d48 : my latest obsession

My gorgeous Qaisara Marissa

Qaisara Marissa sangat chubby ok!hehe..geram tengok her rosy cheek..rase nak geget2 je..hehehe

Marissa is so pretty wearing green dress that aunty malyn bought her..

Hasil keje aunty Aisyah..heheWent to KB Mall last night and im wearing purple attire!hehehe...terkejut tgk ramai sangat manusia kt Kbmall ni..

My latest obsession is of course my qaisara marissa..semua mende pon marissa...kalau die tido lame sikit pon rase nak kejutkan die..wondering do i really want to do internal medicine?Internal medicine even dah jadi specialist pon kene oncall..do i really want to do oncall for the rest of my life?need to sembahyang istikarah first before really decided to apply for internal medicine... maybe ill just do gp and my husband do the specialist part..owh no!!ke mana hilangnya ambitious Aina?hehehe..
Nyway sangat tak faham kan macam mana orang boleh buang2 anak kan?pukul n tendang sampai tengkorak pecah?sedangkan binatang pun sayangkan anak die kan?even for us nyamuk gigit seekor pon rase nak marah and mmg carik la nak bunuh...kalau naik kete mmg xleh kene matahari langsung pon sebab takut itam..tapi orang2 ni suke hati je buang anak tengah2 panas kat dlm tong sampah semua kan?aiyokk..sangat x faham!
Marissa sangat letey arini ok!the whole day dok main2 dengan mommy xnak tdo..then malam lak after daddy balik, daddy ajak pergi kbmall together with Aunty Aisyah and Che Sue...so kiteorang pergi kbmall lepas magrib..quite ramai orang maybe sebab dapat gaji kan..hehe..bawak marissa pergi makan and nampak die terkejut sebab ramai org and bising kot..mula2 sampai tu dh tido dh tapi after letak atas stroller terus bangun..hehe...then g pizza hut and ade nyamuk!!!so mommy asek tengok kot2 ade nyamuk yg berani nak gigit my marissa la..nak makan x kusyuk..hehhe... kat kedai tokwan mommy as usual bring a small hand sanitizer and everyone yg nak pegang kene basuh tangan dulu..lalalallaa...

d47 - celcom sucks?

Look at the picture above..3 text messages i'd received from celcom alert..pls note the date celcom sent me the text msgs..bole imagine ke dalam 2 hari my bill terus naik from 152 to 238?kalau i used it lain lah tapi ni mmg i x gune sangat pon..internet i gune wireless at home..i offkan 3g i sebab rumah i internet streamyx lagi laju...and satu number je i called over these couple of days- my mom. my mom pon celcom user jugak...my husband ade kat rumah over the weekend so mmg xde call die langsung...and call my mom pon brape kali je and brape minit je..less than 3mins for each and rasenye less than 5times..tapi bill boleh jadi camtu sekali?this is not the first time it happened...banyak kali dah actually tapi i usually ignore it and terdelete msg tapi this time melampau la kot?ade penah my bill rm90+ terus jadi rm180+ and erus kene barred...macam apekah????sakit hati je..so maybe tomorrow kalau ade org boleh jaga marissa i nak g customer service celcom and hear their explaination...kalau x, the best thing cancel je number n plan ni amik maxis or digi..orang cakap digi punye internet quite laju and coverage die pon dh a lot improved with much cheaper plan...banyak kali sngt dh celcom ni..bosan dah... maxis org cakap banyak extra charges tapi tengoklah camne..
mood skarang nak makan orang..sebab ngantok..marissa tak tido langsung semalam okeh!Daddy pon xtertidoo..m0mmy dh la URTI semalam with myalgia sume..xlarat..geram je tapi when tengok muka die masa menyusukan die, sejuk je hati ni...terus rasa tenang...pandai ni anak mommy ni gune facial expression die...sayanggg marissa sangat2...taktau la nape die xnak tdo n nak kene peluk and nak bf je all d time...h0pefully die tak sakit ke ape...my mom cakap kalau baby sakit die nangis kuat tapi marissa setakat kejap je nangis..angkat terus senyap,..so hopefully die x sakit lah...

muke sedih sebab xde org nak main2 dengan die..mommy dh ngantok sangat dah..daddy lak dah g keje...che sue pon dh ngantok dh tu..shiannn sayangg mommy ni...mommy nk minum coffee takut kurang susu lak...kat kelantan ni so fa

d46 - upper resp tract infection

Marissa with Aunty Jaja. Tengah busyuk2 tak mandi lagi..Aunty Jaja dah balik Terengganu dah so kurang sorang dh main dengan Marissa..dah la aunty jaja busy balik weekend kali ni...

