emo..sila jangan bace...

hmm.....i doubt it again...AGAIN n AGAIN...menyampah betol.....luka lame berdarah lagi...tp xde la teruk macam kene taruk alcohol kat tempat luke..ngee...die bleeding sket jer..tapi sakit jugak la..pain scale dalam 4/10..hehehe...heartache...ngee...sebabnyeeee teringat cite 2 tahun lepas when u'd forgotten my bday...it really meant sumthing to me..my bday is a big thing for me..that is y my family ALWAYS celebrate it..and thats y i always want to b with my family on my bday...masa kat mrsm dulu sanggup suruh mak bwat surat palsu fax kat school cakap emergency sume..sebab nak balik n celebrate bday..ngeee....sanggup cakap ade appointment la bla bla la...ngeee....sebab it really2 important to me...huhu...
and lepas tu cam terfikir yg takde mende sweet pon for my anniversary ths yr..mmg la mende len yg u bwat sweet je..i really appreciate that but i need more than that..ngeee....