Wednesday, December 31, 2008

tag sakinah

1) What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?

2) Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

3) Did anyone close to you give birth?
Ade2..kak baby ryan..

4) Did anyone close to you die?

5) What countries did you visit?
UK and Thailand je kot ths yr..ahaha..i mean 2008..ehehe

6) What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?

7) What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory?
xingat the exact date but the day i broke up with my ex

8] What was your biggest achievement of the year?

9) What was your biggest failure?
results teruk

10) Did you suffer illness or injury?
asek demam je ths yr..hahahaha

11) What was the best thing you bought?
something..hehe..for my future..hahahhahahahahha...

12) Where did most of your money go?

13) What song/album will always remind you of 2008?
lessons learned

14) Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. Happier or sadder? Happier kot
ii. Thinner or fatter? Thinner kot
iii. Richer or poorer? poorer

15) What do you wish you’d done more of?

16) What do you wish you’d done less of?
tengok movie

17) Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
my mum

18) Did you fall in love in 2008?
yeye..dengan edward cullen

19) What was your favourite TV programme?
grey's and house md

20) Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

21) What was the best book(s) you read?
oxford clinical medicine boleh?boleh2..boleh blah.hahaha

22) What was your greatest musical discovery?
heh xde kot

23) What did you want and get?
hmm xde ade2...hehe.

24) What did you want and not get?
balik msia waktu winter break..

25) What were your favourite films of this year?

26) What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
my family thrw a suprised party the night of my bday tu..pastu siang hari tu ade " a walk to remember"..hahahaha...18 of course

27) What’s one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

28) How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?

29) What kept you sane?

30) Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
edward cullen.wahahaha

31) What political issue stirred you the most?
pilihanraya ari tu..

32) Who did you miss most?

33) Who was the best new person you met?

34) What is valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
heartbroken ni sakit rupenye..ahhahahaa

35) What did you get really, really, really excited about in 2008?
hmm dh masuk final yr..excited ke?

36) Where did you live in 2008?
Cork, kb

36) Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all,
Lessons learned.

Lessons learned

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some bitter endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should've taken,
Been some signs I didn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
Are all the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned.

Usop and Me

Semalam usop datang visit kakak die kat cork korok ni....kakak die stress sket kan nak exam so adik die baek hati dtg la melawat...hehe..for those yang xtau, I ade adik kat Ireland juge..3rd med kat UCD, Dublin. Die baru abis PUISI sebab tu die baru datang..hehe...Die patutnye sampai kul 245pm semalam tapi bas tu sampai awal gile!!kul 130 dah sampai dh so Usop pon dtg la rumah saye sendiri naik bas from city centre..saye xsempat nak g amik..ngee..

Wan Aina and Wan Yusof..Picture taken this morning in the bus..hehe..xde keje kan..Muke lain?hehe..Usop ikut muke arwah Tokwan..hehe..Tapi perangai mmg kami berdua lain gile la..Usop senyap gile and die akan cakap mende ilmiah je while me suke bazir masa cakap bukan2..haha...And usop bookworm while saye mmg susah la kan nak bace buku..muahhaha..:P.. Semalam dinner i masak nasi ayam for him and choc cake juge for his coming bday next yr..makan same ngan hsemates and diorg cakap usop senyap gile..hehe..:D...Nyway usop sweet cuz he brought few foods including kicap manis kipas udang for mee from dublin!yeay!ehehe.. Pagi tadi nak masak nasi lemak but buat daging masak hitam jer n sayur goreng..hehehe...xsempat sebab bangun lambat sebab semalam tdo lambat sebab semalam tengok cite the strangers n lepak2 dengan hsemates..(macam xde exam je kan?padahal exam next week..haishhh!!!!)...(the strangers tu cite paling xfaham saye penah tengok walaupon agak saiko)....Usop datang one day je cuz tomorrow die nak pergi london dah jumpe Ayah Ja. Ngeee..And next week lak die nak g jer kalau org banyak cuti ni kan?