Marissa with Ibu Bella. Marissa tak macam baby yang umo baru 46hari kan?macam dh besar dah..tengok facial expression die.ahaha..suke sangat duduk posing dengan tangan kat dagu..kalau mommy lambat sikit nak breastfeeding die, die mengeluh "haih"..hahaha..comel je...hehe..


Mommy kene Upper Respiratory Tract Infection lagi..Antibody mommy ni x kuat betol..viral je kot ni..maybe sebab badan penat so senang sikit kene infection...ni x keluar rumah sangat ni..if keluar rumah lagi la..macam2 mende boleh encounter..huhu..jd risau nak bawak marissa pergi jalan2 sebab die kecik lagi..ade a friend of mine, baby die kene measles lepas buat akikah..die kata maybe ramai sangat pegang baby die masa akikah tu yang sampai kene measles..risau jugak die sebab high spike temperature...sebab tu mommy jadi risau nak bawak marissa mane2...yelah air-borne infection banyak di luar sana..huhu...ni pun mommy tengah in doubt lagi nak bawak marissa ke tak pergi rumah aunty aisyah 4th May ni...nak g meminang Aisya for my brother tapi risau lak nak bawak marissa jauh sampai ke kuala lipis..takut demam lak die..nak tinggal memang sayang...most probably tak pergi je ni..plan asal nak bawak die sampai kl sana tu tapi takut demam lak die and terkejut2...nak pergi kbmall pon kene peluk kuat2 sebab takut die terkejut..memang tak letak lah dalam car seat tu..huhu...no wonder orang cakap if dah ade anak ni nak g jalan2 pun susah...ngeee..barang2 die nak keluar pon dh satu bag kan?hehe..usually if nak keluar i nak tinggalkan marissa dengan nendanya tersayang tapi nenda tak balik kl lagi ni..huhu..so weekend ni x ke mana-mana..ingatkan nak g Habib Jewel sebab tengah promotion n sales gile2 and duit gaji lak baru masuk sekali dengan tunggakan tapi apekan daya..heehe..:ptunggu tok ummi balik lah..
sekang ni ade promotion matta fair kat kbmall..both of us went to matta fair la nak tgk any cheapest deal for our 3rd honeymoon with marissa tapi takde la pulak...:(... in fact ade sorang uncle ni cakap "ni bukan matta fair ni..ni MAHAL fair ni"..opsss....

d45- kene tinggal lagi

mommy!daddy!pls do not disturb me!mommy still nak kacau marissa jugak.cute sangat ni.ehehe

Marissa nakk lompat2 daddy!my dear marissa taknak duduk and taknak tido..nak berdiri..ish ish ish..hehehe

Tok umi and tokwan pergi kl semalam..diorg bertolak pukul 4am...so marissa bangun awal sikit 330am sebab nak hantar tok umi..mata die mmg masyaAllah sangat bulat lah..bulat yang mmg taknak tdo..and mmg tak tdo la mommy sampai pukul 6+...lepas tu daddy amik shift sampai 8am plus plus and lepas mandi barulah marissa tdo sampai kul 12..hehe..marissa dh sangat pandai skarang..mmg bottle taknak dh sekarang..banyak keluar dari masuk..even bottle abis 6oz pon still nak kne direct feeding dulu baru die boleh tdo..tok umi cakap suruh belikan die pacifier tapi mommy xnak ajar lagi...tp dh nervous dah mommy ni..dh terfikir2 dah camne lah nak tinggal marissa nanti nak pergi keje...aiyokkk...ni naseb baek marissa still minum jugak bottle tapi kene paksa sikit lah..nnt die dh besar sikit lagi, lagi cerdik ni..aiyokk...
mommy risau jugak kat tok umi n tokwan ni..diorg kat kl skang and esok BERSIH..takut nanti jalan kene tutup lambat diorg sampai kb nnt..hopefully xde problem pape la nanti... DBKL tak kasi kan perhimpunan tu kan?so hopefully organizer die cancel je la event tu...kat reland pon siap ade BERSIH jugak..diorg buat kat dublin..berusaha gile..ade change ke rase2nye buat camtu?huhu... im trying to be neutral here..lalalalala....tapi seriously kenapa kene buat demonstrasi..someone pls enlighten me?saya tidak faham..and saya tidak faham jugak kenapa peminjam2 PTPTN xnak bayar?buat demonstrasi itu semua?pandai pinjam pandai bayar la?ye tak?tapi PTPTN ni pon memang menyakitkan hati jugak..my husband b4 die dapat MARA, die masuk UKM buat engineerng..only for a month..automatically given PTPTN..berape ribu je initially tapi end up kne berkali2 ganda.then die bayar pastu orang tu kata denda lambat bayar kene tunggu dulu nanti diorg poskan and keep up pasal mende tu..and this is more than a yr tak keluar2 gak lagi..sangat x efficient..called them few times tapi takde respon..should we write it in the newspaper?maybe kot.baru dapat respon..ni we called again 2 weeks ago kata nak email/call tak buat papepon..saje nak suruh denda tu bertambah ke????

