xsempat nk update blog.internet prob..
saye post call.
saye tgh dlm ot.
saye tgh tgk TURP.
saye kene masuk ot ari ni.
ade 11 cases under spinal ari ni.
dan skrg dh kul 1 and br 2 cases.ongoing 2nd case.
jom bet kul brape i bleh balik malam ni?
1 pg?3pagi or xbalik langsung?
org yg buat ot list ni sangat ridiculous!
anyway saye nak cite..
sejak saye masuk keje kt hrpz2 ade sorang nurse ni yg i always hate and always feel like kicking her ass..
she works in d ot.
she is an old lady with wrinkles everywhere...
she loves scolding people..
it doesnt matter whether u r ho nor mo.
sume akan dimarah..
if u r a specialist,then it will make a difference...
td she was like suddenly dgn rude tolak i,amik bht frrom i
then sebab xde keje nak but die jalan dpn i, i sekat kaki die hoping die akan tersadung n jatuh....the plan works well.tp die xjatuh..

yesterday was like heaven to me..
i slept like a baby!
woke up at 2pm yesterday..
padahal tdo xdela lmabat pon..1230 tdo after abis men futsal..
owh yeap...thurs nite went off playing futsal with cousins..
sangat contented..
rs kurus tetibe..
wahahha..
nyway i have a stomachache niiii..
dhla oncall.puasa some more..
mmg xlaratlah..
dh la rounds lambat gile abis...
n dh la specialist tu suruh i follow round die sampai periphery...
penattt!
i nak upload gambar thru hset ni to pretty wittty angel tp xbole..
asek failed je..
owh n u know what?i met dr zek last week..
br transfer hrpz2 kot..
xsempat ckp banyak pon..
okie dookie nak rest kejap b4 new case masusk lagi..dh 2 dh acute appendicitis msuk....bosan dh clerk..okie..bye bye.selamat berbuka puasa

i am in my 4th posting at d moment.time flew by really quick.x sangka dh 1 yr jadi doctor aka kkm's slave...i br pas buat round..then ade this pt ade acute urinary retention..i nak insert cbd..sume mende i amik then ade satu mende tu abis stok.then i mintak baek2 ngan nurses then suprisingly die marah balik kat i cakap doktor cari la sendiri.kiteorg sume penat n sibuk.i was really pissed off.dh la ckp menengking then ckp sibuk n pnat.rs nak pijak2 je. diorg tu keje shift kottt.kiteorg ni keje dr kul 7pg td lagi n will be working for d next 24hrs kot.die keje xsampai 6 jam pon dh penat. dh la vitals pon n reports bukannye diorg buat.student nurses yg buat.camhaisg n for the first time ever i tinggikan suara. i told her' akak saye ni keje turun naik 3 tingkat n dh keje since pg td lagi. akak tu br dtg keje n duduk je dh penat.saye bukannye suruh assist pon. yela suruh assist mesti bnyk alasan. asssist saye boleh buat sendiri.saye nak lignocaine gel je.
then trus blah pg kt pt tu. i tunggu kt situ.masa tu decide dh die x kasi dlm masa 15mins i will document her name n tulis incident reporting. pastuh die nampak kot muke berubh n terkejut kot i tinggikan suara sket dtg la die kasi gel tu. i geram je nak cakap; "u nak ke one day ur father or ur husband dtg i msukkan cbd without lignocaine gel." germ je nak ckp yg tu tapi xcakap la.annoying gile kot...

dh bersarang dh blog ni..huhu..
actually ive been blogging quite regularly tapi xtau nak post ke x..
tapi rs cam starting from today i nak tulis everyday lah..hehe
at d moment im waiting for my sister balik from kem...
i miss medical...
im in surgical posting at d moment..
i miss to hear "dr ade pt asystole"
"dr ade patient collapse".
i miss doing cpr..
i miss intubating a pt..
i miss defib a pt..
i miss using all my stamina running to get d abg result..
i miss walking like a zombie in a day time for sleepless night in d hospital..
n i miss doing procedures- inserting triple lumen, doing peritoneal dialysis, pleural tapping...
oh god i miss all those...i miss ortho juge...doing an amputation of toes...haha

