aina jeffery is getting married

Aina Jeffery is getting married.
Cepat sangat cepat.
Tapi jodoh kot?
Jemputlah datang ek. thanks.
1st january 2010.

news to share

I am so addicted with this song-only lately.
Anyways, i have something to share with u guys. pls drop by ur email address k?i will tell u guys through an email.

haish.conflict dalaman

How i wish i could turn back on the time and be the one that i wannabe..
and how i wish i have superpower to encounter this superevil feelings that r spreading in my body...
its spreading like a virus.mutated each time its budding out. haish.

=(

let bygones be bygones

wahhh bestnye nikmat cuti..i was quarantined at home..-suspected H1N1. i was in contact with a suspected H1N1 patient last week and i got a flu since then which was worsening sampai la semalam round dengan head of department die suruh i pergi check. Pergi A&E rase macam sangat kelaka sebab jadi patient sendiri,bp taken, temperature taken and blabla bla so was given a 5days mc with tamiflu.
So here i am, blogging!things that i wont be able to do if im working.. however, somehow i miss doing the morning round.hahaha. workaholickah saye ini?hehe..
nyways one thing for sure that i wanna do during these 5days is LET BYGONES BE BYGONES. I want to move on and look upon my future. I want to be prepared- mentally, physically, emotionally for my future.

=)

hurts..
it really does..
and
i know im selfish..
i know myself too well and im sorry for being too selfish..
i want u to fight it over but...
i am sorry..
i really am..
thanks and sorry for everything...

haish

Tak paham la nape ramai lagi nak dengki ngn blog ni.ape masalah pon xtau la dgn mamat or minah tu. kalau sebab saye xlayan kamu xyah la balas dendam sini. dayus gile. and coward giler. cam buat malu kaum je.
nyways i hate my job. especially ari ni sebab ari ni public holiday and i oncall ari ni..and the fact that i 2nd call ari ni lagi buat malas nak g keje. aaa xsukenyee 2nd call..kene cover 4 ward the whole day macam aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa xsukeeeee...dh la ade 2 presentation xbuat2 lagi ni. sob sob.

=)

2months has passed by...it has been 2months of hell for me.tears, stress, anxiety, madness-all been mixed up together. And for now,im so anxious waiting for 17th to come..Sob sob sob.
anyways, after a while terasa
1. Wah banyaknyeee words kelate yg saye nggak tau. never heard of it. such as "cemu"..ade sape2 tau?hahaha. it actually means contraction pain.hahaha.
2. wahhh banyaknyee adat org melayu ni..banyak things limited. macam xleh buat tu buat ni. bulan ni x elok, bulan ni bagus. macam wow!!
3. Wahhh banyaknyeee kes buli membuli kat msia ni..
4. Wahhh gile birokrasi msia nii!!!
5. Wahhh kenape kenape and kenape.hahaha. nanti la cite balik..
ngantok tetibe.
pasni maybe akan regularly update blog again mcm dulu..banyak mende nak story about. rinduuu sangat nak blogging!!!!hahaha..ari tu complicated sket sebab xde laptop..skarang ade laptop pinjam from ayahanda..anyways take care everyone..selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin!!