d44 - pneumococcal and rotavirus vaccine

My Qaisara Marissa with Aunty Jaja and Ibu Bella..muke baru bangun tdo.demok demok dahhhh anak mommy ni.hehehe

Parents out there, anyone vaccinated their babies against both-pneumococcal and rotavirus vaccine? do i really need to vaccinate my baby?im pretty sure i will vaccinnate my baby against pneumococcus but rotavirus?having read few articles regarding rotavirus, made me wonder is it really important?then i asked my senior colleague who is a paediatrician working in HUSM at the moment..he told me that it actually depends on few factors..
1. Important
- How important the vaccine is? for those who doesnt know, pneumococcal vaccine protect ur child against streptococcus pneumonia which is a gram positive bacteria..Streptococcus pneumonia which is also known as pneumococcus may cause several diseases such as meningitis, septicaemia and pneumonia..the disease, if untreated may cause fatality to ur loved ones.. In few developed countries, it is included in their immunisation schedule..In malaysia, they still do not include the pneumococcal vaccine in the schedule as yet..perhaps because of the cost i think..eventho it still not included in MOH EPI schedule, it is available in certain private hospitals and GPs..As in Kelantan, i think TMC clinic provide the vaccine..
- For rotavirus, it may protect ur child against acute gastroenteritis..of course it wont kill your child but if u did not provide a good hydration it may end up in fatality too..my senior colleague cakap it mayb covering about 80-90%. It has failure rate too!!must remember that!and AGE is treatable..

2.Complications
- U need to know the complications of the vaccine..From what ive read rotavirus vaccine may have slight chance of intusseception- so think about it!and u need to remember other general side effects of the vaccine such as encelopathy, anaphylaxis etc..so weigh the risks and benefits..


3. Timing
-when to take?it depends on the schedule..normally starts at 2mnths old.

4. Contamination
- this only applies for rotavirus as from what ive read it is contaminated with procine dnavirus.. the products actually has been withdrawn for a yr but been introduced back to the market..studies shown that the virus has no side effect(at least not for now)

5. Cost
- It is expensive and yes, u have to pay on ur own...the goverment still not subsidized those 2 vaccines yet..both were recommended by paediatricians(from what ive read).. i think both worth ur money...preventing is better than cure..better spend a bit now rather than a bit later.=)

As for me?im still thinking of vaccinated my precious baby against rotavirus but im certain that i will vaccinated her against pneumococcus...pneumococcus has quite a number of morbidity and mortality rate..i will share with u later if i have any other info..

 chubby marissa..=)

Qaisara Marissa with Aunty tati & Ibu bella

d43- need a short break!

Marissa nak berdiri!!!hehehe...letak duduk nak nangis..letak baring pon nak nangis jugak..hehe..geram betol mommy tengok mata bulatt ni!!ishhh

