a doctor

OMG..Havent been blogging for quite a while.
Life has been real hectic..
really!
not the married life that put me away from the blogging world but my damn shit job.
Seriously!!i hate my job.
I dont like orthopedic.
To add more spices, i hate those arrogant, smelly and always-right S.
S is not is. S is ARE. S is xxxxx.Only if u work in the hosp[ital and read the hospital notes, then u would know what does it mean.
Owh before im forget, call me 56 not aina from this moment on cuz that what our S want to call us. they allocate each of us (house officers) with number and started calling us with number. Ridiculous right?yes, that is what they r doing at the moment.

Anyways, stop talking about that damn silly job. Already had enough in hospital. U know, sometimes i feel like i want to burn all the motorcycle in the world so that i dont have to attend all the mat rempit who came withh open fractures, bleeding ++, AIDs and bla2.
Yes,dear.
Im not a good doctor.
Im a great pretender. I can fake a smile all day long and i can laugh out loud outside but inside i feel like screaming and crying.

ahhh i still talking about that damn job that caused bunch of my friends depression and dont be suprised if i told ya that few of my friends had suicidal intention due to that stressful job.few of my friends quit their job. few of them needs regular follow up and therapy with the psychiatrist and few of them even took anti depressant. what more can we ask kan?a noble job, a doctor is kan?so padan muka la?

vios injured

Kepenatan + keserabutan = kehancuran.

Viosssssss eksidenn sudeyy..saye terlanggar lampuuuu jalan..mmg seriusly xnampak langsung tiang tu..and people who knw me tahu kan saye mmg driver yg suke drive laju so even reverse pon laju kan makanya pecah la lampu and kemeklah bumper saye..=(
saye sangat sedih.
saye rase sangat kecewa..
tp nangis pon x gune kan?
(mmg dh nangis2 dh)..ngeee..
tapi one thing for sure...
no matter how bad i am,
no matter how jahat i am,
my family will always stand by me..
thanks umi & aboh..i love u..

Yes.finally!!
what a relief.
O N G is done.
Next?
-ortho perhaps. or surgery perhaps.
4months doing ONG really taught me the value of being a good doctor.
The tears that i shed away, the smiles that i share, really meant something to me.
And suprisingly i think im falling in love with ONG.Well, apart from doing VE la.
I will definitely consider ONG as one of the field that i want to specialise. The smiles of the mother after giving birth to their children really meant something to me. Lalala.
Anyways, i have a month to be mentally and emotionally prepared to be a wife of someone. There is a long list of things i need to settle out within a month. I am so damn lucky to have a very helpful auntie, Auntie mala and a very supportive family whom have helped me a lot with my wedding prep. To be honest, i did not do anything for my wedding prep. The hotel was booked by my auntie. The door gift was prepared by my mum. The hantaran pon my mum and my aunties yang prepared and bought it for me. The only thing that i did was booked my wedding card which have not finished yet.
So i would like to take this opportunity to express my gratitude to my mother, my father, my siblings esp IJAH, my aunties esp Auntie Mala and everyone who has involved in my wedding prep. Thanks a lot. I really wouldnt able to do this without ur help. I love u guys!!!

to whom it may concern

Hmm saye tak tau la sape yang dengki dengan saye sangat tu kan. But bak kata orang2 tua, org yang bertunang ni darah manis kan so banyak la cubaan akan datang kan. Owh i wouldnt put myself as low as who u are the anonymous yang coward but i would appreciate if u r brave enough and dare enough to expose URSELF. Thanks.Owh and ye, saye x penah mainkan hati org. I was hurt as well. In fact i was really hurt before. If u r a reader of my blog, u must have know how bad i was when i broke up with my first love. And if u really knw me, u would have know how many boyfriend i really had actually before i met my fiance. And if u really knw me u must have know that i did not look for org kaya to be my husband. Full stop.

aina jeffery is getting married

Aina Jeffery is getting married.
Cepat sangat cepat.
Tapi jodoh kot?
Jemputlah datang ek. thanks.
1st january 2010.

news to share

I am so addicted with this song-only lately.
Anyways, i have something to share with u guys. pls drop by ur email address k?i will tell u guys through an email.

haish.conflict dalaman

How i wish i could turn back on the time and be the one that i wannabe..
and how i wish i have superpower to encounter this superevil feelings that r spreading in my body...
its spreading like a virus.mutated each time its budding out. haish.

=(