Ayam semalam..haha..kene gune slr baru nampak cantek sket..hehee..lalala

Tuesday, December 30, 2008


Eh dah nak 2009..
And baru perasan 2008 saye xde achieve pape pon..hahaha...
Jadi loser ade la..
1. B4 ths yr kalau exam mmg target nak dapat 1st class la...but ths yr target nak pass je...haha and mmg results this yr jatuh sangat la..teruk..ngee..of course rase sangat dissapointed la kan tapi tu la...susah nk maintain....esp if loads of things going on around u..
2. Baru realize percintaan x semestinye berakhir dgn perkahwinan kan..kapel la 10 tahun ke 18 tahun ke kalau xde jodoh clash juge kan...and in my case, 4 yrs relationship pergi macam tu sahaja...tried to work it out but xleh juge...xde jodoh kan...but seriously, its not easy for me...its really is...tapi xpe..forget the past kan?xde gunenye tengok belakang kan..look forward for a better future...
3. And masa clash dengan ex bf tu saya makin2 realize(b4 ni dh tahu dah) that i have lots of supportive friends around me..Kiteorg clash waktu saya final exam and masa tu only God knws how i felt kan...and thanks to my former hsemates, Ajuliana, Amilah and Nadia for being really supportive..xtahu macam mane nak balas budi korang..=)...
4. Hmmm ths yr juge saya rase saye create banyak sangat problems..I did things that i shouldnt do..I did things without thinking further..Without thinking the repercussions of that...aiyoyo..and of course la skan saye menyesal kan...esp when it is involving my own family...
5. Erk ape lagi eh?nanti saye ingat saye tulis la..tapi yng penting those 2 things la: study jatuh and breaking up...tapi least saye sedar kan?masa utk bangkit semula..mariiii study mariii..=)

Monday, December 29, 2008



Xpecx clan without Mar...Me, Carey, Tanti and Masd

Kenix, Jeddah, Lydi, Erni, Me, Esoh, Katok

~~hahaha..macam2 nameee dulu ade kat dlm kelas kiteorg...hehehe..ade tarzan, ade korok, katok, noje n few others...hehe..Rindu la zaman rebellious dulu2..hehe..Cam jahat gile je masa sekolah dulu2...lalalala~~

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Friday, December 26, 2008

Selamat Pengantin Baru

This entry is made specially for my dear cousin; Wan Zul Haikal Hafiz or known as Epi in our family or Pokka among his friends...He was born few days earlier than me and he is getting married today.He is getting married with his childhood sweetheart, Asmath. They have been with each other for more than 7 yrs!!Congrats!!
I cant believe how time passed by so quickly.. I still remember vividly how we always fight with each other for a toy when we were small..I still remember how he used to protect me when we were in the kindergarten...I still remember how we used to compete with each other for the excellent results..(xcompete pon tapi dicompare2..stress tau mase kecik2 dulu..haha)...And I still remember how a great cousin and lousy cousin he can be..hehe..
He is a great cousin when he listened to my problems, helped me out with certain things and datang amik me and my friends keluar kolej and pergi outing kat KLIA.hehe...And he is a lousy cousin when he criticised me and called me Mek Esah. (Stop using that name dear!She passed away already!)...hehe...
So Dr. Epi, Selamat Pengantin Baru ok!Semoga berbahagia sehingga ke anak cucu...Jaga asmath elok2 k?Sorry xdapat pergi ur wedding(sape suruh buat december...dh xdapat pergi..xdapat la hadiah kan..hehe)...and nanti upload pictures banyak2....
OMG!sangat x percayeeee la mamat ni nak kawen!!hahaha.... Aaaa Pi, patutnye ko tunggu aku balik.At least nak jadi pengapit!Kite kan twin dulu!hehe..Cet...nyways, Selamat Pengantin Baru..Jangan gabra2 malam ni akad nikah okeh?Angkat sekali je okeh?And good luck!!hahahaha..

P/s : Heh esok boxing day!!!!kene tdo awal!!!Shoppingggg..Yeehaa!!!

Bagaikan Sakti

Setapak melangkah,
dua langkah ingatan kanda pada dinda.

Adinda bersumpah.
Jikalau kekanda tidak kembali,
adinda akan menyusul,kekanda..
Meminjak pada tanah yang sama,
bernafas pada udara yang sama.

