/movies. A computer geek she is. hehe. Apart from that she was also my saviour. When i was in 1st yr i had a breakdown as well a few hrs before the exam after i just broke up with my ex. She was the one that called him and asked him to pujuk me so that i could take the exam. TQ husna and aju for that. I hope last yr would be the last one that i had to have those kind of breakdown. Nyways husna, i love u too and keep in touch okeh?nanti kawen ko pon compulsory datang!!

My groupmate when i was in 3rd yr. A very hardworking lady and macam izad, i would always want to be like them tapi asek failed je..hahaha..Nang is a very pretty, hardworking, pious, and sume la yang mak mertua nak sebab tu die dah kawen tu..kan nang kan?hahaha.. Nyways nang, congratss ek?

the lil sis in raudhah i must say. clinical groupmate this year. She was my partner in crime for ponteng2, makan2, amik history during fixed attachment, obs & gynae and paeds. She also my travel buddy for eurotrip and was the one with a goodskill in reading map.hahaha. Give her the map and she will bring u to any places u want. hahahahaa...owh today is her birthday.. Happy Birthday Dr.Yopit!

I heard her name since i was form 4. Everyone is talking about her. Always want to know her back then but only met her when i was in Banting. She's a great cook everyone!!!!Her nasi goreng is super delicioussss...And her mee goreng pon!hehe..Tuya, dinner malam ni pls?pls?

The one that suprised everyone last week!hahaha..nyways happy for u cik fatim. hahaha. Was in the same group with her this yr and barulah kenal sket2.. Sangat rajin and consistent. Sangat kuat shopping juge.hahahahaha..:P. a very influential person juge.haahaha

A dentist in the making. A very soft spoken and well-mannered person. A good friend to Aju and Mills. And she's really good in baking!!!suke kek colourful tu..ape eh name die.hahahaha..:p lupe sudah..

Nadia and Syafiek

Nad was my housemates for 3 yrs. In my 1st 2 yrs in Cork, she is my partner in crime. hahaha. The one that i would text when ada usrah. hahaha. She is also the one that i could turn to jugak when i was facing any problems. Syafiek lak is nad husband and kamal bestfriend. Syafiek is also a kelantenese but i think i never spoke kelantanese with him. ke pernah eh?aahahaha...macam x..hahaha...owh Mr Syafiek, i sayang Nad jugak, xpe kan?hehe..and Mr n Mrs Syafiek sila keep in touch ok?keje kelantan jom!!!

P/s Ok nanti sambung balik.hahahaha. ade ameen, freddie, carrigleans, pre-med..hehe

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


Berjaya pergi gym ari ni!!finally!!
spent at least an hour in gym today!
tapi pastu makan banyak gg n fefe masak and makan eskrem..
pastu gemuk balik..
am so going to go back to gym tomorrow..
am enjoying it..hahaha..
nyways, saye tengah takut nak tdo ni..ade anak-anak dol selang few houses from mine tengah kumpul masa balik from gg's tadi so sedikit ketakutan..rase sedikit insecured...xpe..less than a day to go..

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


Before marriage:

He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.

She: Do you want me to leave?

He: NO! Don't even think about it.

She: Do you love me?

He: Of course!

She: Have you ever cheated on me?

He: NO! Why you even asking?

She: Will you kiss me?

He: Yes!

She: Will you hit me?

He: No way! I'm not such that kind of person!

She: Can I trust you?

Now after the marriage you can read it from bottom to the tOP...

beautiful salzburg!


1. Violin
2. Violin
3. Violin
4. Violin
5. Violin
6. Perfume Versace Versense yang kaler hijau tu...(mcm tamak gak sebab beli 2 perfume baru dh actually)
7. Christian Dior Travel Studio Makeup Pallete Limited Edition
8. Twillight collection ( ni nakbeli tapi nanti berat nak bawak balik.hahahaha..:p)
9. Handbag
10. Red heels

My birthday is coming up soon. Any1 wants to give any of above as my birthday present?pleasee??hehehe..:p

jejaka2 memikat.hahaha

hehe..should upload the pictures tapi takut kene saman..ok kite start dengan venice

1. Venice : orang yang jaga waterboat tu..hehe..ade gambar die we took "accidentally" masa nak amik gambar yopit..hahahahaha..:p..kachak la juge..tapi lagi kachak mamat yang pakai short, cap and sport shoes dalam bus tu..owh with the sunglasses itu..hahaha..(orang italy hensem2 gak lah.haha)

2. Salzburg : Ade jejaka korea ke jepun tah masa kat fortress actor muke die tapi ade awek 2 org...pastu nampak muke sombong..haha..owh salzburg ramai chinese gak lah...sume stok yang bawak handbag awek..hahaha..:p..handbag awek pon handbag LV tuuuu..hahahahaaha...sume branded2..kecewa tengok.hahaha...

