Future

Hehe...Tah nape ek..sejak due menjak ni esp after ameen cakap sal hantaran tu asek terfikir sal kawen je..tadi tengah syok dengar pasal gestational diabetes masa perinatal meeting tu pon sempat terfikir sal kawen..muahhaa..pastu pergi melawat zu(alhamdulillah, corkians zu telah selamat melahirkan seorang baby boy semalam) kat 2 south lagi la terfikir sal kawen..haha..ramai dh my friends yang dh alhamdulillah selamat kawen dan ade juge yang telah selamat melahirkan baby...=).. Congrats kat diorg...
Anyways tadi masa bfast kiteorg ade la cakap sal kawen juga...sal future yang sangat la vague for myself cuz seriously, i dont knw what i really want in my life..i knw that i want to take care of my family and jaga my parents betol2 and saya tahu saya nak jadi doctor..tapi saya tak tau ape actually saya nak dalam hidup saya...and tu juge antara sebab saya indecisive skang ni nak balik msia ke x..kalau nak fikir sal duit baek stay sini la kan?..gaji kalau compare ngan msia mmg agak banyak la esp when convert to RM kan...but then saya juge xtahu tu ke yang saya nak?kalau stay kat sini social networks kurang and cam idup utk kerja je..takde mende lain..sini life die bosan..unless u ade family...tu lain la kan?memang la aim saya yang utama adalah menjadi hamba Allah yang baik dan menurut perintah tetapi apart from tu saya kene la ade aim lain juge..betol x?
So sebenarnye, ape yang patut saya buat dengan kehidupan saya?sebenarnye takde org lain boleh kasi jawapan ni melainkan diri saya sendiri..saya pon xtahu..duit?social?family?kalau family lak kalau nak build family kene la balik malaysia cari calon kan?kat sini xde calon sangat...tapi saya x rase saya boleh committ betol2 lagi dalam relationship.. sebenarnye takut... takut hati dilukai once again kan?bukannye mudah utk bangun kembali after jatuh kan?perlu usaha yang lebih...saya tak tau saya ready ke x sebenarnye nak kawen..mmg terfikir nak kawen tapi macam x ready gak la..ok repetitive punyer ayat..hahaha..:P...abaikan..
Owh tadi fatim ade cakap die nak bawak family die ikut kelana convoy summer depan..a good idea gak kan...maybe i pon akan join trip tu nanti..mintak cabin la instead of khemah..umi maybe xleh join kot sebab lame n umi ade committment kedai kat malaysia..so maybe me and adik2..lagipon umi dh melawat almost semua countries kat europe dah..adik2 and myself x semua lagi...umi datang waktu dekat2 nak grad and my siblings datang few weeks earlier ke..hehe...ive checked the price..price die 429pounds sorang tapi including tickets, accomodation and food la..agak okla price die sebab xde la hassle sangat nak fikir sume pon...pastu 5 countries die pergi so not bad la kan..tapi tadi call umi, umi cakap decide later2..so xtahu la kan..tapi kalau jadi kene la kumpul duit from skang kan nak support diorg sume kan...xnak la asek mintak duit dengan parents je..nak jadi anak yang baek dah skarang.hehe..=)

garda

Tijukk!!!!
Police came again today to take a full statement from us.
He came around 730pm kot cuz when i arrived at home ira cakap die dh 30mins kat rumah..
Sangat rajin ok!
tulis sume mende and rasenye die inspector.
I asked him for any new lead and he said nothing so far.
He said that there was a house in Summerstown Drive (haa rumah 63 jaga2 juge ye) that was broken into on the same day...bezanya umah tu petang ke malam sket baru kene pecah masuk.
He said that police has been watching this area cuz few reports dah pasal rumah kene pecah masuk ni..Die cakap org tu professional..Maybe he/she took only minutes to take everything away...So die cakap just buatkan mamat tu susah nak amik ape2..make it difficult for him to steal ur precious thing...
And before he left, i asked him for the copy of the report in case our landlord want to have a look at and he just gave me a report numbers cuz kertas tu die nak bawak balik..
Anyway his last words were
"we definately will have a snow with this weather.take care.bye bye."

