entry in entry yg sangat emo!

saye sangat tak paham lah..serius x paham..
a few friends of mine kan baru je sebulan due jadi mo..from ho jadi mo tapi bapak r berlagak..
macam sial je berlagak..serius..
dulu baek gile pastu skang ni fuihh..
ade sorang mamat ni kan, ortho mo..baru je la..xsampai setengah tahun pon..
tapi mmg perangai cam setan berlagak gile...opss sorry la if it happened that u r reading this entry,..
x kesah kalau nak tanye soalan kat kiteorg like "tell me the anatomy of femur", tanye "korang dh kasi analgesic ke kat pt tu?" or bla bla or "u have done ortho right?"
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kalau u asked us with bengap punye voices mmg cam sial lah..nak2 perli kitorg cam lah die tu pandai sangat,..kalau pandai xkan la korang sepsis pon xleh nak manage kan?sampai suruh refer medical..lungs ade rhonchi pon suruh refer medical..cam bodoh gak la..kate doctor tapi acute exacerbation of asthma pon xreti manage tu mmg bodoh lah...
pastu boleh je tetibe marah kiteorg sebab x amik blood..bongok tol la lelaki tu...patient dtg dengan fracture of 2nd metatarsal bone yang sitting comfortably on the bed while talking to his girlfriend kan mmg xyah la amik blood..then marah korang nape x amik FBC BUSE bla bla...
we were taught by our specialist that bukan semua pt nak amik blood tambah2 yang confirm akan discharge kan?korang nak tunggu blood results baru nak discharge pt kan?kalau abnormal nak admit ke?x kan?pastu sumbat masuk dlm observation ward?
dah la unnecessary..kesian patient je kene prick and paid for unnecessary test..

pastu kan kuar ari tu government xnak buat kos baru in 5 yrs kan for medical student kan..mmg bagus ho berlambak skang ni tapi paling xleh blah when statement tu kuar dr org yang baru je jadi mo few mnths..saying that kene stopkan sume tu bla bla...cara cakap tu mcm bagus gile..sedar x die, die dulu spm pon bukan straight a..matric pon xdapat masuk medical course pon kan..gune kabel baru dapat masuk private kan?so jangan la berlagak keluarkan statement tu..lepas jadi dr konon bagus gile?how good r u actually>
x ke kesian kat budak2 yang mmg betol2 nak jadi doctor???yang mmg eligible to be a doctor?im not saying that i am a good doctor..tapi at least i work really hard for that...mmg skang ni asal ade duit mak bapak kaya kabel besar then jadi la doctor.,.snenag gile..malaysia patut tiru cam ireland..satu country tu ade 4 je medical school..ni gvmnt bukak private banyak gile..kualiti mmg turun la kan..tapi as a doctor i dont think kite kene jadi judgemental camtu..instead, i rase kite la kene trained our juniors bukan kutuk2 diorg..huhu..