stalker

Once upon a time i had this weirdo in friendster who stalked me and copied some of my photos and now i have a new one. Nur Aina Darweesha her name. She existed in facebook. She used my photo for her primary photo for the god sake!!haishh!!
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=522287388

Weird dream

I had a very weird dream today. very weird one. It was a short nap but felt like a very long sleep.
I dreamt of 2 makcik tua berkemban sarung datang to my hse and took away my husband. Makcik tua yang sangat tua tau. 80-90s punye range of age. Pelik sket.
Weird and it did scare me out. Im oncall tomorrow and u know the quarters kat htm tu creepy gile kot. Oh anyway new update of my life. Ive been transfered to Hospital Tanah Merah. Only for a month though.
The hospital is a very nice hospital. Situated kat atas bukit, very small hospital and the people over there r super nice. They seem to knw each other and somehow i feel like i am back in Cork city. =)

help me!
im trapped in this stuffy,crowded,smelly room in aq
&e with that smelly bastard and the other s.i cant even breathe.i just hate them so much. asphyxiated!
a voice inside me wanted to get out and screamed out loud. stop turturing my friends as if u r that great.damn u.kesian diorg.haishhhh

guess where am i at the moment?
im in d ot watching my mo and my other colleague doing a wound debridement.i did not scrubbed in as it is a simple procedure that do not need 2 housemen to scrub in together.
anyhow im going to hkk this coming tuesday.who wants to teman me over there for a month?

bom ikan

postcall.sleep well since 0230.
not that bad huh?
sedangkan ade pt kul 0000++ tu spo2 dropping.
sesuke hati diagnosed die as fluid overload n kasi iv lasix 40mg stat.
then spo2 die under high flow mask 15 increase balik.
then lepas tu x pegi rv dh.haha.penat.
total ortho cases semalam 7 (discharged), admitted 5 and referal 1.
paling best pt dtg yg burn sebab kene bom ikan.
bom ikqan tu meletup.
bijak pandai buat bom ikan kan?
lagi bijak pandai buat sambil isap rokok.
teruk gak.3 ke 4 involved.
bom tu senang je.
racun buluh plus habuk kayu.
menurut mamat tu la.
die kate mampatkan then jemur then meletup.hahaha
boleh x if sy nk gune idea tu bom that idiot?haha

that stupid bakap.

Damn u stupid old man!
u dumb ass!!
I never expected that in my life i will ever meet this kind of specialist!
U gaji dh besar nape still nak jeles2 denngan ur house officer?
mcm bodo gile kan?
boleh die kuar statement ni ari ni;
"yelah maklum la skarang ni housemen sume anak orang kaya, xleh nak susah sket"
(die ckp dlm sleng satu negeri ni yang sangat pekat yang seriously english die mmg habuk xpaham la.hahaha.opss.)
tp u dunce moron!
i xfaham nape la die snagat2 jeles dengan saye ni.
haish.
im sorry u dumbass motherf***** ( this is the first time ever i use those kind of words in my blog but i just cant help it. i rase cam nak je doakan kejatuhan die tapi xbaek kan tapi seriussss.)
its not my fault that u have to tahan perut not to eat and owe ur friends sebab nak beli buku.
its not my fault that u were weak enough to take care of ur wife.
its not my fault taht u have to suffer when u were a medical student.
its not my fault that u have to wait for some time to get ur wife.
its not my fault that u have to go back at 11pm or whatsoever when u were a junior doctor (buat keje slow sape suruh)
mcm hampeh.
anyho, i hope u r satisfied for what u have done but remember, i will always keep this to my heart and memories. i would never ever forget it and ....

a doctor

OMG..Havent been blogging for quite a while.
Life has been real hectic..
really!
not the married life that put me away from the blogging world but my damn shit job.
Seriously!!i hate my job.
I dont like orthopedic.
To add more spices, i hate those arrogant, smelly and always-right S.
S is not is. S is ARE. S is xxxxx.Only if u work in the hosp[ital and read the hospital notes, then u would know what does it mean.
Owh before im forget, call me 56 not aina from this moment on cuz that what our S want to call us. they allocate each of us (house officers) with number and started calling us with number. Ridiculous right?yes, that is what they r doing at the moment.

Anyways, stop talking about that damn silly job. Already had enough in hospital. U know, sometimes i feel like i want to burn all the motorcycle in the world so that i dont have to attend all the mat rempit who came withh open fractures, bleeding ++, AIDs and bla2.
Yes,dear.
Im not a good doctor.
Im a great pretender. I can fake a smile all day long and i can laugh out loud outside but inside i feel like screaming and crying.

ahhh i still talking about that damn job that caused bunch of my friends depression and dont be suprised if i told ya that few of my friends had suicidal intention due to that stressful job.few of my friends quit their job. few of them needs regular follow up and therapy with the psychiatrist and few of them even took anti depressant. what more can we ask kan?a noble job, a doctor is kan?so padan muka la?

vios injured

Kepenatan + keserabutan = kehancuran.

Viosssssss eksidenn sudeyy..saye terlanggar lampuuuu jalan..mmg seriusly xnampak langsung tiang tu..and people who knw me tahu kan saye mmg driver yg suke drive laju so even reverse pon laju kan makanya pecah la lampu and kemeklah bumper saye..=(
saye sangat sedih.
saye rase sangat kecewa..
tp nangis pon x gune kan?
(mmg dh nangis2 dh)..ngeee..
tapi one thing for sure...
no matter how bad i am,
no matter how jahat i am,
my family will always stand by me..
thanks umi & aboh..i love u..