=)at least xde la rase polis tak buat pape kan?

manual removal of placenta

A groupmate of mine told us
"i saw something disgusting today. It is the most disgusting thing i ever seen in my life. Seriously its the yucckiest thing i ever seen!!!!"
Then i asked him,
"what it is?"
Then he replied,
"Its manual removal of the placenta" and he explained more about the procedure..I had seen once in HBKB and xde perasaan pon?huhu...but fikir2 balik, aha betol la..huhu....

miss u love, silverchair

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But Im not too sure
How Im supposed to feel
Or what Im supposed to say

But Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
cause Im coming in
With what I wanna say but
Its gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back

Its just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Remember two days
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back

owh...

Someone sent me a stupid msg today and it really getting on my nerves!!mmg keji lah..huhu...

"aina.makin melaram and cantik lah ko sekarang. Macam janda siot lepas suami takda makin menjadi-jadi?"-copy paste balik ape org tu cakap...

Hoho..hello??give me a break boleh?boleh x?
boleh??
bolehhhh???
haishhh!!!
serious saya xnak kawan dengan kamu lagi..xtahu ape yang kamu nak sampaikan tapi hello?ikut suke hati saya la saya nak pakai ape ke nak buat ape ke?hak saya kottt?????and "janda"..tu sangat unacceptable ok!!...serious.nak kene baling dengan telur ke?shaittt betol.huhu...

damnnnn....
xde otak eh?
xsayang mulut eh?
terlebih mulut eh?
mind ur own business boleh?

*ouch*
-it hurts ok..
it really hurts..=(..
knape ade jugak manusia camni dalam dunia ni eh?

freezing cold...

1. Saya sangat ignorance sampai kan saya tak penah tahu what KLCC stand for and sampai skarang pon saya tak tau...I went to colposcopy clinic with Dr.F today and we were talking about malaysia when he asked me," so what KLCC stand for?"..and i was "erk..kuala lumpur shopping centre?no!kuala lumpur conference centre?nope!..owh honestly i dont knw"..huhu..rase sangat teruk but when i asked few of my friends waktu lunch tadi pon diorg pon xsure..so bukan saya sorang je la kan?

2. Alhamdulillah ade lagi orang sudi kasi derma hari ni..Kak wan and kak fid and andik kasi derma juga hari ni..alhamdulillah..owh saya bitau x yang landlord saya alhamdulillah ringankan beban kami sket dengan kasi discount bayaran sewa bulan ni, tapi die agak hampeh cuz when i asked him for the room keys die xnak kasi dengan alasan nanti kalau org tu nak masuk die akan sepak pintu tu and nanti kene ganti the whole pintu..kedekut ke ape?die insist suruh kiteorg pasang alarm b4 kiteorg keluar rumah..uhu...

3. Hanya utk tunjuk muka kat consultant saye yang tengah syok minum coffee kat coffee station sambil borak dengan Dr.BOR, saya sanggup patah balik utk kasi die nampak muka saya..lalala..:P...and die nampakla and hopefully die ingat la saya ni student die..haih...

4. Banyak rupenyer keje kene buat..huhu...

sejukkk

Wohoo..

3°C

Current:Mostly Cloudy
Wind: N at 26 km/h
Humidity: 75%

No wonderrr laaa sejukkk gilee...hohooo..tdooo paling best ni!!!!

