boring

Boring possible.cepatlah abis cme ni.haish

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stress

My current posting is so demotivating that it made me soo stresful to even wake up knowing that ive to go to work today..
I think the fact that i dont have weekend make it worst..
the peeps that im working with are excellent..
nampak pt terus bangun la tapi mmg stresful..
taktau ape yg buat die stressful..
=(
mmmg la bnyk ragam bleh jumpe tapi i just dont like it..

politik

Tertengok front page satu newspaper yesterday..im not a fan of the opposition but looking at that page make me realize that wth?
newspaper tu kan was read by everybody...semua umur kan?children, teenagers pun kan and what do u think when they saw those?
tak ke rase memalukan?
i nak baca pon geli..
mmg x bace lah..
memalukann je kan?rase malu sangat2. if betol pon die buat mende tu xyah lah sampai nak published gambar macam tu as the front page pon..
sangat absurd ok!
and somehow i rase mende tu akan favour the opposition je instead of menjatuhkan diorang..

A & E

tak suke sangat A&E sebab xde weekend..
everyday kene keje...
pastu kalau oncall aka double shift (morning and night shift) esoknye dapat day off..
tapi day off pon xdapat day off sangat la sebabnye kalau ade CME or teaching kene attend..
dah la x dapat duit oncall...
xsukee!miskin rase..
pastu rase hak sebagai seorang manusia dinafikan sebab xdapat masa utk rehat sepenuhnye pon...haishh..
pastu dah la xsuke kalau nak refer diorg x marah kat kite tapi marah kat patient tapi berleter kat kite...
mcm ade kes, demam 2bln tapi patient dtg kul 2-3 pagi, mulelah orang yang kite refer medical ke paeds mo ke yang akan membebel2 as if kite lak yang salah.hahaha.
layan je dengar..
kesimpulannye saye xsuke a&e..
die mmg simple n straightforward tapi i just dont like it.
same macam anaes x rase attached sangat dgn pt...
lambatnye 4 bulan!!!

kisah seribu satu malam

Percaya tak kat mende2 yang "pelik?"
tried not to believe kan tapi when terjadi kat diri sendiri and takde scientific explaination mesti terpercaye jugak kan?
Cth 1:
Kat my hse at the moment ade some sort of nocturnal chicken..haha..acceptable x name die?
dulu used to be 2 ekor but skarang tinggal seekor..tapi ayam ni peliknye die akan muncul right after azan maghrib and will be there till subuh,.azan subuh je die terus xde..dari mane die muncul susah nak cakap kan tapi yang pastinye kiteorg mmg xternak ayam lah...and mule2 dulu die kat luar pagar je..then skang ni dah masuk pagar and makin dekat la pulak dengan pintu rumah..weird kan?

Cth 2 :
Rumah kiteorg ni tengah tgk tv rilek2 kan tetibe dengar org turun tangga walhal semua orang pon dok kat bawah je...and kalau sorang dengar maybe sebab terkhayal ke or whatsoever tapi kalau ramai dgr tu mcm pelik kan?and kadang2 kipas terbukak sendiri and tertutup sendiri..kalau lampu tu saye bleh terima la kononnye pecah ke terbakar ke but kipas?

Cth 3 :
Penah x korang tengah nak tidur kat tingkat 1 rumah korang then nak tutup tv kan then tetibe nampak bayangan budak lari kat luar tingkap yang mustahil la kan sebab tengah malam and the other thing is that mane ade ground utk budak berlari pon.xkan berlari atas angin kot?

Cth 4 :
Bilik anda berbau pandan?yes daun pandan yang mmg semua orang kenal bau die tu kan?bibik saye cakap pandan ni gune die kalau kat indon nak mandikan mayat sebab xnak bau mayat tu busuk..bilik saye penah bau pandan and penah bau bunga2-an utk satu masa yang agak lame yang xilang walaupon bukak tingkap..

Cth 5 :
I was downstairs kan..nobody upstairs except my hubby..my hset was charged beside his iphone kan..pastu my husband tetibe dengar my phone ringing..masa tu tepat2 jam 12am..ingatkan sape terus la nak angkat..sekali tengok number phone die yang call my phone without anyone touch his handphone..basically iphone die call my hphone automatically at 12am..pelik x?

Cth 6 :
Malam2 tetibe kan kadang2 dgr bunyi kuat atas bumbung macam something berlari2 atas bumbung and landing dengan hebatnye..thought it was musang but never till today i jumpe musang tu tapi sebab nak berfikiran positif i akan fikir musang je forever...


Ade sorang ustaz ni kate ade mende kat rumah i tapi wallahualam la kan..