3. Munich : mamat yang kasi coffee free tu..sebab die kasi free coffee tu yang die kacak die boleh cakap english.hahaha...extra point for that!hahaha..:p..

4. Vienna : yang ni xde memory sangat lah..owhhhhh dalam train nak g vienna..ade mamat yang agak comel..hehehe..:p..ehhh dalam train from venice nk g salzburg la..sebab die dh reserved seat kan..italy to austria kene reserved train punye seat..satu kabin tu ade 6 seats..kiteorg dh 4...mmg for the first half of journey selamat la conquer sume tempat tu...6-6.baring2 sume kan..beg pon xtaruk atas..then half of journey datang mamat ni ngan adik die(in denial)...kiteorg xlarat nak angkat beg then tunjuk signal beg ke atas then die tolong angkatkan tapi beg die ade satu lagi xmuat seat..for the first hours of journey die xleh tdo..asek pandang kiteorang je..pastu kaki die tersekat dengan beg die..kesian gak la tengok tapi masa tu kiteorg tgh lalok so xpeduli sangat.then lepas yopit bangun n sume bangun kiteorg makan coklat..bising sedikit..hehe..mamat tu pandang je..pastu perut die berbunyi..i tot it was from one of us so i gelak la pastu mamat tu pandang je..hahaha..pastu baru perasan die tengah kiteorg pon turunkan beg kiteorg and kasi die taruk beg die atas kepala tu..then lepas tu labaru die dapat tdo...baek kan?sanggup bersabar..dah la bising, kene gelak, kene tahan kaki lak tu..hehehe..:p

5. Prague : orang2 die suke pandang kiteorg as in kiteorg ni criminals...bak kata one of us " kite cantek n hot sangat kot..sebab tu diorg pandang"..ade satu time ni kiteorg tengah jalan kaki cari kedai makan..opposite kiteorg a group of guys jalan kan..mamat tu boleh stop kejap tunjuk kiteorg kat kawan die then ngumpat2..xleh blah..dalam prague castle budak2 pon tgk from atas ke bawah..benci!!!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

I'm sorry.

maybe its not hard enough...
maybe it just too late...
and maybe...
I'm sorry..
I know i was cold to u...
but u should know why kan?

Saturday, June 6, 2009

talking about feeling

Batch saye suke buat suprise..
after dapat 2nd suprise in a month..(nangtu xde la suprise sangat pon.hehe) kiteorg pon cakap la..mende ni unpredictable..
kawen ni unpredictable..
Allah dah tetapkan jodoh masing2 kan?
kalau tu jodoh kite cepat je datang kan?
sume unpredictable..
and kite xleh buat ape2 kan?
and sebab tu saye takut...
takut dengan future..
ape akan jadi sume kan?
mcm skang bole la cakap aku xkan kawen dengan husband orang
aku xkan suke ngan bf orang..
tapi who knows kan?
nauzubillah kan..
tapi cinta datang tanpa diundang kan?
macam kenal thru a friend, chatting then couple within a month?
so mcm kite xtau kan..
and mende tu sangat menakutkan..
a friend of mine cakap "ko kene belaja ikut flow.x sume mende kite nak kite akan dapat"...
true..mmg sume mende kite nak kite xkan dapat..kadang2 mende kite taknak tu yg kite dapat..
all that i need is to belaja menerima...
and redha..
ye x?

Friday, June 5, 2009

back in cork

Hello people!
Im back in cork.
Dah upload gambar tapi kat facebook.
nanti after i figure out cane nak buat html yg xkasi org amik gambar kat blog tu baru i post my pictures here..haha..:D
nyways saye akan kebosanan kat cork!ade sape2 nak sponsor tiket g london ke?hahhaa.parents i dtg 16th..cant wait!
oh i dapat 2nd grad punye hadiah..hehe
1st punye from umi n aboh, toyota vios..
2nd teddy bear from encik ramzan..thanks!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