Tijuk

Tijukkknyeee semalam n ari ni..winter finally has begun la kan...sejukk gile...huaaaa....sejukkkk..terpaksa la kan pasni stay kat library a bit more cuz library/study room heater on sepanjang hari..muahhaa..but hari ni study room penuh and terpaksa study kat library yg agak xbest cuz banyak distraction...
Oh...hari ni paling "best" lah...sampai depan rumah 75 baru teringat tertinggal tupperware with kuih seri muka yang nak kasi kat yopit so nak patah balik pegi amik cuz awal jugak lagi tapi "cun" lah..kunci rumahh tertinggal dalam rumah and hsemates sume dh pegi kelas..memang cun la..and lagi best sampai2 CUH baru perasan, lab coat, shoes sume kat dalam locker!!!and without those 2 things xleh la nak pegi clinic jumpe consultant kan..muahah..gelak kat diri sendiri..and so for the first time ever saya jadi pencuri amik kasut sape2 tah dalam changing room tu dengan alasan IF diorg xdatang by 1020am maknenye diorg xkan dtg dh la kan and lab coat pon amik sape2 punyer tah tergantung kat changing room..muahhaa..kasut tu besar so put some tissues dalam tu and sakit ok kaki gune sebab keras gile..wonder how tuan punya pakai..anyway yeap..jadi org yang jahat hari ni...lame gak la kat changing room tu tengah fikir nak buat ape...muahah.. then pegi ultrasound tengok 2 interesting cases saje..yang lain normal je cume kecoh je lebih..my dr sangat bz ari ni die siap mintak maaf lagi hari ni cuz die xboleh mengajar sebab die f****** bz katanya..die sangat suke gune perkataan tu..huhu...anyway dapat jugak tengok amniocentesis satu hari ni and by 130pm dh tukar kasut sume cuz xnak la pinjam lame2 xbaek..berdosa dh..haha..so pegi solat and tried to study tapi xboleh masuk..last2 pergi tesco, amik cab pergi rumah syamir..hehe..baby die comel gile!!rayyan name die..hensem nanti besar2 confirm!!ngeeeeeeeeeeeeee

My mum kene demam campak!kesian die..called her today and suara pon xlarat. Umi if u read this, promise me ull take a good care of urself. I love u so muchie2 umi dear...Umi has coryza, pyrexia, conjunctivitis and generalized maculopapular rashes that is so itchy..Kesian Umi. Rest well and take care umi dearie. Love u!!muahh!

-En Kamis (mara dublin) and wife, Cik afidah (jpa dublin) and few corkians came to our house today to pay a visit. We made kuih seri muka for them and sebab rase sikit kiteorg goreng keropok as well tadi..Cik afidah siap amik gambar our rooms lagi ok!haha..malu ok!naseb baek la saadah dh bitau awal2 suruh simpan semua mende tergantung elok2 maka kami semua sumbat je semua mende dalam almari.hahaa..:P..And when we asked x pegi rumah 75 ke?Muiz cakap tak diorg xde kat rumah and kiteorg cam?eh tipu?xkan la xde?Pastu lepas je En Kamis and semua pergi masuk dalam kete muiz cakap xleh bawak masuk umah 75 cuz umah 75 ade tv nanti diorg cakap budak cork kaya so kene bawak rumah buruk2 je.Muahaha..opss janganla enkamis or cik afidah bace blog. Kang kantoi.ehehe..:P.
-Hari ni insyaAllah hari ke-enam saya puasa 6..maka esok raya.Yeay!!! and Iera masak rendang tu nak makan dengan pulut lebihan semalam..Yeay!!!

Sushi

.::crab stick, cucumber, carrot::.

.::tuna+mayo+corns+thousand island dressing+salt+sugar::.

.::proses penggulungan sushi::.

.::penggulungan oleh milah x menjadi..xmelekat.hehe..::.

.::SUSHI!!::.

.::ada egg mayo+black pepper sushi jugak..alhamdulillah..::.

mood masak

.::kat rumah 75 tunggu nak celebrate bday izad.potong kek je::.

.::lasagna milah..xjumpe cari grater so die malas nak grate halus2 cheese tu so die potong besar2.hahaha..buruk sket la rupenyer tapi sedap je.hahaha::.

.::choc cake yang x cukup barang..i use milo sebab xcukup chocolate powder and sebab puasa xsure sangat rs die so termanis sebab milo pon dh manis kan..haha..rupe die pon buruk gak sebab buat toppin dalam masa 5mins je..nik r last min bitau suruh datang cepat2::.

Kami mood masak ni..pasni nak pegi town carik barang nak buat kuih SERI MUKA and SUSHI.mule2 nak buat karipap tapi sushi n seri muka lagi best kan?kan?rumah i ade chef skang..aju sila jangan jeles..kami makan banyak2 utk ko.ok?hahaha..nak pegi town tgk movie tapi movie cam kureng best..milah beriya nak tgk eagle eye but cam bosan je???

