insaf...

Life is so unpredictable..hari ni kite sehat tapi bile2 je Allah boleh tarik balik nikmat SIHAT yang DIA kurniakan kat kita tu...like what happened to my father..i talked to him yesterday and he sounded okay n fine over the phone..but today he is admitted to hospital due to high fever..my mum didnt tell me that my dad is hospitalised until i chatted with my sister a few minutes ago...my sister cakap die drive laju gileeee from terengganu(she is studying in terengganu) sebab my dad hospitalised...doctor suspect demam denggi...called my mum tadi nak merajuk cuz die x bitau but die cakap ok lagi cume temperature tinggi n pegi Perdana Specialist Hospital, jumpe dr, dr cakap maybe denggi cuz kat rantau panjang demam denggi ngah merebak skang...tambah2 lepas banjir kan..confirm la banyak diseases outbreak..tadi called him but die tdo so cakap ngan my mum..my mum n the whole family tdo kat hospital same ngan my dad and abg pi(the manager) yang tutup kedai ari ni..hmm i wish i am in kb right now sitting behind my dad n jaga die instead of my mum...aaaa cepat la gradddd...grrrr saye nak balik msia..saye xnak stay kat sini..saya nak balik jaga my parents n family...dulu saye selfish..saye xnak balik msia after keje tapi skang saye nak balik jaga parents cuz bila lagi saya nak jaga diorg?waktu kite muda ni la nak tolong diorg kan?plus im the eldest..and plus lagi i was stayed in mrsm masa form 4 n form 5 n juge kmb for 2 yrs so dah rugi masa dah..patutnye leh spend ngan my family...tapi yg xbestnye when i grad insyaAllah 2009, my brother tu lak insyaAllah fly g japan..so mmg xkan cukup la kan family kiteorg beraya..sob2..n maybe on that time pon ijah fly sumwhere gak cuz she is planning to do her master in 2 yrs time..adeh2...papepon doakan la ye my dad cepat sembuh n hopefully its demam biasa je not denggi...