Layar berbelok-belok.
Sauh dibungkar ditempat kenang..
Yang tinggal hati tak elok,
yang pergi hati tak senang..
Bila sampai waktu, kita akan bersama..


Views from our new crib...

.::Masjid Muhammadi::.

.::xingat la ape name building ni.hahaha::.

.::Masjid Muhammadi::.

.::tempat ijah tutup mata saye dulu..hahaha::.


I had a nightmare last night...
Erk should i just call it this morning?
i slept at 4++am kot..
nyways, saya mimpi sal paeds exam..
a wake up call for me..
saye mimpi saye dapat Prof Ryan for my exam!!!!
So maknenye i dapat neonates(according to my mimpi la)
And saye kan x start neonates lagi!!!
so i have zero knowledge in neonatatology...
Ngeee menakutkan..
So i should start studying kan?
Few people reminded me already..hehehe..:P..
Selalunye mimpi terbalik kan?tolong la saye jangan dapat newborn for my paeds exam..
cepat la keluar schedule..
saye nak tahu saye kene exam ari ape ni..huhu...

Thursday, December 25, 2008


Eh berape entries tah ari ni..hehe..saye baru pas tgk day of the dead...sakit jantung kejap cuz terkejut2..haha..saye sukela cite "I am legend", "Resident Evil", Doomsday", "28 days later" "28 Weeks later"..cite cam zombies and viruses infected cool je..hahaha...I was looking through my prev blog entries...xde kejekan..hehehe..and terusha balik entries yang sal testimonials tu...dah setahun dh entry tu..hehe..:P..
1. December 5, 2007 1
2. December 5, 2007 2

Rindu la zaman muda2 dulu...hehehe...dulu happy-go-lucky and best jee...hehe..takpe2..dh nak grad dh aina..just bear with it for another few months...
Ok now if u could excuse me...
i have a choc cake to bake..hehehe..:P


I need a new pair of sneakers!haha..gambar di atas xde kaitan..hehe...
memandangkan esok 25th kan..
and memandangkan my room ade fireplace kan...
so maybe Encik Santa Claus akan datang kan...
So ape kate saye buat wish ape saya nak as a christmas gift..
boleh x?
1. Sneakers
2. Red coat yang kat Jane Norman tu..
3. Coach handbag(umi plss..plsss...hahahaha...:P)
4. Red dress yang kat Jane Norman tu juge..
5. Elmo tickle me..
6. World History Encyclopedia (well, im a nerd okeh!)
7. DVD set for Harry Potter punyer movies
8. Twilight series punyer buku..all four...
9. ok dah la aina jangan berangan..wahhahaa..:p...

"Forget those from the past, there is a reason they did not make it to your future"

Wednesday, December 24, 2008


Pictures x ikut susunan sangat...hehe

.::Menyenduk Nasi::,


.::Chucox and Iera::.

.::Saye suke main cards...::.


.::Playing Cards::.


.::Sharing is caring::.

.::Teddy bear, me n milah::.

.::me n teddy bear::.


We had small makan2 at our hse today as a welcoming party for fieha and kaknik...Tapi menu biase2 jer..ehehe..:P
1. Appetizer : Cheese+baked potato+mayonnaise
2. Main Course : Nasi + Ayam Asam pedas + sayur goreng
3. Dessert : Shepherd pie + Triffle + Fruit Cocktail + Marble Choc Cake Nad
4. Drink : Coke + Sprite + Fanta + Tea

So sebab rajin amik gambar tetibe...meh kite tengok resepi cheesy potato ni...not bad la die punyer taste..hehehe

1. Boil potato tu dulu until die dh half masak or 2/3 masak...Pastu taruk butter kat atas potato tu..

2. Taruk tomato yg dh dipotong dice n campur dgn mayonnaise n blackpepper siap2...

3. taruk grated cheese on top of mayonese sume tu..Then taruk dlm oven!!!

4. And taraaa!!!makanan menggemukkan sudah siapp!!hehehe


.::sayur goreng + asam pedas::.

.::Shepherd Pie::.

