ngeh2

hmm..its hard to accept the fact that u wont always get what u want...huhu...i cant hardly accept the fact that i cant buy that dress due to my financial stripe..that dress is not really expensive but i really urgently need to save my money..i need the money to buy the tickets to malaysia and i need the money for my next rotation. I shouldnt really think about the flight tickets to malaysia as my dad eagerly want to sponsor them but i dont knw..maybe rasa guilty kot cuz he already sponsored my 2nd yr tickets n for 4th yr jugak..sangat guilty..dah la duit utilites 450euro ths yr die yang bayarkan..tu x termasuk duit buku for 150euro and duit extra 100euro n 100us dollar that my parents gave me before i came here last yr..so rase sangat bersalah la kan if mintak lagi...n dah la jugak bwat restoration n filling ari tu bayar gune his credit card..owh sangat la jahat saye ini..hmmm xperla...ths yr im willing to work for my flight tickets...and maybe i need to suppress my shopping hormones..and maybe i shouldnt buy any pencuci muka after ths cuz i dont need pencuci muka pon zamn dulu2..sekarang je baru kene gune and maybe sebab psycho je and stress je yang menaikkan jerawat sume tu..n i think i should stop myself from buying clothes, make-up set and mende2 yg xperlu lagi la..cukup la ngan ape yg ade ni..huhu..owh emooo..sangat x suke waktu ini...adeh.