uhuk..

Allah Maha Besar..sesungguhnya kita hanya merancang namun Allah jua yang menentukan segala2nya.
we have planned to go to kl tomorrow for a short break since early last month..
but then banyak betol obstacles..dengan tetibe mo medical tinggal 3 org..dengan tetibenye ade exchange programme btwn medical mo hrpz n htm..dengan tetibenye ade tb audit tomorrow..banyak sekali namun kami masih put a high hope nk g kl..
tapi obstacle yg last ni mmg kami xdpt nak challenge..my lovely sister,ijah was admitted to hospital pakar pwrdana since 2 days ago due to persistent high grade fever..taktau source die dr mane..total white cell die on initial presentation was 25.1!!!!!predominantly neutrophils..
last night suddenly her blood pressure dropped down to 60/46..pulse rate 112..post 1 pint hartman was 80/52..
do u think i can leave her alone in d hospital and pergi enjoy kt kl?
definitely big NO!NO!NO!
in fact smlm i slept at d hospital..seb baek delima suite is quite big..slept with my husband at d kitchen area dlm suite tu while suraya tunggu sebelah ijah..kalau pape je suraya boleh callled us straight away..
d specialist pon xtau source fever die frm mane..chest xray clear.ufeme clear.everything was perfect except for her general condition-very weak n lethargic..plus leucocytosis n high grade fever..
started on rocephine but last night dvlp diarrhoea so d specialist added iv flagyll and proceed with ultrasound abdomen today..
im oncall today and im not able to contact them yet due to a very hectic schedule today..
im currently in d ambulance on my way back to htm after sending a very unfortunatr young lady to hrpz2..
masa on d way pegi tadi termuntah few times sampai kene mintak staff nurse ambubagged d pt..
sekian..
owh worst still,i havent eaten yet!!

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uhuk..

Allah Maha Besar..sesungguhnya kita hanya merancang namun Allah jua yang menentukan segala2nya.
we have planned to go to kl tomorrow for a short break since early last month..
but then banyak betol obstacles..dengan tetibe mo medical tinggal 3 org..dengan tetibenye ade exchange programme btwn medical mo hrpz n htm..dengan tetibenye ade tb audit tomorrow..banyak sekali namun kami masih put a high hope nk g kl..
tapi obstacle yg last ni mmg kami xdpt nak challenge..my lovely sister,ijah was admitted to hospital pakar pwrdana since 2 days ago due to persistent high grade fever..taktau source die dr mane..total white cell die on initial presentation was 25.1!!!!!predominantly neutrophils..
last night suddenly her blood pressure dropped down to 60/46..pulse rate 112..post 1 pint hartman was 80/52..
do u think i can leave her alone in d hospital and pergi enjoy kt kl?
definitely big NO!NO!NO!
in fact smlm i slept at d hospital..seb baek delima suite is quite big..slept with my husband at d kitchen area dlm suite tu while suraya tunggu sebelah ijah..kalau pape je suraya boleh callled us straight away..
d specialist pon xtau source fever die frm mane..chest xray clear.ufeme clear.everything was perfect except for her general condition-very weak n lethargic..plus leucocytosis n high grade fever..
started on rocephine but last night dvlp diarrhoea so d specialist added iv flagyll and proceed with ultrasound abdomen today..
im oncall today and im not able to contact them yet due to a very hectic schedule today..

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help me!!!

help meee!!guess where am i at d moment???
im stuck inside d lift!!!
seb baek ade few others jugak yg stuck with me..
kalau x mau nangis..
dh about 10mins ni stuck..
aiyoyooooo..
lemas sudah raseee.

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help me!!!

help meee!!guess where am i at d moment???
im stuck inside d lift!!!
seb baek ade few others jugak yg stuck with me..
kalau x mau nangis..
dh about 10mins ni stuck..
aiyoyooooo..
lemas sudah raseee.

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casualty

I miss working at accident n emergency department..!!
I think i'd mentioned it before..
It was very exciting..
It was the best posting ever..
I was made a big mistake when i met the timbalan pengarah asked her to put my name in medical dpmt.. I should have stayed..but then medical pon xde la teruk mane..
Later in d future je..
Need to make a choice..
A career with a busy life or a career with cosy life..
I will definately choose family instead of career but how far will i go to sacrifice?
Should i just apply for family medicine and stay in klinik kesihatan?at least i will have my weekend off and i dont have to actively oncall..?
Or should i proceed with medical and expecting my phone to ring in everyday even im not oncall?
Or should i carry on with casualty?work in a shift system?
Hmm..
I really do not know..

my hubby birthday celebration

It was about a month ago!hahaha...his birthday was on 7th november (7 eleven).haha..He had 3 separate parties and 3 different cakes!(jealous)..hehe..raya aidiladha so semua orang pun nak celebrate bday untu'2.

1st cake

A rainbow cake made by ijajah a night before that. comel x?



It was held at my auntie's hse..masa tu tengah korban kat sane..ngee..had to recruit budak2 kecik utk pegang belon and pakai topeng and paksa dorang nyanyi lagu..hehehe.:p


And yes..ijah forgot to bring d candles..and my auntie didnt have any bday candles in stock..so there u go!hahaha..besar gile candle..hehe.::p


2nd party..

The cake was bought by rahimie's siblings..his all-time fav ; chocolate indulgence by secret recipe..