Code Blue

Lalala..addicted to japanese drama again-CODE BLUE. Die pasal emergency medicine and cool gile cuz ade Doctor Heli. Macam best gak emergency medicine especially when ade mass accident kan yang u pegi on site and treat patients kat situ kan..cool!!i always have a dream of volunteering myself to countries yang tengah berperang ke ape ke cuz best gile..haha..dulu ingat nak buat elektif kat africa tapi my mommy shommy xkasi la kan...haha..tapi cool kan?masa kat kolej mara banting dulu kiteorg buat kem agama kat PULAREK-TLDM punyer kem...Hensem and cantek la die punye uniform...And mmg berminat kejap nak jadi doktor utk askar(cepat naik pon) but then nanti idup berpindah randah...susah and leceh...tapi best and cool gile ah...=)..
Anyways Code blue ni actors die x hensem and cantek sangat but cite die best...I learnt 2 syndromes last night-Munchaunsen syndrome and Boerhaave syndrome..Cool...hehe..but then satu kes die sal meningitis tu a bit pelik sket die punyer presentation so saya pon xsure sangat... Xyah la pecaye semua kan..hehe tapi best lah..i still remember masa 3rd yr ada satu pharmacology exam ni..saya x study sangat sal rheumatology cuz ingatkan x masuk tapi sekali masuk..Banyak gak la soklan die masuk and i used my memory tengok cite house utk jawab soklan tu and alhamdulillah balik2 check betol..lalallaa...so kadang2 tengok tv ni best gak and helpful juga kan?hehe..lalala...

petai

Little did you know ...... after reading THIS, you'll NEVER look at *petai *in

the same way again! *

Petai *contains three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose.

Combined with fiber, petai gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost

of energy. Research has proved that just two servings of petai provide

enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute wor kout. No wonder petai is the

number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the

only way petai can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a

substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to

our daily diet. *

Depression: *

According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND among people suffering

from depression, many felt much better after eating petai. This is because

petai contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into

serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you

feel happier. *

PMS (premenstrual syndrome): *

Forget the pills - eat petai. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood

glucose levels, which can affect your mood. *

Anaemia: *

High in iron, petai can stimulate the production of haemoglobin in the blood

and so helps in cases of anaemia. *

Blood Pressure: *

This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt,

making it perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug

Administration has just allowed the petai industry to make official claims

for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke. *

Brain Power : *

200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their

exams this year by eating petai at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to

boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit

can assist learning by making pupils more alert. *

Constipation: *

High in fiber, including petai in the diet can help restore normal bowel

action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives. *

Hangovers: *

One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a petai milkshake,

sweetened with honey. The petai calms the stomach and, with the help of the

honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and

re-hydrates your system. *

Heartburn: *

Petai has a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from

heartburn, try eating petai for soothing relief. *

Morning Sickness*:

Snacking on petai between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and

avoid morning sickness.. *

Mosquito bites*:

Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area

with the inside of the petai skin. Many people find it amazingly successful

at reducing swelling and irritation. *

Nerves: *

Petai is high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system. *

Overweight: *

Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at work

leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000

hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be

in high-pressure jobs. The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced

food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on

high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.. *

Ulcers: *

Petai is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of

its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten

without distress in over-chronicler cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity

and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach. *

Temperature control*:

Many other cultures see petai as a 'cooling' fruit that can lower both the

physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In hoiland, for

example, pregnant women eat petai to ensure their baby is born with a cool

temperature. *

lalallaa.gemoxxxx

Entry ni utk sehari sahaja.hahahahha..pasni nak kene delete..hehe

=)

1. Happy 24th Birthday Izad Iskandar!!!Dah tua dah kamu..i jugak la maintain 18..ngeee...

2. Now i knw among few reasons why obstetricians dont like midwives..They can be pain in ass sometimes...We had a tense morning today during perinatal meeting presentation. We had midwives yang marah2 cuz she just couldnt hear what the doctors were talking about and she insisted of saying that there shouldnt be any admission in (hdu?) cuz there wasnt any bed available..Whatever la makcik...Tapi xperlu lah marah2 kot..

3. Dr.N said that medical students tend to present an irrelevant history. (well, we were taught that way..ngee)..Its a "medical student history"..ngee..And he told us that we shouldnt really use tuning fork in gynae's examination. Hehe..yeah...memang xyah pon but then just to impress examiner kan sometimes we would just do all the examinations including the cranial nerve examination. Ngee.

