as a doctor i believe that setiap penyakit tu ada ubatnya dengan kuasa Allah insyaAllah akan sembuh...
and as a muslim i do believe that adanya makhluk Allah selain kita manusia.
i start keje ari ahad kan...
ari ahad tu i left marissa and my bibik kat rumah my auntie..
balik keje tu i pergi kbmall dulu amik my grandmother and pergi rumah my auntie..
then masa tu marissa nangis so i directly breastfeed her dalam kete..
masa tu x mandi lagi and still pakai baju keje...xleh nak avoid kan..
lagipon rindu sangat nak cuddle marissa...
malam tu marissa bangun kul 230 nangis kuat gile yg refuse breastfeed and refuse bottlefeed..
so we thought that maybe die kembung perut kot..
so kasi gripewater and tukar pampers sume lepas kul 4 baru ok..
monday tu i mandi dulu before i pegang marissa and i tak g hospital pon sebab ade course kat kb..
and still she woke up around 2am and started to nangis-inconsolable crying...
kul 4+ baru ok...so still we thought that she might has gassy stomach..
but this time we pasang ayat quran and die stop...
ayat quran kan soothing for the babies..so alhamdulillah she stopped crying..
peliknya lepas kul 5 or 6 die akan senyap and tdo..lepas tu siang ari and before 12am tu memang die main2 mcm usual..boleh feeding ok..
lepas tu tuesday daddy die oncall..so we slept in my umi's room..
kul 1am she started to cry...memang yg refuse breastfeed and bottlefeed jugak..
stopped upon baca ayat kursi..
pastu mata die mcm staring je..
mcm nampak something pelik..
nangis ni yang sampai keluar air mata semua..
kesian sangat tapi xle nak buat..
my mom x tdo pon sebab jaga marissa..
lepas tu wednesday i was oncalled..
my mom tdo ngan my sister and yes she still crying,,,kul 1 je nangis..
memang pelik la kan..
so yes..
we were thinking of something else..
sebab automatic stop crying when kiteorg baca quran..
takut "something" is following me from the hospital and kacau marissa..
sebab the symptoms started since i start keje balik..
so semalam bawak marissa jumpe ustaz..
die kata ade "something" ikut i and kacau marissa..
die suruh baca ayat2 kursi 11x, al fatihah 11x, 4 qul 11x dan selawat ke atas nabi 11x selepas solat everyday..at least sekali sehari..
that actually was the first differential...-mistik..
kita tak tahu betol ke x..tapi kalau pecaye takut syirik and khurafat kan..kita ikhtiar je and insyaAllah serahkan kepada Allah untuk tolong hamba-hambanya..
that was the first differential..
the second differential diagnosis - marissa merajuk..
maybe die merajuk sebab mommy die keje and tinggal die..
die kan 3months dok dengan mommy je siang malam..
then out of sudden kene tinggal from 7 till 6pm everyday and kalau oncall 7am till 6pm the next day....
so die merajuk sebab mommy tinggal die..
ade possibility kan?
3rd- kembung perut..
maybe die kembung perut..
tapi malam2 je?
maybe ebm yang dipanaskan tu masa i makan kacang sume so kembunglah die..
wallahualam..
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