Saturday, August 22, 2009

=)

miraculously, i love my job!!hahaha..
after almost 3weeks of h.o life, im started to fall in love with my job!!
hahaha...
there is always a warm feeling inside when ur patient told u "terima kasih doktor"..
kepenatan semua tu ilang kejap je when dgr mende tu..
rase puas...
the feeling is undescribable.
hahaha..
owh but of course la kan minus celebrating ur birthday in the labour room and minus celebrating 1st ramadhan in d labour room kan?
i was oncalled on my bday and it wasnt fun at all..
Naseb baek ade those yg still baek hati belikan i kek and celebrate my bday together2 kan..
eventho kiteorg xberani nak pasang lilin takut labour room terbakar tapi i still made a wish..
pastu the next day tu lak my family buat suprise bday party yang i never tot they will kan..sangat sayang family saye!!
nyways to everyone, Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al Mubarak. Those in cork, i raya kat Malaysia this yr!!hahaha..owh eventho the chances of raya kat umah hanyalah 0.01 and the chances of raya kat labour room is 89.9% tapi xpe..still puas..hahaha..
so juniors,
balik la malaysia..hahaha..mmg penat..rase x worth it but lame2 u will enjoy it..
u banyak buat hands on..and lagi best tolong bangsa kite kan dari bangsa org len kan?mule2 tu mmg srius rase nyesal gile mcm rase bodoh gile balik msia but u will get over it soon..okie..selamat berbuka!!
owh n thanks for those who sent me warm wishes on my bday..and thanks juge for the flowers!!!



