Friday, August 30, 2013

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Monday, August 26, 2013

Happy birthday to me

Happy belated birthday!hehe..
Malam bday tu oncall..
Very eventful..
Non stop admission with patient yang tak stable sangat dalam wad..
Tapi takleh lawan last oncall last wednesday..
I dont mind takleh tido tau..
Tapi 4 death certs??
And 2 patients need intubation and alhamdulillah survived on that night?
I almost do cpr on my own sebab sorang ho tu tgh manual bagging cuz no ventilator available..
Dahla siang hari tu pt collapsed kt my ward..nyway back to my bday..
My sis cooked us something westerns..
Super tasty!
Got a flower delivery to clinic as well..
Thanks to hubby..
Cuma problemnye mmg hemato clinic ramai patient that i finished my clinic at 330pm!sobsssss

Saturday, August 17, 2013

The end

-The end-
Pasni boleh focus buat mende len lak..

Monday, August 5, 2013


Here i am..
Complaining again..
So not good for my pregnancy...
Banyak stressor la ths yr..
Not good for my baby..
Tomorrow im oncall..
Taktahu la camne nak oncal lg.
2 days ago i had my iftar at 11pm..
Dalam hati dok cakap "ikhlaskan hati.. Ikhlaskan hati.. Ikhlaskan hati"..
Masa tu i had a patient who had persistent ventricular tachycardia..
already cardiovert him..
Started him on amiodarone infusion..
Gave him magnesium sulphate stat dose..
Still persistent..
In d end i didnt have any other choices than called my cardiologist oncall..
He came immediately afterwards..
Mind u, bukan sekali tau i shock..
Kesian pakcik tu..
Luckily pakcik tu survive that night..
Puas hati tau..
Rase penat berbaloi..

Friday, August 2, 2013

Alhamdulillah..tq mr husband

Sangat bersyukur dikurniakan suami yg sangat memahami..maybe sebab hes in obs and gynae department kot so lagi memahami..
Ive been having severe muscle spasm lately..almost every night i would wake up due to muscle spasm..very painful..seriously..
My husband sampai terjaga sebab i was menjerit kecil sedikit and he would give me a massage and tuck me to d bed again after d spasm relax sedikit..and when my princess bangun nak susu my husband yang akan bgn buatkan susu no longer breastfeed sebab marissa taknak and susu pon dh takde..tak sampai 2yrs..:( tapi xpe la at least i sempat exclusive for the past week my husband oncall everyday entertain his 2 sweethearts..
Tq sayang..i love u so much..only Allah can pay ur kindness sayang..
And thank you for belikan everything yg bb nak makan eventhough malam2 pon mengidam..i heart u so much..
Apart from muscle spasm, pelvic pain, backache and constipation, me myself jugak akan automatically muntah post bukak puasa..kat rumah usually not as much as in d hospital..maybe sbab bilik oncall tu dh la sempit, a bit smelly and food pon beli from outside kan so mubtah die bertambah2 lah..sampai 2 days ago berlarutan ke ward and tak sempat nak g toilet..end up muntah kat sinki..
And worst is, tomorrow oncall lagi..i have 2 more oncalls before raya..tiring..takpe insyaAllah boleh survive..insyaAllah..
Im a tough and strong mother..insyaAllah i can do this.. Another 9 more weeks to go..maybe tak sampai..go go!