woot!woot!so sleepy!semalam marissa xnak tdo sangat so mommy sangat ngantok!daddy pon xtertido semalam sebab marissa asek bgn je..kesian daddy...daddy dah la oncall arini.hopefully daddy oncall ngan houseman yang ok la ari ni and oncall yg sejuk..ameen...
mommy cant wait for tomorrow to come!nak pergi jalan2 ngan daddy n marissa weekend ni.yeay!!cant wait!cant wait!!ade gathering geng2 terbaik jugak weekend ni tapi diorg nak g makan chimchum...chim chum amik masa sikit so xtau sempat ke x nak g..nak tinggal marissa kat sape nanti>hehe..bibik patutnye sampai arini or tomorrow tapi cam ade delay lg je..yelah selagi gvmnt xkasi masuk selagi tu la x masukkan..aishh.. tapi papepon ade matta fair kat kbmall weekend ni and mommy cant wait!need to have a short break before start keje and plan nk g japan end of this yr..yeay!!mommy dah pergi dh japan dulu ngan tok umi n toknik but this time im going with my dearest hubby and marissa!lepas tu ade my brother kat sana yang boleh bawak g jalan2(kalau die xkeje lah)...hehehe..hubby nak skiing, thats y kiteorg plan nak g winter...mommy pon rindu lak kat winter..gloomy weather..hehehe..:P..tahun ni takde g oversea lagi..huhu..xsempat sebab pregnant and bz sikit...first yr 2010 kawen honeymoon kat bali..2nd yr 2011, second honeymoon kat london and ireland...3rd yr?japan perhaps..heehe..mommy teringin nak g korea actually sebab x penah pergi sana lagi...mula2 ingat nak buat haji this yr tapi sebab my mom and my dad nak pergi sana ths yr and kalau both of us pergi marissa takde org nak jaga la jadi cancel plan..insyaAllah next yr.. nak pergi waktu muda ni sekali dulu sebab banyak tenaga sikit kan?
then kalau ade duit lebey ingat nak g jalan2 US..US banyak sikit tempat nak pergi tapi kalau ade rezeki nak bawak marissa pergi disneyland LA..suraya cakap best sangat..mummy dh pergi disneyland japan, hong kong n paris and so far japan paling best tapi manusia ramai sangat...mommy rase kalau bawak marissa masuk smallworld mesti marissa suke kan?hehehe..comel sangat!
mommy nak kemas rumah tapi malas tu banyak sikit dari rajin..hehe..hadiah2 marissa pon mommy x sort out lagi..bukak a few je macam car seat n stroller..baju pon xbukak sangat lagi sebab mommy dh beli banyak jugak masa pregnant aritu..hehe..:p..org dh pesan jangan beli banyak tp mommy n daddy sangat excited..hehe.xpe..boleh simpan utk adik marissa nanti..

Katil akikah qaisara marissa and hadiah2 yang people kasi aritu..thank you semua!

Tapi ade few things lagi mommy nak kene beli..mommy nak pergi mothercare lah!!!aish nape la kl ni bukan 1hr je..hehe..nak g flight kang xmuat lak nak beli..mommy nak belikan marissa educational toys, bumboo chair, high chair, leggings, wetbag for cloth diapers and few others..mommy surf dalam tenet ade bumboo chair tu tapi yg pink sold out...haishh

nice quote

“There’s something amazing about this life. The very same worldly attribute that causes us pain is also what gives us relief: Nothing here lasts. What does that mean? It means that the breathtakingly beautiful rose in my vase will wither tomorrow. It means that my youth will neglect me. But it also means that the sadness I feel today will change tomorrow. My pain will die. My laughter won’t last forever but neither will my tears. We say this life isn’t perfect. And it isn’t. It isn’t perfectly good. But, it also isn’t perfectly bad, either.” -yasmin mogahed

