Woke up with a full determination today. Went to hospital at 930am and try to find the patients by my own. Went to each ward in CUMH searching for a patient and alhamdulillah 2 patients agreed for full history and examination. And after a while looking for the 3rd ptient, i gave up and went to ultrasound clinics to see how the ultrasound done bla bla..watched 4 ultrasound and then went for a lunch. Then at 230pm, just before i want to perform a zuhur prayer, yopit called saying that my consultant was in ultrasound clinics..Berlari terus pergi sana and alhamdulillah jumpe die n sempat tgk abnormal fetus with gross ascites and tengok how amniocentesesi been done. Senang je rupenye amniocentesis ni.lalala...saya ingatkan process yang lame..rupenye cucuk jarum, sedut and siapp..macam amik blood sahaja..haha..
Anyways talking about new determination, saya dengan ini berazam akan buat muka x malu and keep on trying to learn. And disebabkan i wont be receiving any teaching from my consultant i will try to compensate it by studying in CUH. dan alhamdulillah ari ni saya berjaya study in CUH for few hours. Saya sedar saya hanya menumpang..seperti parasites kat sini so saya kene la buat muka x malu n try adapt dengan discrimnation ni.. InsyaAllah kan satu hari nanti Allah mungkin akan kurniakan something di sebalik kesabaran itu. Dan saya sangat brsyukur kerana Allah telah buka hati saya utk menjadi seorang insan yang lebih sabar. Semoga Allah kurniakan lebih kesabaran lagi kepada saya.
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