Tuesday, August 11, 2009

bad day

Hmm..bad day today.
owh nyway guys OT Intan HBKB on fire this morning-4am++..mase tu m.o tengah buat caesarian section.tetibe blackout n smoke keluar.hahaha.seb baek m.o tu sempat suture skin sume and evacuate sume..sebelah OT tu lak labour room..hahaa.selamat la ngan labour room same...hahaha..tutup kejap pagi tadi so pagi tadi jadi la jobless kejap.hahaha.tak2..i pergi round antenatal ward b4 pergi clinic..
then pergi lunch lepak2 dengan h.o-r,f,a. ok sampai situ je then bermula lah keSTRESSan idup..
pergi solat dekat bilik h.o oncall kan tetibe kene sound ngan senior h.o yang beberape eh ke sebulan je senior...(gile kan birokrasi malaysia ni kan?seniority gile kuat nak mamposss..bukannye nak ajar.siot je.)nyway die sound about something that i didnt do but the other tagger did it. pastu sorang tu dengan nada yg lembut xpe la tapi die suke sound saye n saye serius xpaham napeee...ari tu die sound pasal CTG sedangkan satu CTG pon saye xpenah komen lagi.my 2nd day dh kene sound xpasal2..eh hello???nak je menjawab tapi die tua kan buat tatau pekak telinga je la..
pastu tadi mende yg i xbuat pon. mcm WTF?hello?pastu the other one lak dgn nada yg agak kasar rase nak pelempang je.yang agak kasar ni i think die ade affair ngan sorang lagi h.o laki yang i selalu la ikut die sebab die suke ngajar..adeh.xpasal2.hahaha. owh nyway d 1st senior h.o tu pon same gak tadi masa i tengah tulis referall letter kan i banyak la x gune abbreviations yang sangat la saye rase weird utk digunakan tapi dorang gune then die cakap;
"aina, u kat sane x gune abbreviations sangat ke?"
"owh tak akak. ade la gak but yang gune kat sini ridiculous gile"
pastu akak tu cakap, akak pon same masa mule2 dtg dulu tapi I LEARNT SO FAST.
ahahha..die maybe nak cakap je tapi i took it as sarcasm. mungkin juge sebab saye tengah nak pms kan buttt..hahaha..
ok tu satu.then pergi wad xx. nurses kat situ mcm **** giler ah. serius.ok sori mencarut tapi kali ni sangat benci.wahidah im sorry k?i tau u baek. ni nurses kt situ dh tua yang ngan doctors laki suke la..doctors pompuan cam ade allergic reaction je macam.nyways i took bloods kat situ banyak gile.then mmg salah i la gak xde sticker malas nak g mintak sebab nurses kerek i tulis je kat blood bottle tu gune pen.hahahahaha.mmg selambe je la kan tapiii clear ape tulis..tapi mmg salah kot then i mintak maaf la but then for the next few hours keep repeating d same thing, "blood tu kene reject ke".oiii mulut ko.aku cili kang. sekali xpe la. kan aku dh mintak maaf kot tu..geram gile kot. setiap kali lalu depan nurses station tanye mende same. eh, hello?i dh amik pon dh cukup bagus kan?pastu i pergi trace results then came back..pastu bitau m.o i nak g labour room sebab lr dh bukak balik i jeling je kat die. so sekang OFFICIALLY i dh buat war dengan nurses kat ward tu.hahaha. sorry la babe, i xboleh ye. people have limit. and limit saye sangat low threshold.sorry la beb. especially ade sorang tu. bibir die mmg rase nak g pulas2 la..yg tu je yg membebel x henti2. tah2 husband pon lari.hahaha.jahat2. tadi geram gile sampai i txted my friends cakap nurse kerek gile nak mati. mintak2 die mati eksiden.hahahaha. bukan yg sal blood tu je.ade la mende len gak. cam geram gile.hahahaha.
ok abis la yang kat wad xx tu kan..then i masuk labour room. then ok je xde cases sangat. lepas tu i conduct delivery.pstuu selambeee je masa i tengah nak guard kepala baby tu sorang student nurse ni dtggggg dok depan i and tolak tangan i gak sebab die nak conduct same. hahahahaha. mcm WTF kan?hahahahaha. xpe2. yg penting saye berjaya menarik kepala baby itu keluar n placenta juge.hahaha.and baby selamat. hahaha..
ok tu abis kat situ. then oncall h.o dtg. i ikut la sorang h.o ni.die sangat helpful n baek hati n suke mengajar n senang untuk ditanya soalan sebab die akan jawab. then die ckp, " aina ade cite kurang best sal awak".then i tanye ape. then die ckp ade org cakap awak a bit reluctant nak buat keje.
DUSHHH rase ade penumbuk kene kat muka.hahaha.
i rase i tau sape ckp tu so i rs kene backstabbed gile nak mampus. day 8 of h.o dh kene backstabbed. owh ye aina. this is malaysia. malaysia mmg ramai la kan phd, backstabber.haish. terasa gile kot yg tu. i tanye member i tu xxxxx ke?then die ckp x but not convincing so tomorrow i naktanye direct je budak tu ko ade bawak cite sal aku ke. ko pehal.hahahahahaha..
omg CORKIANSS!!i misss u guys so much!!!
rase sangat benciiii tempat niii!!!!!!!!!!
and i think, it is a miracle if i pergi hospital esok.hahahahaha.



Sunday, August 9, 2009

=( kekecewaan.

Apabila tiada pengorbanan dalam relationship...
xde tolak ansur...
maka hancurlah relationship itu...

bertepuk sebelah tangan xkan berbunyi kan?
kan?
mungkin kamu tidak mahu committed sepenuhnye lagi...
mungkin juge kamu pun sama sahaja?
maka?


hmmm....

-its 1 o'clock in d morning but i just cant sleep.
-somthing is bothering me..
-something that can even encounter the tiredness ive gotten from d labour room.
-something that keeps my mind wandering around looking for the answer...

diagnosis everyone?

.::kekecewaan yang hanya tersirat didalam hati kerana tersuratnye seperti tade ape pon jadi..::.



Thursday, August 6, 2009

MAYAT IDUP

MENJADI MAYAT IDUP KAT O&G DPMNT HOSP. KB
HHAHAHAHAHAHA



Saturday, August 1, 2009

am not ready to be a doctor!!!

OMG!
saya sangat takut utk keje!
bleh x gune degree tu nak apply jadi pegawai tadbir diplomasi or lecturer or cikgu?hahahahahhaa
TAKUT!
a small mistake can be fatal!!!!!!