Alhamdulillah

Saw one patient today.. 14y.o malay boy..admitted for acute exacerbation of bronchial asthma..this is his 3rd admission within a month..3rd in a month..can u imagine?

He stays with his grandmother. His father passed away when he was 7 due to road traffic accident. He is the second from 3 siblings. 2 other siblings stays with mother. Mother stay separately with grandmother. Grandmother is not working so as his mother. Hidup diorg bagai kais pagi makan pagi n kais petang makan petang. Grandmother cakap makan minum mengharapkan ehsan orang. Rumah diorg duduk sekarang ni rumah sendiri tetapi tanah kerajaan. Bila2 masa diorg akan kene halau. Makan minum mengharapkan ehsan orang. Before this that boy's asthma ok je but this month attack mmg sangt frequent. Reason? There is new construction going on around his house. Ade kerja angkut pasir etcetera. Unfortunately this boy has severe allergic reaction towards dust.. Tu yang jadi frequent attack. Grandmother takleh nak afford nak cari rumah lain dgn kudrat die..mother pulak sebab dah menumpang rumah org lain takleh la nak bawak balik anak die yg ni tinggal sekali.

A very difficult situation for all of them.. Grandmother cakap sometimes nak makan nasi sekali sehari pon susah..

I almost cried..Ramai lagi orang hidup susah dari kita.

Kita semua senang. Ade facilities banyak. Makan minum pon boleh pilih nak makan ape..kalau tak sedap terus taknak makan..

Jahatnya kita kan?membazirnya kita?

Ape perasaan mereka kan?

Rasa diri ni kerdil sangat..

Semakin tua diri ni rasa semakin rasa jahatnya diri ini..

Banyak benda yang kene berubah.

InsyaAllah slowly.. Sikit demi sikit..

Doakan saya ye..

I want to change to be a better person..

InsyaAllah..

The best thing

The best thing of being a working mom is when u come home and ur baby running towards you sambil jerit "yeay yeay mommy yeay yeay mommy alik"..

The feeling is just so ~heaven..

All d stress, d tiredness and everything just fade away in a blink of eye..

Im so in love with my babies..

Mommy promise mommy will work hard for both of u..mommy will try to be the best mother for both of u..mommy is not perfect but mommy will try everything to be perfect..

I love u..

I love u thousands..

I love u millions..

I love u infinity..

I love u forever..

Alhamdulillah..thank u Allah for this gift..

Alhamdulillah

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 So many things happened recently..

Alhamdulillah banyak perkara yang telah berlaku dalam hidup ini sekaligus mematangkan diri sendiri..

Sedar tak sedar my husband dah resign from goverment..he owns his private practice Klinik Primer Cherang..facebook die @primercherang.And he owns his own company yang buat paramedic standby, ambulance transfer etcetera..kalau ade yang nak organise Basic Life Support pon boleh try contact die..email him at klinikprimercherang@gmail.com..basicallyhes away 9am-10pm every single day and that includes weekend..cuma friday my husband bukak lambat sikit cuz pagi is our family time..so kalau nak oncall or weekend round mmg i takkan oncall on friday..to maximise our precious time together, he send me to hospital every single day except during i oncall lah..and balik pulak sometimes especially postcall he will come and pick me up and send me home..kalau hari kerja biasa yang i tak perlukan de-stress therapy i jalan kaki je balik rumah..malam after magrib if i ade masa ill bring my kids to his clinic to spend time with his daddy..alhamdulillah walaupon masa sedikit we love each other so much..marissa is always daddy's girl..kalau takde daddy baru pergi kat mommy..kalau tak mesti nak daddy je..mommy and daddy pulak occasionally keluar dating together2.walaupon kejap we try to spend time with each other..and kalau ade sekali we will try to perform our solat together..kadang2 marissa join together..adik baby still kecik so still xle nak join..hehe..

Qasrina nadhira pulak dah 6months..alhamdulillah even with the oncalls and everything i dapat completekan 6months exclusive breastfeeding..alhamdulillah..banyak cabaran even tak seteruk masa marissa dulu..susu dah start kurang tapi ill try for d sake of my baby..qasrina 6months but shes also a fast learner..shes able to sit unsupported, crawling and holding her own bottle..die dah boleh sebut bababa and dah ade stranger's anxiety..alhamdulillah..

Qaisara marissa pulak dah 2 y.o.. Mula2 ingatkan nak buat big party for her then rasa membazir pulak baik i simpan duit tu utk beli benda lain..seee..im a grown-up already..hahahhaa...marissa as usual active..suka lari and suka kacau adik die..kalau pampers basah sikit "daddy acah".."mummy acah" sambil bukak seluar n pampers nak tukar..padahal baru basah sikit..hehe..and she can understand almost everything dah..her fav cartoon of course upin ipin..her fav nursery rhymes- ba ba black sheep..die x g nursery ke ape but boleh nyanyi lgu nursery sikit2 and able to count one to ten and satu hingga sembilan..cuma pelat la and tiga selalu tertinggal terus empat..jehhee..alphabets pon alhamdulillah dah banyak..she loves reading so aunties/uncles kalau nak kasi present boleh kasi buku kat dia..hehhee

N lastly mommy..mommy alhamdulillah maintain lagi..still bernafas..hehe..still suka shopping and now really love bokittahijab..hehe..lalallaallaala..