a reason

Hmm...i need a reason to live...and i need a reason for everything i do...have u ever ponder what ur life would be if u choose another road for your journey of life?and have u ever feel regreted for what u have done in ur life?
Well, for me i had that feelings before..kinda regreted of what i have done especially things that i did over the summer holidays but yeah, i cant turn back on the time..so there's no time for me to dwell on the 'mistakes' that i did. I just need to carry on with all the messes that i'd done and continue to live with that..
Yeah, life has been so complicated from that moment on but at the same time im quite contented with everything..Im happy in my own way...=)
But well, sometimes, to be honest, i do feel like something is missing but i think i can go through it..There's something else want my full committment and focus so i should make my final decision and just forget about everything.. =)..

.::ijah's bday with tamimiiiii yang tomeiii tomeiii..hehehe...winduuu shamimi..nanti next yr balik die dh besar dahhhh.....=(::.