LMP

Day 1 A&E:
not that bad at all..
pagi2 sampai round observation ward and bukak kedai kopi with Mila, Nadia n Yani..
among d best peeps i have since i started my housemanship..
kedai kopi was interuppted when another HO stopped us and cakap "korang, CCTV kat atas tu je and bilik bos kat depan tu"
and all of us were like, "shit, tatau pon"..
hahha..a&e takde bilik oncall, xde lunch hr, xde tempat ngumpat so terpaksa ngumpat kat mane2 pon...
and tengah round dengan mo, instead of focusing more on patients compaint she started to complaint about our handwritting...
yes, my handwritting is not that neat. lalalala..but yang tadi tu okay la jugak supposedly..die blum tgk kot my handwritting yang kul 2-3pagi..buruk abis ah,..hahaha..
anyways a&e best jugak apart from takde lunch time and weekend..or and oncall claim..at least ade shift ptg yang bleh bangun lambat yeehaa!!!
anywayskan, lately asked me;
"Aina bile ko nyer EDD/LMP?"
"Aina brape minggu dah"
hahahaha..bosan!mungkinkah sebab ive been gaining weight?
atau mungkinkah sebab ive been married for 1yr?
hahaha...
usually my answer would be;
"semalam"
=)

Back to december - taylor swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while


You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

H.O

Sedar tak sedar dah almost 2 yrs dah keje!
In 2 days time im going to enter my last posting as hamba orang(housemanship)
I will join A&E and with my best peeps over there hopefully ill enjoy my final posting..
Next?
i dont know where im heading to..
i love each posting that ive joined so far..
O&G - my first posting.posting yg sangat bz.u barely have a time to close ur eyes during this posting but then its so enjoyable.i love the fact that ive got a chance to improve my skills everyday...delivery a baby, doing episiotomy, repairing any tear, assisting in caesarian section-tiring but interesting...tot i would come back as specialist one day but i just let my beloved husband do that..hehehe..he has more skill in that specialty as compared to me...

Ortho : My second posting..who said ortho paling relaks?depends on hospital u r in kot..in my hospital rekod paling lambat i balik keje, ortho lah..kul 730pm while i was in charged of cempaka(male ward)..extension katil penuh gile.,katil patients was 40+ but on that time extension sampai ke pintu and total 50+!sampai kene mintak katil from other ward!ortho pon interesting jugak..i love doing procedure..paling best buat Ray's Amputation..kiteorg buat kat ward je kat kb ni sebab kalau nak g OT?mmg xsempat r..banyak cases n ot x cukup kan..so kiteorg bagi ankle block je..sometime i wasnt sure whether my ankle block was really effective or whether the patient had diabetic neuropathy doesnt feel anything at all..hehehe..n had a chance doing the plating of tibia on my own, k-wire on my own and few others made the posting so memorable..tapi when terfikir femur org i terus xnak lah amik ortho.berat woo..even tibia pon i susah gile nak reduce sebab berat!hahaha

Medical : Im so love this posting..even my boss pon cakap u should have come back to medical..u r so good and have a bright future in medical. head of department tu cakap camtu..rase bangga jap and mmg since i was at medschool lagi rase mcm nak amik medical but then when fikir ade ke masa utk myself nanti?i pon terfikir la nak ke xnak skarang ni.ari tu mmg fikir nak amik mrcp siap lagi.hahaha.cuz im pretty sure i dont want a lonely life-idup utk myself n career je..i want a life that is colourful and wonderful with all my family members...so will see..(i think my name is already up in medical actually because i was accidently told yes to one of the specialist)

Surgical : i hate surgery when i was a medical student but guess what?i LOVE surgery at the moment. i think appendicectomy, herniotomy and laparatomy is fun. u dont know what r u going to find when u open someone's abdomen and seriously its adventerous! i love surgical!having a chance to do appendicectomy as a surgeon myself made it more interesting and memorable.hehe..=)but when it came to think that ive to stand up for quite some time during operation which may lead to formation of varicose vein in the future made me think it again.hehe

Paeds: The most boring posting ever!tau tak even ABG pon HAMBA ORANG (H.O) ni kene amik..nurses rilek je goyang kaki makan colek sambil tgk buku avon..peewittt..hahaha..xsuke la..tambah tak suke when baby2 prem ni sometimes kene cucuk 2-3 kali or more utk amik blood..kesian kat dorang tapi xde blood result kan lagi teruk..tapi rase x best!yang best about this posting was i have best peeps around me and lunch break was so much fun!hehe..owh lagi xbest sebab ade minah indon keje kontrak yang menyuruh orang kerjenye yang die sendiri pon management tah pape..inform baby desat pon buat tatau..bodoh betol..tau x nanti bnyk complications!haish.

LAst posting a&e.mule2 ingat nak masuk anaes but thinking that anaes xkan tolong kalau g district nanti cuz ventilator machine takde pon kat district so masuk a&e lah..plus i bleh refresh everything balik preparing myself for my next responsibilities as MO..=)