4. Eilawaniey invited me to join them for paintball and whale watching. Best je bunyinye but then paintball xbest sket2 orang and whale watching monday lak..Nak kene melayan pelawat datang insyaAllah..

5. "Kalau kat KL, aku malu nak keluar makan ngan korang"..ngeee...saya immature and childish..sorry!!!=)

6. Im thinking of doing my internship here la pulak...Tetibe rasa x ready nak balik Msia and tinggalkan Ireland. Mmg Ireland bosan but then i havent gone to few places yet..I xpegi swiss lagi and maybe xleh pegi winter ni cuz takde geng so kene tunggu another yr?maybe?and im afraid of soklan bonus semua orang when im going home nanti..Soklan bonus that im referring to is "bile nak kawen?"..hahaa..im not ready yet and i havent met Mr.Right yet..So maybe lambat lagi kot..ngee...Soklan tu confirm akan jadi soklan feveret sume orang nanti cuz my cousin, Epi is getting married this coming december and hajar is getting married next year..So xnak la..nanti orang cakap i andartu eventho i baru 18..hehe..:P..lol...

MOMENTS IN LIFE

There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
But often times we look so long at the
Closed door that we don't see the one,
Which has been opened for us

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
Because it takes only a smile to
Make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;
Go where you want to go;
Be what you want to be,
Because you have only one life
And one chance to do all the things
You want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human and
Enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily
Have the best of everything;
They just make the most of
Everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
Be based on a forgotten past;
You can't go forward in life until
You let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying
And everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
You're the one who is smiling and everyone
Around you is crying.

huhu

.::waiting hopelessly for a tutorial..:.

-Exhausted..
Arrived home safely at 9pm...
masak2 mandi2 dah kul 12am...
so nak tdo dah cuz tomorrow ade perinatal meeting at 745am..
-Exhausted...
-and thanks husna and ahli rumah raudhah cuz masak rendang utk i..tq!!

Sepi...

Bisik ku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang
Biar malam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

6 mins survey

Starting time:

• 10pm

Name:

• Aina

Shoe size:

• msia 6..sini 41/2 or 5

What are you wearing right now?

• pyjamas

Where do you live?

• cork korok

Favorite Number/s

• 4

Favorite Drinks:

• teh beng.haaha

Favorite Months:

• august

***********Have You Ever***********

Been in a bath tub:

• yeap

Swam in the ocean:

• yeap

Fallen asleep in school:

• of course...

Broken someone's heart:

• yeap..huhu..sorry..

Fell off your chair:

•yeapp..

Saved e-mails:

• yeap

***********What is************

Your room is:

• gelap cuz dh nak tdo

What is the last thing you ate?

• cheese cake

------------Ever Had-------------

Chicken pox:

• i had a chicken pox scar but my blood test showed that i had no immunity for chicken pox.ngeee

Sore throat:

• yeap

Stitches:

• nope

Broken nose:

• nope

-----------Do You-----------

Believe in love at first sight?

•NOPE AND NEVER...eh never say never..hehehe

----------Who----------

Who was the last person you danced with?

• erk xingat

Who last made you smile?

• ahaha..that mysterious guy..u know who u r..

Who did you last yell at?

• alamak xingat

----------Final Questions-------------

Hate someone in your family?

• nope..i love everyone in my family..

Diamond or pearl?

• diamond!!!

Are you the Eldest?

• yeap

-------Today did you-----------

1. Talk to someone you like?

• hmmmm

2. Kiss anyone?

• nope

3. Get sick?

•nopeee

5. Talked to an ex:

•nopee

6. Miss someone:

•yeap..umi and the whole family..

---------Last person who----------

7. You talked to on the phone?

•sakiinah

21. Have a crush on someone:?

•nope

22. What books are you reading right now?

•bally o'reilly obs and gynae pocketbook

23. Best feeling in the world:

• loved by everyone ^__^

24. Future kids names?

•bf pon xde?

25. Do you Sleep with stuffed animals?

•ngeee

26. What's under your bed?

•xde pape

28. Favorite locations:

•home sweet home..kb best

29. Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?

•x

32. Who do you really hate?

• hmmm..

35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?

•yeap...

36. You lonely right now?

•yeapp..sangattt..=(

37. What time is it now?

•10.06