.::Fruit Cocktail::.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

lepak2 at yusma's

.::Me n ajuliana...asal muke i cam vampire eh?putih pelik je? mesti edward dh jadikan saye vampire dh ni..jadi pale semacam je.hahahahahahhaa..tapikan OMG!!dh ade double chin!!!hahaha dh gemuk..cuti baru start padahal ni muahaha...picture taken at 2am?hehe ke 1++am tah?saya sangat suke tudung ini sebab die xyah iron pon..hahahahah..pakai terusss..muahahaha...sangat seshuaiii utk org pemalas macam saye kan???::.

.::Okeh ni la cara kiteorg "meramal" umo kiteorg kawen..u ikat cincin with sehelai rambut..gune secawan air..selamkan(macam salah je penggunaan perkataan di sini tapi i xleh nak fikir) cincin tu sekejap dalam air tu...pastu taruk kat tangan org yg u nak kire tu..pastu taruk balik dlm cawan..jangan kene air balik cincn tu..taruk cam 1cm from air tu and kat tengah2 static..jangan gerak tangan..die akan bergerak dengan sendiri..makin lame makin laju..yeah its really is..pastu die akan kene cawan..setiap kali bunyi denting kene cawan tu count as 1 yr..ok selamat mencuba..whahahaahhaah::.


Was a bit hyper when woke up today..
maybe dh lepas bosan sket kot after melepak2 semalam..
Went to yusma's and main Wii, Uno and bergosip..
and makan juge..
and main2 mende yang predict bile u kawen tu..
still same lagi umo i kawen..
so maybe i will b the one yang prove mende tu ngarut je..
ehhe..cuz its imposibble for me to get marry in that age..
Tapi kan..
mood saye cepat berubah..
tadii hyper..
pastu tetibe teringat things that happened yesterday..
rase cam a bit down pulak...
something good and something bad happened yesterday..
at almost the same time...
yang bad tu cam lagi kuat influencing me than the good one..
life is sooo unpredictable...
U can be happy in a second and u can be really upset in the next second...

Sunday, December 21, 2008


Eh macam dh lame je x tulis betol2 kat blog ni..
asek update gune gambar je kan..
saya sangat sangap..
saya nak g jalan2..
ade sape2 nak volunteer teman saye?
weekend after saye abis exam tu..
choices :- 1. London lepak2 dengan Sally ( yg ni xyah org teman pon xpe)
2. Prague n Vienna ( nak sangat pergi sini tapi xde org teman)
3. Skiing, Glasgow..(dah ade member yang boleh bawak pergi jalan2 but sorang je x best je macam..kene pergi ramai2 baru best..hehehe....

Kalau la friday 1st week of jan tu xde mcq...confirmmm i dh ikut usop pergi Turki..mamat tu pergi 8hb...kalau die pergi 9hb malam tu mmg cantek la..join je die at least for 2 days..hehehe...
sebab sunday tu still ade kelas..haha.kat S.I hospital lak tu..muahahha...

Hmm..sangat2..Raudah..plsss cepat2 plannn kite g road trip ke, ice skating ke, lepak2 kat taste of malaysia tu ke..i need to go out from this house for a while..pls..plss.....hahaha..sangap2..masa ni la kan rase bestnye ade bf....boleh chatting pon ok dh least ade org teman u kan?haha.. ye saye mmg seorang yang membosankan pon.. someone pon penah cakap saye ni membosankan.. idup saye di depan laptop sahaja... saye boleh happy by chatting je...membosankan kan?hehe..tapi itu la saye...i am who i am kan?=)

Saturday, December 20, 2008


.::mata dh boleh bukak balik dh..::.

.::with yopit::.


Baru balik tgk cite twilight!!Sangattt sukeee ok!!
sangat suke dgn mamat edward tu ok!!!
mata die sangatttt laaaaaaa mencairkan jiwa..
kalau ade mamat camni jadi vampire..
saya pon nak jadi vampire..
walaupon jadi vampire x best..
sebab xleh tido tapiii ade bf yang cool camtu saye pon nak..
boleh panjat2 pokokkk..
aaaaa hensemm~~
~~his eyes...his smiles...and everything about him sangat la irresistable kot..