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d42- cloth diaper

Morning everyone!!Marissa ngantok arini sebab bgn awal tp xde org nak layan...hehe..mommy ngantok sangat n daddy pergi keje..my marissa ni dh besar dh...xnak bottle..huhu..kene try kasi few times baru die minum...aiyokk..maybe kecik lagi tapi hopefully besar sikit bole tolerate bottle sebab mommy keje sayang...mommy xleh nak direct feeding 24hrs..june ni mommy start keje and worst if mommy oncall..almost 2days xjumpe marissa kan?36hrs xcampur travelling time lagi..huhu...sian marissa... ni tetibe buat mommy rase nak pergi klinik kesihatan ni..at least working hrs and weekend free...kalau ade extended hrs pon brape jam snagat la and oncall pun oncall kat rumah..phone je pon..tp mommy mmg x minat clinics sangat...the fact that i have to sit in d clinic tngk almost the same condition everyday mmg sangat boring!i need adrenaline rush for example like "doctor, pt stop breathing!:, "doctor, pt collapse".. i need to do rounds, cakap2 ngan patients & relatives, resus pts and few others.. i never do locum..and i sangat x suke in charge green zone masa posting emergency medicine dulu...clinics banyak orang dtg mintak mc and kalau kite xnak kasi macam nak marah pulak..macam keluar dalam paper aritu, its doctor's decision to give pts mc or not after careful evaluation of his/her condition...kiteorg ni kalau demam pun keje lagi,..penah masa i demam pregnant aritu xde suara langsung pun i dtg keje even i knw it would be so difficult sebab keje saye kan memerlukan history taking sume..sakit tekak pun try jugak nak cakap dengan patients. hari tu masa 3rd trimester kerap sangat demam sampai my specialist tanye u betol2 dh check ke?dh mkn antibiotics tak?knowing me of course la i tak makan sangat meds masa pregnant aritu except paracetemol..antibiotics penah amik masa warded ari tu je...ubat batuk tu pun makan sebab 2weeks batuk...selsema mmg xmakan langsung..masa warded aritu diorg kasi ubat selsema i semunyikkan dlm bekas..hahaha..dieorg tny dh makan lom i cakap dh..yes, doctor is the most difficult patient..hehee...

 and last night kiteorg pergi kenny rogers lagi..my husband nak makan lamb tu tapi xde stok..so die makan roasted chicken je la...balik tu masuk tido awal jugak..bleh nampak muka die snagat penat...oncall die was quite bz and die cakap skarang bz sikit kat htm..banyak event and banyak cases;...semalam nak kaco die masa marissa bangun tengah malam pun kesian.
my cloth diapers tapi xtau nak try bile ni..hehehe..nak kene prewash dulu..semalam nak g tambah stok lagi tapi kedai tu xbukak..dh tutup dh..nak g cari legging cantek pon xde..haish..nak g kl pls..nak g mothercare!!!kat kb ni choices tak banyak...

AI2 lunatots premium...

Cloth diaper ni cantek2..and marissa's skin sangat la sensitive..asek kene nappy rash je sebab tu decided nak gune cloth diaper tapi my mum ckaap takut terkangkang die nanti sebab lebar sebab tu x gune lagi..so far still gune huggies for newborn tapi dh boleh kot skang sebab marissa dh demok2 dah...need to prewash die dulu and tgk camne...sebab i wll have my own bibik who will take care of marissa je keje die so boleh la die gune cd ni...bleh suruh die basuh sume..hehe..:p..hopefully pasni ok ngan cd and i dont need to buy any disposable diapers...alalalala..:P...

quote for today

All humans are dead except those who have knowledge.

And all those who have knowledge are asleep, except those who do good deeds.

And those who do good deeds are deceived, except those who are sincere.

And those who are sincere are always in a state of worry.

-Imam Syafie-

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d41- Good luck final meds

Hari ni daddy marissa dh balik!yeay!!!marissa tak sabar nak dicuddle oleh daddy die!hehe..nanti daddy mandikan marissa ptg ni!yay!!marissa suke!mommy marissa pun suke sebab mommy and daddy plan nak g dating lagi malam ni!yay!!
Marissa bangun lambat ari ni sebab kul 3 semalam die nak main2..heehhe..mane taknye b4 that tido je..ramai orang datang nak tgk die smlm pon tdo jee..selalunye masa tu dok main2...

 

Morning everyone!im still sleepy mommy!!nape awal sangat kejut ni mommy?

 

Taraa!!!!siap mandi dah!!!cantek x socks saye?tak tgk belakang baju saye lagi..ade ladybird tomei2!hehe..

 

Marissa tengah cakap sorang2..mommy x faham ape marissa cakap..hehe.maybe nak cakap, "mommy arini daddy balik!"

 

Taraaa!!Marissa received another gift last night!Mama sah datang and bawakkan die dress ni..jauh datang ni..mama sah beli kat london utk marissa tomei2!red colour!marissa takde dress red colour lagi!yay!!!!marissa dh ade red daisy hairband.boleh la pakai together2.hehe..:p..