Gemuks!!makan kek banyak2!!!

3rd cake...

the kitchen was a mess..hahaha..i used oreo to decorate it..santek x???


tara!!!!!the taste was quite good!

weekend - spa

A very relaxing weekend..
we went to ayer spa, renaissance hotel today..
my hubby took full body massage + refreshing facial while myself took purifying facial + foot massage..
of course i want a full body massage but how would i ever enjoy it with my baby bump.hehe..
plus my husband would never permit me to have that during this time..hehe..
nanti tak pasal2 prem contraction..
muahahhaa..:P
anyway tomorrow im back to normal routine...ONCALL!!!
*sigh..
hopefully it will be a very calm and good oncall tomorrow..
im into my 3rd trimester and for those who has experienced it, u must know how tiring it could be...

yezza!

bbq!anyone?

weekend

wohooo after 3 hectic weeks finally i have my weekend off!hmm not exactlt actually..hehe..im oncall again on sunday but at least 2 days off..
have so many things to do..
rase mcm nak masak la ari ni.hehe.any idea?

eh application ape ek nak gune utk upload pictures terus to blogspot ni?have so many pictures to share but malas nak sync kt laptop.leceh.hehe.
anyone?

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weekend

wohooo after 3 hectic weeks finally i have my weekend off!hmm not exactlt actually..hehe..im oncall again on sunday but at least 2 days off..
have so many things to do..
rase mcm nak masak la ari ni.hehe.any idea?

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unpredictable

so many unpredictable things happened in just 2days..
speechless...

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nausea n vomitting in pregnancy

1st trimester was quite a nightmare..i had quite bad hyperemesis gravidarum aka nausea n vomitting in pregnancy..i lost ~7kg..to make it worst,i was in medical department and it was ramadhan.. imagined urself had to thrw out everytime food entered ur mouth..my husband sampai need to put me on drip..2pint normal saline and 2 dextrose were infused to my body..
penat tu toksah cakap la kan..but somehow that what makes me stronger..
my husband took all d bloods for basic ix and apparently i had subclinical hyperthyroidism..one of d obstetricians ckp thats indicate i have extra hcg and insyaAllah baby akan sihat..insyaAllah..ameen..
i d my blood taken again last 3wks and alhamdulillah it was back to normal again..and guess what?im gaining weight quickly!!tatuttt.takut nnt after bersalin dh x turun..
aiyokkk!!!

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woot

woot woott..oncall again today..woke up at 330 last night..hubby did a passive call last night and there was a pt with ruptured ectopic pregnancy came at 330am..
so ikutla hubby terus dtg hospital..alang2 oncall todaykn but then terkejut so bole tdo blk kul 6..
and now im not feeling so well..a lil unwell due to persistent eod calls and insufficient sleep..
walking like a zombie, thinking like a monkey and talking like a manic..hopefully i do no harm to my pts..sorry pakcik n makcik if i talked nonsense..
ultimately thousand apologies goes to my dear raina.,,mummy mintak maaf sebab sayang have to partly endure mende ni sume..mummy have to work sayang..many sick pts need mummy and mummy have to repay this people for their kindness of sending mummy to ireland before..sayang pls b tough for mummy and daddy k?mlm ni if daddy x bz,kite curi tgk muke raina lagi k?raina jgn malu2 k?suke sgt menyorok muke kalau daddy scan..jual mahal betol..hehe..love u sayang!!muahxxx

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oncall

my oncall schedule this month is very tight..i've eod calls since tuesday till ths saturday..so im going to be really2 exhausted and frazzled..
i will be physically,emotionally and mentally exhausted..one of my specialist once told me;
"dont worry aina..ikut experience duly kalau kite bz keje oncall sume insyaAllah anak cerdik.."
i really hope it is true..hopefully my gegirl kuat mcm daddy die and pandai mcm albert einstein..hehe
mummy n daddy love u so muchh!daddy xkasi mummy nek ambulance antar pt tapi mummy have to..sorry ek budak kecik?
my budak kecik ni xtau either she likes or dislikes d ambulance..usually if naik ambulance antar pt dengan siren n bumpy2nye kete die mesti tendang perut mummy die bnyk2.xtau la die suke atau x?maybe siren tu kaco die tido ke or mayb die suke bunyi2 tu..
love u soo muchhhh!!

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Im going to be a mommy!!

Can u believe that??
Im going to b a mommy..!!!
Time flew by so fast!!
I still remember myself as a kid throwing a tantrum and crying like a baby for a toy!!
And now its going to be a reverse role..its me who has to be patience and buy my child a toy!
Frightening right?how am i going to handle a crying child?im not good in that specialty..never been good eventho i am the eldest in my family..hehe..
But then shes beautiful..yes insyaAllah i will give a birth to a beautiful girl perhaps end of march or early april..
Cant wait!!
My husband did d scan himself..he is a medical officer in obs n gynae..he told me few times that our child is a girl but i never believe him..hehe.die pon jadi takut nak confirmkan so he aske his boss and she confirmed it last 2wks..
Tapi still sume tu di tangan Allah kan?she may still be he..maybe twrsembunyi ke testis die susah nak nampak..hehe,.but it doesnt really matters..what matters most is she is born safely and cukup segala sifat..its more than enough already..
Nyway i think this blog is going to be all about d baby after this!
Very exciting!!
The feeling is undescribable!masyaAllah its so beautiful!