another scheduled post from prague

semalam kan, dalam train kan tetibe rase nyesal sket balik msia..
sebab macam dh dapat tempat..
org len(non corkians) someone cakap struggle nak dapat tempat..
i dapat tempat tapi senang2 lepaskan kan?
macam rugi je rase..
then terfikir did i make a right decision...
but then i text someone..
he said that i made the right decision in all aspects of my life..
and fikir2 balik..
dok dengan parents lagi penting kan..
but hopefully dapat kb la..huhu..
praying hard...
nyways, masa on the way back to salzburg from germany ari tu..
kiteorang punye la syok bergosip sampaikan tersalah tgk station..
kiteorang turun awal satu station..hahaha..
i was the one yang cakap korangg dh sampai cepat2 turun..hahaha..
then husna dah waswas dah tanye betol ke korang..
and kiteorang sume cakap aha betol2..
haha sekali salah!!!
n pakcik depan kiteorang yg nak g salzburg gak usha je kiteorang..
sebab malu kiteorang pergi gerabak lain..hahaha...
n mmg tergelak je la..haha..
banyak le mende lawak jadi this trip..
masa kat venice beriya cari kedai halal..
then stopped at this one shop..
pakcik tu tanye,
"r u a muslim"
then kiteorang cakap yes..
then die pun cakap sal menu..
"this is just beef. no pork"
"no pork".
beef itu sah2 tidak halal...
in the end kiteorang makan margherita pizza je..hehehe


Kat prague..baru pas makan maggi..
apartment best!!
kitchen+ensuite+ washing machine+komputer with internet access+tv with multiple channels + 2bedrooms...memang superb...n mmg murah!hehe..
Yesterday kiteorg kat Vienna..
We went to a place called Prater..
die mcm theme park but nak main ride tu kene bayar separately..
n rides die banyak yg i xpenah try pon.
banyak gak la nek rides tu..
but satu experience yang mmg xkan dilupekan la kan...
We entered satu tempat ni..-Jack the ripper..die mcm thriller house..
All of us-Me, Yopit, Husna and Mills..
Kiteorang masuk berpegang2 tangan n baju la..hahaha..
mmg xlepas tangan la kan..hehe..
i penakut so i xnak dok depan n belakang sekali..
mule2 masuk sampai la tengah2 tu kan kiteorang macam,
"ala camni je ke..rugi 4.50euro.."
die mcm ade patung2 yg kene torture la..ade yg die keluarkan intestines sume..
kiteorg penah tgk yg real punye la kan so mmg xde perasaan tgk blood camtu je..
then sampai one part kiteorg x jumpe EXIT!!hahahaha
dahhh cuakk..
dah la gelap gile..
bahasa xpaham..hahah..
then kiteorang nak patah balik kan ke arah jalan masuk tetibe nampak lelaki berbaju putih berambut kerinting..muke die mcm agak scary sebab mata die biru ke ape tah..
kiteorang menjeritt....
start ngan org depan then followed by me then 2 org belakang..kuat gile kot..hahaah
pastu orang tu ke depan lagi, lagi kiteorang menjerit eventho die punye la berusaha nak tenangkan kiteorang dalam bahasa austria..(xsure bahasa ape..patutnye german punye language tapi vienna mcm xsure..)..die cakap
" ok.ok.ok"-sambil buat tangan ok..
lelaki tu bawak anak-anak die..
anak2 die menjerit dgr kiteorang menjerit so kiteorang lagi menjerit..
hahahahaha..mmg serius asek tergelak sorang2 je teringat scene tu..
sampai nampak budak kecik gile baru kiteorang stop jerit..hahaha..
pastu die pon xjumpe exit gak...
hahaha pastu kiteorang pon mengekori mamat tu..die pon mmg xtinggal kiteorang..
sampai siap masuk emergency exit lagi..
tapi xjumpe exit lame gak la..rase berdebar gile..
takut ade jack the ripper betol nak bunuh kiteorang..ahahaha
terbayang cite SAW sume..
cuakk gile..hahahaha..
seb baek lepas tu jumpe gak tapi mmg cuak gile ah..
moral of the story : jangan cakap besar.hahaha...

Monday, June 1, 2009


Online from salzburg bebeh!!!
SAlzburg bestttt gilee...
among the places that i want to come back again in the future..
scenery die lawa gile..
orang2 die baek sangat..
and toilet die bersihhhhh..
sangat suke tempat ni..
mcm xnak balik je bole?

Best sangat trip kali ni..kiteorg dh pergi london(ni pon nak kene mention ke), italy, salzburg and germany!!!!tomorrow kiteorg nak g vienna(pun di austria) and macam nak tukar plan lagi je tambah another country-hungary...
penat memang penat tapi seriussss bestt..enjoy sangat2...thanks to husna,yopit and milah!!!!=)
owh and guys, sila taruk salzburg dalam wishlist diorg!!lawaa sangat...
schloss mirabel and mirabel park tu cantekk..
and utternsberg mountain pon cantek...
anmd tricky fountain die pon mmg sangat tricky...
orang2 die pon baek..

owh i got sunburn and few pimples sudah..sedey..camne nak amik gamba convo nnti ni?hehe..
owh anyways my dear, u know who u r, happy monthversary...miss ya!