Mommy ngantok la marissa!tp xde org nak teman marissa if mommy tdo..bibiks ade tapi mommy xnak tinggal marissa dengan bibik...hari ni mommy sms dengan Aunty Aini. Aunty Aini share tips to add on more milk-minum air jangan berpantang and makan sup sayur sawi everyday utk prevent constipation and tambahkan susu...And aunty aini pesan jangan dengar cakap org sangat..and susu itu cukup sebab Allah dah anugerahkan ibu dengan susu untuk anaknya..pasti cukup..so insyaAllah... mummy akan berusaha utk exclusive breastfeed marissa sampai umur marissa 2yrs...insyaAllah... One more thing, aunty aini pesan suruh tungku everyday so that darah2 kotor cepat keluar..mommy aritu xde org nak tungkukan so tak tungku thats y x kering lagi kot even dah 41 hari...lambatnye mak bidan tu balik dr umrah...mommy xberani nak tungku sendiri..huhu...xpe2..chaiyok2!

Ade satu misi lagi x tercapai ni..nak start cloth diapering..mommy dah beli CD (cloth diaper) from lunatots awal lg tapi tak gune2...mommy dh baca few articles on how, what and why cd so insyaAllah boleh start pasni...xsabar nak tgk marissa mommy yg tomei2 ni pakai cloth diaper..mesti tomei2.hehe..

cepat la besar marissa!mommy tak sabar dh nak main2 ngan marissa n jalan2 dengan marissa..but time flies..sedar tak sedar dah 42 ari dah mummy cuti..huhu..including admitted kat ward aritulah... uish kalau fikirkan balik experience during labour with the oxygen, 2 green branulas, bp monitoring quarter hourly, antibiotics and bla bla..uishh rasenye mmg kene agree with daddy-kene amik implanon..hahaha.. ari tu family planning xamik ubat or anything sebab takut kan anak sulung susah nk dapat..alhamdulillah bole abiskan internship and pregnant masa medical officer..mesti susah kalau pregnant waktu jadi HO-hamba orang..hehe...tp HO nowadays with the shift system sume should feel how lucky they are!!plus ho ramai..baru faham sikit2 perasaan MO n specialist dulu2 yg mcm jeles dengan kiteorg dulu..tu kiteorg belas2 je per department..nowadays hrpz tu puluh2 per department..heaven~~tp tu pun dengar cite ade a few yang MIA and under psychiatry follow up... to my dear juniors, d only advice i can give u is be patience!sabar kene marah, sabar dengan workload, sabar dengan karenah patients and sabar dengan admin jugak..sabar and sabar...insyaAllah..pastu keje niat ikhlas..overseas graduate mmg susah sikit..i had difficulties during my first posting-O&G,. i didnt know many short forms msians used..i wasnt confident with my delivery skills+ tear and episiotomy skills n few others..my blood taking skills pon x pandai tau sebab it was different from what i learnt..kat ireland diorg use vacuum container and yet kat sini gune syringe..tapi insyaAllah kalau niat ikhlas nak tolong orang, x malu bertanya and perasaan ingin belajar and wanna be the best boleh..insyaAllah boleh!tetapkan hati k?Allah ade di mana2 dan Allah Maha Mendengar & Maha Mengasihani...doa banyak2 and tawakal..

To those who are sitting for their final yr exams- Good Luck and All the best!U r nearly there!pasni lepas abis exam enjoy gile2 dulu b4 start keje sebab believe me lepas start kje limited sikit sebab cuti mmg susah sikit nak dapat.=)

d40- yay!

Alhamdulillah arini genap la 40ari..yay!!!ape beza die ek?hehe..at least boleh cakap officially saye dh boleh kuar rumah jalan2 cari makan!hehe.. tapi xbestnye sebab daddy marissa oncall arini after few days on leave..mommy kene main2 ngan icha sorang2 la ari ni..:((...
And last night i'd received what i really want!yay!!garret's popcorn!! my fav caramel crisp!thanks aunty Malyn cayang for the popcorn!hugs n kisses!!!muahxxxxx

Yay!!aunty Malyn dh belikan utk mummyyy my fav popcorn!yay!!

 

yummylicios!!!

On top of that ive found my fav cookies!quaker oat with apple and cinnamon flavour!yeay!still remembered my good old days in Ireland..I was so addicted to Mcvities hobnob!mmg kalau die tengah offer 2 for 4 mmg would grab as many as i can and lepas tu rase guilty la kan..guilty pleasure..hahaha.. tried this during my visit to mama's hse..orang berpantang xleh makan banyak mama buatkan milo and served me this cookies..the next day tu terus mintak hubby carikkan..hehehe..:p.. lalalalala...

