my 5 reasons...

My 5 reasons of going home for my internship.

1. Family
- Most of my relatives want me to go home. My mom especially. And i dont want to break her heart. Dah banyak sangat dah masa kecik2 dulu kecikkan hati die, buat die tersinggung semua so dah besar dah boleh fikir ni kene la dengar cakap die kan..and a good friend of mine penah cakap dulu kite ni mak kite dh lahirkan kite, besarkan kite, kasi kite education sume and dh besar kite nak suke hati lawan cakap die. Sape kite ni?Kite cakap kite ade hak sebab kite dh besar tapi kalau u fikir balik kan kite mmg xde right langsung pon!!Kite xpena bayar kan kat parents kite duit mak kite pregnantkan kite, lahirkan kite, bagi makanan kat kite, bagi baju, rent rumah sume..kite xpenah bayar kan?n diorg pon xpenah mintak kan?so secara logiknye mmg kite takdeee hakk langsungggggggg kot!!!!
- Pastukan, maybe..maybe in the future ill regret sebab i tak stay. I think i will but then i think it will only be a short term compared to a regret for not being able to be there when sumthing happened in my family. Regret for not being able to be there wth my family will be a lifetime regret..Macam skang pon i sometimes menyesal sebab x dapat jaga my late grandmother betol2 and tak ade ngan die when die sakit and tak dapat nak kiss her goodbye for the last time. I wasnt there when my late grandmother meninggal. I was in Cardiff enjoying my winter holiday masa tu..=(..T-T

2. Responsibility
-Im the eldest. My 2nd brother is in Dublin. My 3rd sister is in Terengganu furthering her study. My 4th brother is going to Japan in May 2010 and my dear lil sis is planning to enter a boarding school after dapat results PMR nanti which is next yr-2010..So basically my parents will be left alone kat rumah sunyi takde kiteorg..So as the eldest i think i need to go home and teman my parents and jaga diorg same. I wont forgive myself if anything happen to them..
-My sis pon dh cakap die nak study dah betol2..skang kan cam die yang jadi ketua..kesian die..so its time for me to fulfil my responsibility as the eldest.=)

3. Career path
-If i stay as intern and then balik terus i kene repeat my internship for another 2 yrs..so i will do an intrnship for 3yrs instead of 2 yrs jer..rugi masa..i will be superjunior to my batch..and i dont like that..memang la duit banyak keje kat ireland..Even ade 40-50% cutbacks in junior doctors salary pon tapi kalau convert actually still banyak but then money is not verything kan.. Plus diseases in Malaysia mmg agak beza dngan Ireland.So tahu awal lagi bagus plus kt sini intern banya buat paperwork je instead of hands-on..so xnak la nampak bodoh gile nanti.Tapi if saye stay nanti, saya xkan stay for only 1 yr..i will stay until abis MRCP sume..
-Plus if balik awal saya lagi cepat dapat recommendation(provided that im good kan..hahaha..which i doubt it but at least people/consultants over there knw me..hehe..)

4. Social network
-Kat sini tak banyak sangat social network. Memang la saya ade kawan-kawan yang best kat sini but medicine je..If i balik Malaysia I might kenal dentist, engineer etc and social network saye besar. Hidup saye takdela pergi hospital, balik hospital tdo. Pergi hospital, balik hospital tdo. Tu maybe life saye kat sini. ok maybe sekali sekala tengok movie. Tapi kalau saye kat Malaysia, I got a chance to meet people in kenduri-kendara, kedai MMESB, my patients, thru kawan-kawan etc. At least saya boleh pergi kedai2 makan lepak2 kalau saya stress and boleh spend my precious time with my loved ones..Tapi kire saye ade banyak sket la kawan from skang...skarang kawan-kawan saye kat sini classmates saye je or juniors..best je cume lagi best if dapat widen kan?
-I nak jumpe my fellow bloggers juge!!!

5. Meet my Prince Charming
-hahaha...yang ni xyah explain la kot kan...kat Ireland esp Cork ni xder kot my prince..hehehe..my prince maybe sumwhere kat Malaysia.
-I nak jumpe Mr.Flying Bug!!=)