sigh

Hmmm...
Its getting xxxxxxxx...
i cant figure out the right word to use here.
boring perhaps?or annoying?hhahaha...
I think i put too much effort on it and i need to stop doing that.
Seriously like..
Stop doing that..
Or i will look like a fool..
And im NOT a fool.

This thing...
Would never work if u treat me like a venous valve.
a one way valve.
I need incompetence valve to make it work.
Working in 2 directions.
U and Me need to work on it..
Not only me..
Bertepuk sebelah tangan takkan berbunyi..
And yes.
Im surrender.
Thats it.

P/s : Bukan high expectation...tetapi i need u to do something..ever heard people saying; "dah ilang spark dah"...? and u should have known me..."I am fragile. Pls handle it with care"...

fail blog

among my fav.hahaha
addicted to failblog.hehe..farid la ni.haha

Poker

=)

tetibe rase mcm annoyed so tetibe rs nak tulis ape mende saye tak suke buat.hahaha..

1. Basuh pinggan. Seriously..hahaha..saye rela memasak or mengemas dari membasuh pinggan.. Its not that i malas sebenarnye..Tapi sebab i ade a kind of contact dermatitis dengan pencuci pinggan tu and plus air kat sini sangat sejuk. Tak tahan.hahahaha..:p..

2. Orang cakap sal poligami. Bukan sebab nak langgar sunnah Rasulullah saw cume saye rase korang x patut cakap cuz korang tak tau ape sebnarnye poligami tu. korang tak tau camne rasenye dipoligamikan. Korang xtau how it will affect the whole big family tau. so shut up kalau xtahu. Diam diam sudah.

3. Korek idung. Pls dont korek idung in front of me..saye xkesah kalau awak nak membuang air besar ke nak korek mata ke nak korek telinga ke but hidung plss..pergi toilet pls.hahaha..;P

4. orang yang xfaham bahasa. macam anonymous yang komen2 walaupon dh cakap saye xperlukan komen diorg. ade tu sanggup create account tu nak komen. xfaham bahasa betol. Owh ye...SEBELUM ade anonymous cakap "aina u pon x perfect xyah la nak tulis ape yang kamu tak suke kat blog ni", baek saye jawab siap2. "THIS IS MY BLOG and i can write whatever i want". Pergi bukak account sendiri la deyy kalau nak tulissssss kutuk org..hahaha... Owh bukan perasan tapi saye mmg dapat banyak komen2 tah pape skang ni yang of course la saye x approve kan and to thoseeeeeeeee weirdosssssss, plsssssss goooo awayyyy from my lifee...i dont needdddd uuuuuuuuuuuuuu double L.hahaha

hmmm dh lupe ape nak tulis. sambung next time. bye.

muffin + milkshake

Baru balik from Carriglea...
Mamam muffin and milk shake..
Deliciouss~~~
rase GEMUK pon ade.hahaha
And we layan Britain Got Talent.
I like that show.hehe..:p..
rasenye kalau Simon tu tengok AF, bebudak AF dok kat situ xsempat bukak mulut pon dh kene tekan button merah tu.haahhaha..:p..
opsss..sorry..
=D
nyways esok kene start study..semalam n ari ni melagho je keje..
ptg tadi main bola..
Owh..
And i kene CONCUSSION tadi..and ade headache..tapi xde la thunderclap headache indicating subarachnoid haemorrhage..hahaha..over gile.hahaha..:P..
hehe..
kinda funny tapi kan setiap kali kalau ade org pukul kepala saye ke, saye terhantuk ke ape2 ke saya akan try to ingat this formula. I dont even know what its for but kalau i remember this formula i rase i xilang ilmu la..muahhaha..
sape tahu formula ape ini?

n
- (2a+ (n-1)d)
2

hahah sape tahu formula ape??

ungu

post traumatic stress diorder

My post traumatic stress disorder after surgical clinical punye exam tu teruk juge.hahaha
I almost nak balik rumah xnak join dinner dh when people kept on talking about the exam.
Seb baek my mills bawak hset die n earphone so that i can pekakkan telinga listening to the songs instead of listening to people talking about how their surgery clinical went on.
I knw i should b grateful..i know its done. I know let bygones b bygones. I know i shouldnt be afraid of it anymore cuz i was not called for the oral but seriously people..seriously..i xboleh. i terbayang2 how stupid i was in front of the examiners. Twice kot i cakap on the right side tapi actually it was on the left side. And plus ade lagi la stupid things that i told the examiners. Naseb baek dapat spot on the diagnosis jugak. But still..
Hmm so seriously..like seriously people...dont ask me how my surgical clinic/osce went on. I knw i did it badly as compared to paeds clinical. And my post traumatic stress diorder sangat la teruk penuh emotional.hahaha.:P

Wagamama

hari ini kami membuat keputusan untuk pergi menonton wayang beramai2 di samping makan malam beramai2. Kami menonton cerita Wolverine. owh Agent Zero itu sungguh kacak sekali. Memang hensem lah. So die telah saya lantik menjadi boyfriend saya. Hahaha..
Saya menonton 2 cerita hari ini. Satu greys episode 21, season 5. I love that episode. I cried. Sedih kan when kite tahu kite dying. haha. And saya suke part Meredith stood up for that lil girl. And cam kagum tengok budak2 pon ade keberanian untuk menembak ayahnya yang sangat temper. hahaa..tak2 bukan kagum. Rase cam unbelievable.haha. Budak2 skarang dh boleh fikir camtu ke. haha..
Tapi best kan when someone stood up for us kan?
And saye suke juge cerita Wolverine tadi sebab die sangat sayangkan wife die.
tapi saya tak suke the fact that die sayang sangat wife die sampai die nak bunuh abang die.
Yelah walaupon abang die konon bunuh wife die pon but still, abang u kot. Maafkan je lah.
haha.
Tak boleh ke?
Bermaafan la kite sesame insan.
=)