 

oat is good for lowering ur blood cholesterol kan?kan?betol kan?hehehe..

 

My old time fav!cream crackers with nutella..could finish a jar of nutella in a day!!gile gemukss!!!hahaha..oh my god!i sound more like anorexia patients!!ahahaha..so takuttt jadi gemuk!

 

Aunty aisya belikannn utk mummy!never tried this b4 and suprisingly it is super delicious!tapi stiill i need to control myself from eating this too much..nuts not good for ur baby...according to my mum!hehe..sikit2 boleh la..tapi mmg i baca from few articles nuts banyak gas nanti baby bole kembung...so yes kene control!

 

My qaisara marissa

 

d39- first time mandikan marissa

yay 1 more day to 40 days..hahha..mcm la ade significant ape pun kan sebab i bukannye pantang sangat pon..woot..woott..wootttt..and xbest jugak sebab still xle minum ais..yg tu kene pantang sebab takut buncit perut..bidan and few orang2 tua cakap la..body kene maintain lepas bersalin pun..kan?muke susah sikit lah sebab eyebag ni bertambah2 n dark circle ni mmg sah2 xkan ilang and i dont like to wear bedak semua sebab akan end up naik bijik2..yang so far tolerable pon few je..im using compact powder n foundation from MAC..blusher of course my fav-dior and lipstick dior+mac.. tapi usually ill end up using lipice je for my lips tu pun kalo rajin.hehe.. mascara,eye liner tu sume xpandai sangat pakai.mascara pakai pun my eyelashes tak jd sangat..eyeliner usually need someone to pakaikan..hahaha.
hubby cakap marissa have my skin..kulit lokek..hehe..xkene sikit naik merah2 n bijik2.ke mana lagi tumpahnya kuah kalau x ke nasi kan?
lalallalalaala..
owh and yes todayyy i mandikan marissa!!yay!first time ok!takut nak mandikan dieee..hehe..of course my husband kene assist la sebab takuttt..dh la marissa dh berat skang!sume org suruh mummy makan banyak sikit sebab nk bf marissa sume tapi takut terover lak..hehe..

d38 - a nice weekend

marissa tengah fikir macam orang tua..siap taruk tangan bawah dagu lagi..macam orang dh besar dh..hehe..tok umi cakap ni sebab mummy selalu fikir2 la masa tengah pregnant... yelah sayang..mummy banyak fikir n kerut2 kening masa pregnant dulu..fikir ape nak buat ngan patient ni..nak intubate ke?nak resus ke xnak ni?hehehe..:p..nak kasi ubat ape eh?nak kasi streptokinase ke?hehehe..:p

Marissa tdo nyenyak semalam..penat jalan2..hehe..tok umi cakap kalau xnak marissa jaga malam kene bawak die g jalan2 lagi lah... owh n semalam kan tok n wan mandikan marissa..wan tgk marissa punye b.o...die cakap perut marissa xberape sihat ni so die suruh kasi lagi gripe water... so mummy and daddy still kasikan gripe water tu and nampak improving sikit..takdelah mcm nak nangis kalau nak b.o..tian tian anak mummy ni..
Semalam mummy and daddy x sempat nak g visit mama ayah lik/tokmama utk marissa and ayah lik..ayah lik kene stroke dh lama dh but become bedbound since last yr...masa mummy day10 ke brape tah ari tu ayah lik dehydrated..muntah2 sume..bawak pergi Perdana Specialist Hospital, admitted in ICU for a day..lepas tu transferred to ward biasa...gag reflex presence lagi kot sebab diorg x insert ryle's tube pun..mummy dah lama tak g visit..so mummy nak g visit.. mama cakap ayah lik batuk2..mummy takut die kene aspiration pneumonia je..ari tu dah cover dengan ciprofloxacin intravenous dalam ward and discharge with zinnat 250mg bd..dah abis dah and still batuk2..mummy kene pergi tgk lah...ayah lik takleh cakap sangat dan and kadang2 ingat kadang2 tak ingat..tapi alhamdulillah mulut die x berhenti mengucap and berzikir..alhamdulillah...

Gripe water..as it already written there- rapid relief of wind and gripe.. dlm information die- if symptoms not improving pls consult dr..hehe..mummy and daddy both are doctors but when it comes to marissa we r clueless..tak tahu nak buat ape..takleh nak fikir...