Encik Vampire yang hensem,sila la datang to my dream tonight okeh?
imm sooo in love with this movie...=)

Friday, December 19, 2008

tag from wahidah

Tag from Wahidah..yang ni xyah amik gambar so cepat sket la jawabnye..hehe..yg ari tu xterjawab lagi..sori ye dear...nanti i jawab k lailing?hehe..:D

1. Do u think u r HOT??

2. Upload ur fav pic of u??

3. Why do u like this pic??
no idea.hahaha

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
umah pija ari tu kire pizza la gak kan?

5. The last song you listen too?
Run leona lewis..mmg dgr lagu ni je skang.hahaha

6. What r u doing right now besides this??

7. What names u prefers besides yours??

8. People to tag??
BD Fabregas
Along D

9. Who is No 1??
rumet leeya ex-rumet eh?tah x sure sangat..

10. No 3 is having relationship with??
hehe xsure...

11. Say something about no 5.?
I suke suruh die amik gambar i..i kan xmalu..hahaha

12. How about no 4?
Cyber friend yg kenal 7tahun lepas tapi xpenah jumpe.hahha..kan muni kan?

13. Who is no.2
Student UMP rasenye.hahahaha


ngantok di pagi hari..
ini disebabkan another loratidine...
Loratidine is a new generation of anti histamine..
so patutnye die x ngantok...
tapi kenape saye ngantok eh?
ke tu sign suruh jangan g kelas..
anyways, happy holidays every1..

Longest 2 mins

tadi..ade tut ngan prof..
we had to do a quick presentation on random topic today..
Prof dah warned awal2 dh pasal mende ni n die dh cakap last week if anyone takut or rase sangat stress ke ape xyah datang..
Mule2 macam malas nak dtg sebab x study langsung pon..
Tapi cam pergi je la kannn..
Alang-alang kan....
Dah la tadi tutorial straight je from Pat chat sambung ngan Declan sume...
xsempat langsung nak study....
Anyway, presentation tu :-
::::Firstly kiteorg kene select a card yang ade tulis number...number tu indicate kiteorg punye turn..I got number among yang last la kan kene... ade 12 org je datang ari ni.. few people x datang...patutnye 18-20 org kot.. xsure.. malas nak kire..
:::::Pastu lepas amik kad tu wait for ur turn n when ur turn sampai pergi la pilih kad lain kat depan yang ade tulis tajuk ape n present pasal topic tu for 2 minutes... And at the same time ade satu sheet ni u have to fill in.. dalam sheet tu tulis sal topic tu n pilih whether u know less or more or about the same dengan presenter tu pasal topic tu..
::::I dapat tajuk "MURMURS IN A WELL BABY"...
lalala...naseb baek la tau gak sket2..
so alhamdulillah juge la..daripada dapat "stammering" or "accidental poisoning" or "school refusal"..tajuk2 camtu yang kene goreng sket..xreti goreng..hahaha...
:::::So try to be systematic maka awal2 divide murmur dulu..."Murmur in a well baby can be divided into innocent and pathological"...lalala..pastu mule la cakap sal the 5S of innocent murmur, ASD, VSD bla bla...sampaila dah terulang mende same balik dah..hahahaha..:P..naseb baek time dh abis dh waktu ulang tu..hahaha...nak cakap lain tapi terulang..hahaha..erk kenape saye tulis mende ni?hmmm tahnye..hahaha..xde mood..hahaha...bosan2...bosan la cork ni...everything about cork bosan...rsnye macam ade harapan jeee balik malaysia for good pulak..haishh..asek tukar decision jer...xpe..ade 3 months lagi before betol2 buat decision..tapi haishh..bosan..makin lame dok sini n tambah2 final yr makin bosan...makin xde mood....okey ngantok sudah...loratidine punye pasal...tdo mari..

Allah determines who walks into your life.
It is up to you to decide who you let walk away,
who you let stay,
who you refuse to let go.

P/s :Congrats my dear tanti!! so happy for u dear..=)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Cummell sangattt

.::Comelll kannn???::.

much better

.::picture taken yesterday while waiting for declan to give us a tutorial..mata saye xboleh bukak..ngeee..::.


~My body temperature taken few minutes ago...39.1 degrees=(...sape2 nak tau normal value silalah google sendiri...mommyyyy nak mommy!!!~~
Kind of having lower respiratory infection as well...yopitt cakap..huhu...