Hantu

I was oncalled last night..
at HDW-high dependency ward...
Semalam malam jumaat..
HDW adalah tempat di mana ramai patients passed away...
husband saye penah cite waktu die oncall kat situ, ade sorang makcik tua yang agak tenat tapi still conscious..
die selalula bising2 then ade satu malam ni die diam sambil tengok kat 2 org nurses ni and my husband..
then nurses tu tanye la;
"KENAPE MAKCIK?"
then makcik tu jawab,
"COMEL LAH..COMEL LAH..TAK PUAS MAKCIK TGK"
then one of the nurses tu buat lawak,
"SAYE MEMANG SENTIASA COMEL MAKCIK"
then gelak2.pastu makcik tu jawab,
"BUKAN MISI(nurse)LAH, TP YANG KAT ATAS MISI TU"
terus terdiam sume org n pergi buat keje lain dh. x duduk tempat tu dah.
haha,,
and then last night kan nurses NOTED kat i ade sorang patient 5hrs post extubation yang CT Scan die normal tetibe merapu2 bercakap..
macam was talking to someone and staring at someone...
macam hallucinate la..
then i attended the patient..
he was in the isolation room as we were suspected him to have tb meningitis..
then raseeee semacamm gileeee dok sorang2..
like someone was staring at me..
ape lagii kan..
cabut lah..hahaha
amik blood pon cepat2..
hahaha.:p
then ade satu lagi patient ni...
die masuk sebab septicaemic shock secondary to PD Peritonitis..mata die always staring at something and terbeliak lak tu...sangat scaryyyyyyyyy...
hahaha ape tah merapu..
ok niniteee nak qada tido..

Fakta 1

Fakta Pertama

Aircond kat bilik adik saye kt atas rosak. So called electrician la kan repair. While was repairing d airconditioner tu, die terjumpe - tukul, gergaji, paku dan x sure amende tah satu lagi. Was left camtu je. Macam org nak pecah masuk ikut atap tapi failed. And i asked my sis, nape x report polis?
"report polis pon macam la dieorg buat something. Didnt do anything pun. Cam dulu rumah kite masuk pencuri then pencuri tu muke nampak gile through the CCTV and yet police x buat papepon.."
Then terfikir kejap, betul jugak kan? tapi mesti ade reason nape diorg xleh catch the pencuri kan?its not easy kan walaupon we did see the thief kat kedai makan kat depan lorong umah kiteorg. Tapi it actually happened few times. Kes2 kecurian kat kedai kiteorg, kat umah nenek and ours satu pon pencuri xdapat ditangkap walaupon evidence ade. Cam pelik jugak kan? Sampai kite ilang trust kat police tu kan?
Then i terfikir lagi, mungkin begitu agaknye some patients n relatives diorg yang datang hospital nak seek treatment tapi kiteorg xdapat treat him instead, he's getting worsen. Mungkin cam tu rasenye kan>same je kan? Mungkin its not as difficult as getting d right diagnosis to the right patient tapi mungkin masih susah kan?well xtau la tapi i do believe they are bunch of great policemen out there cume x jumpe je..=) Papepon thank u police for keep our country selamat walaupon x seselamat IRELAND.

life is full of suprises

6 months ago, i never tot that i would get married with my husband..
7 months ago, i never tot that i would join ortho as my 2nd posting
8 months ago, i never tot that i would get engaged with my husband..
9 months ago, i never tot i would celebrate raya with my family...
10 months ago, i never tot that i would meet my husband..
11 months ago i never tot that i would be working in HRPZ 2
12 months ago, i never tot that i really chose to come back serving malaysia citizens as a doctor
13months ago, i never tot that i chose malaysia as my workplace...

it happened really fast..few things i would have regretted for not having a thorough thought prior to making d decisions and few others i will always cherish..=)

ohooo

exhausted!!!!
xnak g keje esok!!
dah la oncall esok!
shit betol..
oncall active call lak esok!!
aaaaaaa
rs nak jerit kuat2 je..
just came back from ecah's wedding..
before that went to bukit merah lake town resort, penang, sunway lagoon and mini gath kat ole-ole bali sunway pyramid.patutnye pergi kl tower but due to a very limited time, mini gath tu buat kat sunway pyramid..
enjo0yin myself!
rindu sangat nak balik zaman dulu2..
how i wish i am still a medical student and not a doctor..
penat la jadi doktor..
=(
esok dh la oncal dgn tut tut..
aaastressss!!!!